Disclaimer- I don't own beyblade

a/n- PLEASE READ THE AURTHOR'S NOTE AT THE BOTTOM

You were
You were my air
When I couldn't breathe
You were my light
When I couldn't see

You were my flame
When I lost all hope
You were always there
To obliterate the smoke

But now you are gone
And I'm all alone
I'm dying, I'm broken
Lost on my own

You're comfort that's missing
Is taking its toil
Destroying my mind
Tearing my soul

Where are you
In this hour of need?
Are you listening
Can you hear my plead?

Why aren't you here
To pick me up
I'm waiting and waiting
With no suck luck

I'm fighting a battle
But the darkness is winning
Without you by my side
I lost from the beginning

I thought you would come
I didn't loose faith
I was sure you would come
To take me home safe

But you never came
So I have become
One with the shadows
I've finally succumb

To me this poem holds a lot of meaning in it. It's one of my favourites because it can relate to almost anyone (if you cut of the last verse). It's the only piece of my own writing that I cried while writing it. This poem was inspired by what's on the news at the moment. This poem shows my how I think the Jews and Palestinians feel and felt when they were being driven from there homes. They stayed in the holy places praying to 'God' but 'God' let them be taken away. 'God' did nothing. People die for 'God' but does 'God' care? He doesn't save them, he lets them die. When I say 'God' I'm referring to all 'Gods'. Be it God, Allah, Brahman or any other. I have no preference in religion and I'm not saying anything against it. I'm just asking a question which I think many people are think and have thought 'where is 'God'? Why is he letting us destroy ourselves for him? Why doesn't he stop the suffering?' They say suffering makes us stronger, that it brings us closer to 'God' but I believe that too much suffering destroys all faith.

I know that I am touching on an 'iffy' topic and I except any flames because of it. I'm not saying who's right or wrong, I'm not saying that religion is bad; I'm just asking a question.

Just incase you haven't noticed I keep coming back to the subject of being taking over by BD. This is going to be my last one on that section coz now Kai has given up completely. sorry if i've caused any confusion but it's an easy topic to write about

Thanks to all those who reviewed – SSotD, Ghost, Iridecent Goddess

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