Okay, I got bored so I decided to do this song fic. The song is BB's view of Raven, so this is like his thoughts, except in song form, yeah. The song is Good Charlottes Say Anything. Hope you like it.
I looked over at her. She was reading, and so beautiful, I wanted to tell her, but how? She looked up at me. We're alone in the living room. I felt my breathing pick up. My heart racing, I bravely kept eye contact. I felt the awkwardness of the silence suppressing us.
Here I am on,
The phone again, and,
Awkward silence is
On the other end
I used to know the sound
Of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now)
All I feel (all I feel)
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again
"What?" she says to me aggressively. I know she's just pretending to be mad. I can only hope that she is, actually. "Nothing, just looking." I say, trying not to piss her off. I see an eye brow rise under her hood. "At….?" She had provided the bait, and knew I would take it. But I pushed myself not to fall for it. "You." I say simply. Her guard had been thrown off, I realize. She can't start an argument since I didn't take the bait, I think to myself proudly. She merely looks back at her book. I look at her hood, remembering all of the conversations we had had. I remember the 'moments' we had, and how Robin had somehow found out about me. I smile slightly; I was becoming obsessed with something I couldn't have.
All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time
She looks up again. A little softer, like almost just annoyed she started to talk. I cut her off. "Shh, I'm sorry." I put a finger on her lips as I say this. They feel soft. Now I sit at her feet on my knees. My eyes bore into hers. She looks a little bit scared. The pizza box blows up on the kitchen table. She jerks her head down, causing her hood to fall down. She goes to put it up again. I stop her. "Leave it down." I say, my words no more than a whisper. She blushes, but looks back down at her book.
Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
I watch her, her eyes are blurred. She's not focusing on her book, I can tell. I want to say something to make our situation more comfortable. She seems nervous, but knows as much as I did that our actions were inevitable. I look at her. "You have beautiful eyes" I mutter. Shit, thinking aloud was a problem I have. She smirked, but hid it quickly. "What do you want?" She asked that, but it was just a way to make her more comfortable. She knew what I wanted, and she wanted it too. He suddenly felt that they were headed toward a wall. Like they were rushing, but they couldn't stop it. "I don't want to ruin our friendship." I say finally. She knows what I'm talking about, because she feels it too.
Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No, not for you
She smiled a small, reserved smile. "I trust you." That was all she said. His heart leapt. He knew what she meant, deep inside.
If you stay with me, we can make it through
So here we are again
The same old argument, and now I'm wonderin'
If things'll ever change, yeah
When will you laugh again
Laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise till 3 AM and the neighbors would complain
I move towards her. I can feel her breath on my mouth. I'm breathing heavily, my adrenaline is spiked, I can hardly sit, though I do. Just to make sure she's ok with this, I'm going slowly. It's painstaking to not grab her and push her into me. I want to feel her lips on mine, her oh-so-soft skin is mocking my movements it seems. She seems almost startled, but sensing my anxiousness, she moves faster towards me.
All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time
Her lips crashed into mine. My heart seemed to explode. I could feel the softness of her lips, they seemed to fit perfectly, as did her head cupped in my hand as I pushed her closer to me. Her book dropped as she sank to the floor next to me and her arms snaked around my waist. My right hand was buried in her hair and my left was on the small of her back. She seemed so sure, just as I felt, that this was right. It was perfect.
Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything say anything
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down
Down
Down
Down
Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
If you'll just give me a sign
Say anything say anything
She breaks the kiss. Her face is red and her breath is short, though she seems pleased. I was going to say something to her but she grabbed her book and walked out of the room. I sat on my knees, stupefied. What had happened? Did he do something wrong?
Don't say a word (please don't leave)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything say anything
Please don't walk away (please don't leave)
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything say anything
She walked back in. I look at her cautiously, wondering what she would do to me. She comes over to me and put a hand on my cheek and leaned on the other side of my face and whispered into my ear. "I like you too" Smiling she left, leaving me bursting with happiness.