xsummerbabyx: I didn't really have that in mind for Anna…but Eric will have a part in the story…that's all I'm saying!
Fashion is like the id. It makes you desire things you shouldn't. Bob Morris
Holly read the letter from Anna. She tossed it at Ella. "You told her behind my back? How dare you?" Ella reread the letter to make sure nothing was said. "I didn't do anything like that…Anna must have just come across something." Holly wasn't going to believe any of what she was being told. "Ella…you can't lie in this situation. Anna would never just 'come across' something like this…AUGH!" Holly jumped up and down a few times to release the anger. "I'm actually fine with this…I guess if Bridget told her, then it should be fine…right? My mom said that if Aunt Bridget or Tibby and Carmen said anything, then it was ok. I don't have time to fume anyways. I'm going over to Sean's…" She said more quietly. "Why? Why did I let myself get caught up in this?"
Ella now had the pants for the next couple of weeks. She ran her fingers across the inscriptions on her left leg. "I'll get caught up in it for you."
Esperanza walked down the steps and gave Nevan a hug. "Andy is inside…he kind of said something about you too my brother…who then said something about you to my dad…and then he told my mom. They want to meet you." She said nervously. Nevan stopped and started to turn around. "I thought we could just elope!" Turning him around, Esperanza led him up the steps and into the house. Andy got up off the couch and walked over to say hello. "What's up man?" Nevan shook his hand. "Not much…not much." Esperanza led Nevan over to the couch and they both sat down. Andy and his family lived with his grandparents. Nevan had been over hundreds of times. But now he didn't feel very at home. "So where are your parents?" Esperanza looked at her watch. "They should be here by now…oh…there they are."
Marcos and Jack were the first ones in. Jack walked over to Esperanza and sat down in the chair across from her. "Hey babe, have a nice day?" Esperanza nodded and gestured towards Nevan with her head. "Yeah dad…I want you to meet Nevan." Nevan and Jack both stood up and shook each other's hands. Carmen came inside the door and walked over to the next empty chair. She shook hands with Nevan first. "I'm Carmen. I'm Esi's mom." "Nice to meet you." Nevan said to both Jack and Carmen. Jack sat back and took his wife's hand. "What were you three going to do tonight?" He asked Nevan and Andy. "There's this movie playing that Andy and I wanted to go see." Esperanza told her father. "Nevan was going to come along with us."
"Thank God." Esperanza yelled when she slid into the passenger eat of Nevan's car. "Dad looked like he was going to kill you." Andy sat forward far enough to where he could reach the CD player buttons. When Nevan turned the car on, Andy immediately switched the CD. Nevan switched it back. "Dude…I don't think all of us want to listen to The Cure." Andy complained. Esperanza reached over and turned the volume up. "I thought boys didn't cry!" Nevan looked in the back seat to see his friend plugging his ears. "You said that we all didn't want to listen to The Cure…and if that were the truth, if say I was outnumbered than I would change the CD. But you, my friend, were the one that was outnumbered. I will not change the CD. Esi is my guest in this car. She chooses what we listen to." Esperanza grabbed Nevan's hand, where Andy couldn't see. "And I choose to listen to The Cure…who just so happens to be one of my favorite bands of all time." "And I thought I knew everything about my favorite cousin." Andy said as he pretended to cry. "I can't believe you like the freaking Cure…"
Hey Girl!
I talked to Ella the other day. She told me everything that's happening. I'm so happy that someone was able to break the silence of the infamous secret of Bee…so…how's Zach? She told me about him too…she sent me the picture. He's muy caliente babes! He couldn't resist you. The guys can never take their eyes of you…speaking of guys and eyes. I'm kind of seeing this guy…who has the sexiest eyes ever…that I have ever seen. He's a friend of Andy's…you remember Andy right? (Ella does…lol! She will never live that down!) I can't send you a picture of Nevan right now. I haven't gotten my roll developed. But I will show it to you as soon as you get home from your get away in Baja…and then your short stay in New York freaking City…you are so damn lucky Annabella baby! Wait…what am I saying? I have Nevan…who has the sexiest eyes ever. Andy just walked by…says to tell whoever I am writing that he says' hello. So hello from Andy…Andy hates the Cure. Do you hate the Cure? Of course you don't. You are the one who still has my CD. I need that back sometime soon. Please don't loose it!
Tu estas mi amiga favorita…well one of them! Love Esperanza
Sean opened the front door to find Holly standing with her arms crossed. He reached for her hand and pulled her upstairs to his room. As soon as the door was shut, Sean pulled her closer to himself, and kissed her passionately on the lips. He pushed her falling hair out of her eyes. "Does your sister know?" "No…" Holly answered before kissing him again. "She doesn't."
Another chapter…I did the whole name change thing again! Except this time I switched the names of one of the girls…for Anna's part I kept writing Esperanza! Lol! And Napolean Dynamite just took home a whole lot of popcorn the movie awards. Honestly…that movie brainwashed a lot of people…gosh! (I can honestly say that I am a survivor!) I really don't know what I'm going to do with Sean and Holly…I know that something will happen…I don't know what…or when…but I, Rachel, as a truthful and honest American, promise you the readers that something will happen! (I'm not promising that it will be good or anything!) (If you didn't understand the quote at the top of the page, read the next couple of paragraphs.)
According to Freud, we are born with our Id. The id is an important part of our personality because as newborns, it allows us to get our basic needs met. Freud believed that the id is based on our pleasure principle. In other words, the id wants whatever feels good at the time, with no consideration for the reality of the situation. When a child is hungry, the id wants food, and therefore the child cries. When the child needs to be changed, the id cries. When the child is uncomfortable, in pain, too hot, too cold, or just wants attention, the id speaks up until his or her needs are met.
The id doesn't care about reality, about the needs of anyone else, only its own satisfaction. If you think about it, babies are not real considerate of their parents' wishes. They have no care for time, whether their parents are sleeping, relaxing, eating dinner, or bathing. When the id wants something, nothing else is important. (If you don't know who Freud is…ask your parents. Oh yeah…and I was referring to the 'id' mentioned in the quote at the top of the page.) (I wasn't quite sure what it meant…so I googled it, and it gave me this…very interesting.)