Forgot about me
Disclaimer: If I would be the owner I wouldn't be posting this here, instead you would be watching it! Yes. wouldn't that be nice. cuz you could see all the hand movements and the emotions better. But if you guys are like me your doing that already, hehehe. Anyways Eve and Ally belong to me. The Song belongs to My Chemical Romance
AN: Im still very tired. I was supposed to post the last chapter yesterday or this morning but my mom was hugging my computer and didn't let me use it till now (its 9pm here)
Again forgive me for any bad Canadian geography.Anyways here's the chapter. These are thoughts.
Chapter 5: Helena
"What's the worse that I can say? Things are better if I stay, so long and good night"
Eve had just finished eating her dinner and getting Ally to bed, when she heard her cell phone sing "Crawling" by Linkin Park. She was wondered who was calling her so late at night, she checked her caller ID but didn't recognized the number fearing the worse she quickly answered it.
"Hello?"
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He truly didn't want her to answer the phone he was expecting more of an answering machine instead of her voice. You better say something now Hogart.
"Eve?"
"Who is this?"
"Its Jay"
He could actually hear her anger over the phone and she hasn't even spoken yet.
"What do YOU want?"
"Meet me at the dot"
"Why the hell should I?"
"Because you need to hear me out"
"ha! Fine! When?"
"Is now okay?"
"No Jay now is not okay, its 9 o'clock and there's school tomorrow and there's nobody here to take care of Illirya"
"I thought you named her Allyson ?"
"That's just one of the middle names and her nickname, you would have known that if you weren't so irresponsible"
He was getting frustrated already because of her stubbornness!
"Can I come over then?"
"Fine! Do you know how to get here?"
"Just tell me the street name and wait for me out side."
"Fine. It York castle"
"I missed you"
"Whatever!"
She had hung up already and left him hanging. He closed his flip phone an walked out the door.
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Eve through her stupid silver flip phone on the couch and went over to Ally's room to hook up the baby monitor before heading outside to wait for the useless piece of crap that was Jay Hogart. She wanted to pound him and tell him that she hated him but she knew that one good look at him and she would be crawling to him but she just couldn't do that, he had broken her heart and some of her dream the day that he left without saying word. Eve grabbed the other end of the baby monitor and headed outside to wait on the small steps.
She didn't even know what she was looking for. Was he walking over or driving? Did he still have his black civic or did he change the color or model. Her questions where answered when an orange civic parked in front of her yard. Eve took a deep cold breath and held tight to the monitor as if it was the only thing she had left.
Jay got out of his car to find Eve sitting on the steps waiting with a baby monitor in her hands. He wanted to run to her so badly but he knew better than to do that. She would probably kick his sorry ass before giving him a chance to talk. He didn't dare to go up to her just yet.
"Are you just gonna stand there or are you waiting for an invitation?"
He gave her a small smile and sat next to her on the stairs. The sweet smell of her perfume reminded him of their first date and how perfect it was for being their first.
"So you wanted to talk, Then talk" she told him as she settled the monitor in between them.
"Im sorry okay"
"Sorry doesn't cut it Jason, Sorry will never cut it! You left me to take care of our daughter alone! You never called, you never come to visit and you never wrote! How do you want me to forgive you just like that!" Eve felt hot tears falling down but she was in rant mode and he couldn't stop her.
"I would pray everyday for you to come for the sake of Illirya but nothing! I cry my self to sleep everyday because of you. And all you have to say is 'Sorry'? No Jay! It can't be like that, you have to prove to me that you really are."
"What was I suppose to do Eve! I didn't have a job I couldn't take care of the two of you. I didn't want to be a father!"
"Then why didn't you wear a fucking condom Jay!"
"Why didn't you get on the pill then!"
"Because I trusted you!"
They both when silent for a while. Then they heard Ally crying. Eve stud up to go inside before turning around and asking
"You want to see her?"
Jay took a deep breath and nodded.
Eve directed him to the room, to find Ally standing on her crib crying with her pacifier in her mouth.
"What's wrong baby girl?" She picked her up to find the baby burning up.
"Oh my god"
"What's wrong?"
"She has a fever"
Jay put a hand through his hair and exhaled a breath that he didn't know he was holding.
"Here hold her. I'll go get the baby Motrin"
Ally held on to Jay tightly as she kept on crying. Jay never thought he was going to be able to hold his little girl and here he was holding her. He only wished it was under better circumstances.
Eve had given her the Motrin over an hour ago and the fever wasn't going down anytime soon. And she was close to tears for what it felt like the 5th time today. Jay had staid there keeping watch of Ally and Eve. Though they barely said a word to each other, Eve could tell that he was worried by the way he kept taping his foot on the ground.
"Is this the first time this has happened to her?"
"No, when she was around six months old we had to take her to the hospital because of a high fever that she got."
"I'm sorry I wasn't there"
Eve through her head back on the rocking chair and gave Jay a small smile.
"You're here now"
AN: Im gonna leave this one here. I'll write another chapter for you guys tomorrow hopefully. But right now Im very sleepy and Im missing Zatch Bell. Thanks for the Reviews you guys RAWK!