I don't own Sailor Moon or Utena, only in my dreams. Enjoy my first fic, its going to be a bit of a long one. Comments and Suggestions always welcome.

"Oh aren't they lovely?" "Such a beautiful couple!" The couple of course, the couple the entire Ohtori academy student body was gushing about was Utena Tenjou and Touga Kiryuu. Touga had finally won the elusive beauty's heart. There was a rumour that Utena had been with Anthy, since she had lived with Anthy all by herself in the un-used East Dorm. That was quickly quelshed with one very public kiss from Touga that morning. Everyone was so happy their two idols were in love... all except one.

The dispondant student watched from her vantage point on a hill overlooking the courtyard of Ohtori. It was her usual spot in the morning, where she used to sit with her Utena and eat breakfast before class. Her Utena. The phrase brought tears to her eyes. She hated that she couldn't tear herself away from the crowded sight below her. She hated that she wasn't the one holding Utena's hand, looking deeply in her eyes, receiving all the praise from her peers.

A lone tear fell down her cheek as she lowered her head. Utena had made her to believe they belonged together, that someday they would shine together. There were so many signs that showed Utena held a place for her, high in her heart. The persistant nagging about her making friends, the genuine smiles Utena had given her at the lowest moments, hoping to make her happy. There was even a kiss shared between them. Granted wine had been involved, but Anthy was convinced Utena felt something more than just a light head from the alcohol.

Utena told her she wanted to be together forever, that someday they would shine. But what did that matter anymore... she was gone.