... I can only hate. I run and I hate. There's nothing I can do, because being weak won't do anything.. and this is because I hate. (Re-written)

I own nothing but the poems used in this chapter. I wrote them. -;

Because I Hate

--x Chapter Three: Plunged Into My Soul x--

Sound. So much sound, it was insane. Just like myself. Sirens, screams, sobs.. all emitted from people or furries near me. It annoyed me, and my mouth quirked downwards into a grimace, and I heard a gasp. Opening one apple colored eye, all my 'friends' were crowded around me, most crying. Cream had an accusing look in her amber-brown eyes, and for a moment, I felt shame. Thankfully, it soon passed. The doctor looked over at me, giving me a sad but disappointed look. He escorted the others over to a corner, and I knew he didn't want me to hear. I did anyways.

"She's going to die. Amy Rose will die anyways, whether this sickness would kill her or not. She killed Sonic. Anyways, she's going to die from this disease."

Yes.. I was Amy Rose. Sweet, innocent, loving, caring Amy Rose. Ignored, tortured, heartbroken Amy Rose. But what disease did he mean? I was not sick! I strained my ears to hear more as I heard Cream stifle a sob. I knew she still loved me, we were like sisters. Even though I killed the world's hero, I knew she still loved me and never would that fade. Turning my attention back to the matter at hand, I listened in once again, forcing the memories away as my body let me know that I really was going to die. It started to turn off, but I made it stay up anyways.

"We found she has a mentall illness called Schizophrenia. It was found too late within her, so she could not be treated."

"I have a few lines to say before I die." I announced. All eyes turned to me, and I sighed, taking in a deep breath.

"This is for Sonic. I wrote it.." Most raised an eyebrow as Rouge wiped a tear and Cream blew her nose quietly.

"I do my best to hide it,

I do my best to try.

I do my best to get you,

but you make me want to cry.

Am I not that pretty?

Am I not that tough?

Am I not enough of a fan?

Is my everything not enough?"

I faded slowly as eyes widened at me, and my apple orbs fluttered slowly shut as I heard whispers and accusations. They didn't know half of the story, so they had no right to say many of those things. I decided to say one last thing, the one thing that I knew would change lives forever. Especially the life of one special male.. a true, kind smile lit my sickly features as I was killed on the inside by myself, and as the innocent Amy Rose struggled against the new me, I let the words escape my mouth as my muzzle started to be stained with tears as they slid down my face.

" And one more.. for a very special hedgehog.. the one I found I love, and not Sonic.. Shadow the Hedgehog.. "

"Every day you can walk by me,

but you never really really see me stand there.

I'd offer you some hot chocolate but you'd always decline,

and sometimes I wondered if you even cared.

And yet it didn't matter,

because I loved it when you were so cold.

I fell in love with cerise eyes,

and maybe it would be different if I was once so bold.."

And I felt my heart shatter as I saw tears spill from my ice cube's eyes, cerise color shining with the water that was now steadily flowing. He made his way over to my bed, and I felt my heart lift as he planted one, single, heartwrenching kiss on my mouth, leaving me dizzy and craving more. But death was inching closer and closer, and I had one final moment to say those three words I longed to before the blade was plunged into my heart. I looked up at him, desperation evident in my eyes as they danced with pain, fear, and panic.

" I love you.. Sayonara, Shadow the Hedgehog.. "

--x End of Story x--

I love you guys! Hehe, even if no one read, I loved that ending. -sniffles- I changed it to a romance with ShadAmy! Leave me alone! -; -goes to hide in a corner- Read and review if you'd like. Stay tuned for a prequel or sequel for the explanation of Amy's hate and love for Shadow! Whoo!