Disclaimer: I don't own inu or yu yu… he he .. if I did I would sit on my ass all day eating hot fudge sundaes and making someone else write while I just tell them what to write smiles evilly at the thought well thx to those people who review… and im trying to make the chappies longer and im gonna make it as good as I possibly can… its only my second fan fic… I still am working on the first 1… thx again r&r

Ch7: Kagomes untold story….

Hiei just sat there with Kagome laying what you would mistakenly think her dead… not a clue to hint other wise but the barely noticed rise and fall of her chest…. " Kagome … im home…" Kurama turned his stare from the seemingly dieing girl to the door.. waiting for the boy walking up the stairs to enter to a scene that would undoubtedly break his still healing heart… the door cracked and a pair of eyes looked in… " hey Kago…what are you doing in Kagomes room Kurama?" Sota asked as he opened the door all the way to allow his body to stand in its way… " where is kags?..." he trailed off as he looked over to see Hiei holding his dead sister… "KAGOME" The boy shouted as he ran to his sisters side falling to the floor taking her cold hand in his own… tears spilled from his eyes like forever eternal pouring of rain…. " shes not dead.." Hiei barely managed to whisper… Sota tensed as her hand suddenly became like fire in his grip… he dropped her hand and pulled away cradling his arm to his chest .. " what happened ?" Sota heard his own voice as if it were said from some far off person…. " we don't know" Kurama said as he rested a hand on his shoulder….. Sota looked at his sisters face.. reaching his arm up to wipe at the blood that had spilled from his sister mouth… "don…" she said as he touched her face… "Kagome!" Sota stood up and looked down at his sisters face… Hiei picked up her body and brought it up to his…. "you smul.. gud 'iei…….." Kagome tried to talk… but her words came out dry and mumbled.. " I ne a drink.." Kagome opened her eyes and buried her face into Hiei's neck "ok Kagome…" Sota said jumping up and running out of the room…..Kurama gave Hiei a look and smiled a bit in relief as he walked down stairs as well.. " Kagome what happened…?" Hiei asked pulling her away from him so he could look into her eyes… " he .." Kagome stopped talking as she started to cough … her whole body lurched at the attempt to stifle this action…Hiei rubbed her back as she laid her head back on his chest… Sota came flying into the room with a big cup of water.. he handed it to Hiei… He gave Hiei a look …."please take care of my sister"… Sota said as he walked out of the room closing the door behind him.. Hiei held the cup to Kagome's delicate mouth and watched her drink almost all of the contents in the cup.. he then rolled the cup down his leg and over the edge off the bed… it landed on the ground making a soft 'thud' on the ground … a small puddle forming around it…. "Kagome can you talk now?" Hiei asked her .. running his hand through her long hair " yes" Kagome said as she brought her hand in front of her face to study her raw fingers… Hiei then slowly grabbed her hand and brought it up to his face so he could press little kisses all over her hurt hand… she let a weak smile grace her lips… " so…. What… happened?" Hiei asked in between kisses.. " he made me see horrible things…" Kagome looked away tears forming in her eyes.. Hiei looked over at her…he grabbed her face and turned it to him… " what things Kagome? " Kagome looked deep into his crimson eyes .. " he showed me …. You… dieing… and me being alone… …"Kagome stopped to wipe at the tears running down her cheeks "you died and it was my fault… I was pregnant … with our baby…" she looked up at him with this…. " I want children Hiei…but not if it means im gonna loose you.." she got up to her knees and flung her arms around his neck… " he said this would be our future…" Kagome couldn't stop herself.. " he killed our baby.." she was full out bawling .. his shoulder soaked with her tears… it was all he could smell… " Kagome… there is no reason to cry… I wont die… hn…" he scoffed at the idea of himself getting killed…what pissed him off was that some demon somewhere had scared Kagome out of her dream of motherhood … and that he said he'd kill her child.. and HIS Kagome… he wrapped his arms around her in a protective way…. " Kagome .. why is this happening…. Who was this demon?" Kagome pulled him closer not wanting to let go.. " I don't know.. who he was… but its because of the promise I made… he told me soo.. "she cried into his body.. his scent calming her down quickly …" what promise did you make.. Kagome?" Kagome.. tightened her grip onto him…/ please tell me that you will forgive me…that you will still love me…even after I tell you…/. " yes Kagome I swear…"….. Kagome pulled back giving him one last loving look before her eyes went blank…knowing it was time to tell her story of what had really happened to her the past 4 years.. " I was in love with a hanyou.. named Inuyasha…" she looked up at him pulling herself completely out of his reach as she downcast her look again.. " We traveled together for two years collecting jewel shards… with a few friends added as well… we fought a demon named Naraku.. the whole time… each for a different personal reason for wanting him dead…… Sango died in the last battle.. which Miroku died not long after.. she did from a broken heart….. and Inuyasha made a promise to Kikyo… he left me and went to hell with her…" Kagome tried hard to stop the tears burning to get out behind her blue eyes…. Hiei looked at her as he grabbed her hand… "but before he left… he made me promise to be happy…" she gave him a scared look.. she started to tremble as she spoke again.. "with.. his brother.. he told me that his brother loved me and could care for me…… so I did… I married him….I married Sesshoumaru-sama…." Hiei stopped looking at her as he dropped her hand… " he wanted me to be happy.. I lived with him for 4 years…… but he never marked me because I was scared…" she smiled at this thought.. " yes we had sex… but I wasn't his mate… then I found out that I couldn't have children…" she heaved a big loud cry at this… " and then right before I left our lands were attacked… he told me I had to escape… but the well was closed off… we had tried it many times.. but we all knew it would never work again.. I was trapped in a life I loved yet hated and this time was no different … it still didn't work… I was running with my little kit in my arms when a demon grabbed me .. and then I heard my husband yell a wish.. then I was here.. in the well house…… with you… "she looked up at him.. guilt ebbing into her soul at the look of hurt on his face .. " so that's why when you had that dream it freaked you out…" he looked at her a disdainful look on his face… " because you cant have children… and you were pregnant..?" she looked up at him as she nodded her head slowly…. " and I love you Hiei.. I don't want to loose you…" she said… Hiei looked at her that moment hating her more then her ever disliked anyone.. ( and that's saying something) He then forced her back down onto her pillow with a powerfully forceful kiss.. he reached his hand up under her shirt.. he ripped off her clothes … he then hurriedly took off his own throwing them off to land on the ground next to hers… he started to trail kiss down her neck as he smelled her arousal… he then kissed her from her navel all the way up to her mouth again as he plunged his member deep down inside of her.. she let out a small gasp at his harsh treatment .. "ooww.. Hiei" she cried softly into his neck as he thrust in and out so fast she couldn't think twice before she gave a loud moan… his climax soon to follow..but he didn't stop… he kept this pace .. thrusting harder then he ever had with Kagome… "aaahhh" a scream parted Kagome's… he looked down into her face… a kind of satisfaction taking him over at seeing her in pain.. yet his heart yelled for him to stop whatever was causing her to scream like this… Kagome looked up at him.. pain mixed with a strange pleasure… "Hiei.." she whispered as he rolled off her and wrapped a strong arm around her… kissing his mark on her soft neck as she drifted of into sleep.. not forgiving herself for hurting Hiei…. as soon as he was sure she was asleep he got up and dressed…. He opened the window flying off into the night with no intentions of returning……

A/N im sorry … but I had to do it…… crys it'll get better…!.. I hope I didn't make Hiei to OOC in this thx r&r