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BBRae fan fiction
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Chapter 3: Realization.
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Raven lay on her bed with deep twisted thoughts and she couldn't get to sleep. Why do I feel this way? Raven thought. Why do I feel like dying inside? Why do I want to tear Terra apart? Raven wondered to herself.
" Maybe, because you love him?" Love said ( the emotion is talking to her from inside of her head)
" No I couldn't could I?" Raven asked.
"………."
"………."
"Could I be in love with the annoying little grass stain?" Raven asked herself.
Raven sat their for a few minutes debating with herself over whether or not she was in love with Beast Boy.
Raven then turned to the mirror and stared at herself for about 5 minutes and then she looked into the mirror and gave a rare smile.
" I am in love with Beast Boy." Raven said.
Raven's smile however faded fast because she realized that Beast Boy was in love someone else and it was braking her heart.
" Why now?" Raven asked herself.
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The next day……
Raven arrived the next day and found Beast Boy and Terra getting into a make out session on the couch. She once again found the sharp pains of jealousy and ran back to her room before she would have a break down at seeing the love of her life kissing someone else. On the way back to her room Raven heard many things cracking and breaking at her distress.
" I hate being in love." Raven whispered.
Raven desperately tried to use meditating to calm her raging soul………..
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Beast Boy sat on the couch and was trying to get his mind off his confusion by playing some serious Game Station. A few minutes later Terra came and sat beside him watching him play with out uttering a word.
" You look distressed let me take your mind off everything." said Terra while leaning forward to have another serious make out session with Beast Boy.
Before Beast Boy could pull away Terra had already begun the kissing spree at full force. Beast Boy tried to push her away about one minute later and to his horror he saw Raven turn around and run down the hall way. I don't think Raven could ever love me the way I love her but I still want her more than life itself. He thought.
"What's wrong." asked Terra.
" I just want to be alone right now." Beast Boy said.
"Okay, baby! If you ever want to talk I am here." said Terra.
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Terra had seen Raven exit her room and so she thought this would be the perfect opportunity for sabotage. She walked up to Beast Boy and immediately started to hit on him in a attempt to make Raven jealous and she hoped seeing a make out session would be enough.
" You look distressed let me take your mind off everything." said Terra.
She knew he would pull away so she leaned forward as fast as she could so if he tried to stop her then it would take longer. Bingo, she thought when she noticed Raven running down the hall in the opposite direction.
"What's wrong." asked Terra even though she knew the answer.
" I just want to be alone right now." Beast Boy said.
"Okay, baby! If you ever want to talk I am here." said Terra.
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Raven sat on the floor of her bedroom because she had given up meditation long, long ago. She heard a soft knock on the door and footsteps near her door.
" Go away." said Raven.
" Yes mommy." said Phoenix.
" No it's okay Phoenix you can come in." said Raven.
" I was wondering if you would read me a chapter out of our story." asked Phoenix.
" Okay Phoenix bring me the book." said Raven who thought that book reading could improve her mood.
" Thanks mom." She said while kissing her mother on the cheek.
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3 weeks later….
Raven sat in her bed depressed and all alone. She had hardly left her room the past 3 weeks and allowed nobody in except her daughter Phoenix. Raven could not bare the thought of seeing Terra and Beast Boy having another deep make out session. She had also lost around 40 pounds which was quite a bit considering the fact that she only weighed 110 to start with. Her leotards no longer fit and she looked as though a small gust of wind could blow her over. The other Titans did not know of Raven's condition because Raven only came out of her room at night and the crime rate had dropped significantly.
" Mommy, can I come in?" Phoenix asked.
" Yes." Raven said.
" Mommy the others said they want to see you." Phoenix said while entering the room.
" Why?" asked Raven.
"They said they were worried about your condition." said Phoenix.
"Condition? I don't have a condition." said Raven.
"Mom, you should see what you look like." said Phoenix.
"I probably weigh more than you do." said Phoenix.
"What am going to wear?" asked Raven because the leotard no longer fit her.
Raven sighed and contented herself with some sweats and a t-shirt that some how was buried in the back of her closet. The baggy exterior made her look even more petite than usual.
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At 11:00 this morning……
"I think we should call a meeting." said Robin to his fellow Titans at breakfast that morning.
"What about?" asked Terra.
"We have not seen Raven for 3 weeks and I am starting to worry." said Robin.
" Boyfriend Robin is right Raven has been acting very sad lately. Said Starfire.
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Raven walked into the room and watched the people around her gasp at the sight of her and the clothes she was wearing.
" What?" said Raven.
" You need to get some grub on you little, little, lady." said Cyborg.
" Dude, Raven how much do you weigh.?" asked Beast Boy.
SMACK!
Raven had walked over and hit Beast Boy over the back of his head lightly.
" How long has it been since you have eaten something." Robin asked.
" Truthfully." Raven asked.
" Raven." said Robin scolding her.
" 2 days, give or take a few days." said Raven.
"Why haven't you been coming out of your room?" Robin asked.
" Is this a integration?" Raven asked trying to avoid the subject.
"RAVEN." Robin yelled.
" I just wasn't hungry." Raven lied.
Of all the bad timings her stomach gave a huge rumble right in the middle of these words.
" Raven, that's a lie and we all know it." said Robin.
BEEP,BEEP,BEEP
This gives a extreme meaning to saved by the bell…
" We will talk about this later." said Robin.
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During the battle…….
She watched as Plasmus destroyed the city but the tremors of dizziness kept her from fighting properly.
" Are you going to fight or not?" asked Terra.
Raven tried to fight she really did but then another tremor covered her and she fell into darkness.
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Robin had made a oath to keep a close eye on Raven because he knew that in her condition she would not last long. He heard Starfire's scream as Raven fell to the ground in dead faint…….
They hauled Raven up to the tower and immediately called the nearest hospital to summon a doctor.
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Beast Boy sat holding Raven's hand softly the whole way home from the hospital allowing Terra to eye them jealously…………
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