Don't worry everyone Kikyou isn't going to die. Did you all think I could really sleep at night and know that I killed her in one of my stories.


All Kikyou heard was the gun fire. She had not seen who fired all she knew was she was now falling to the ground. And blood, her blood she looked up to see Inuyasha holding her.

"Kikyou, Kikyou." he yelled.

"If there is a chance that my children can survive. Save them."

Thats the last thing she said before fading into darkness. Inuyasha felt tears coming down his eyes but he ignored them. He picked her up off the ground and ran off really fast. Probably faster then he ever ran in his life. He hadn't seen who shot her but they would pay.

Sesshomaru had dropped the gun on the floor. He still couldn't believe that he shot Kikyou when he had meant to shoot Inuyasha. If she died then it would be all his fault he would never forgive himself for this one.

Yes he was furious that she had an affair. But deep down he could not blame her he was hardly ever there. Always away and then buying her gifts to make up for it, he would have forgiven her. They could have started their marriage over fresh.

At the hospital the doctors immediately took her in. Her chances looked really slim but they would give it their all.

"If we want to save her and her children. We will have to rush her into surgery."

Inuyasha stood in the hallway the entire time. He had never been afraid in his life, that is until now Kikyou just had to be okay. He stood there leaning against the wall when he saw Sesshomaru walk in.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Inuyasha asked.

But Sesshomaru did not respond instead he just stood there quietly. If he would have said anything it would have been obvious that he was there. Inuyasha would have put two and two together and would have realized that he shot Kikyou.

Although it was an accident both Inuyasha and Kikyou wouldn't have saw it that way. He was known for doing deadly things to people when he wanted revenge. And yes he wanted revenge but he wanted Inuyasha dead not Kikyou.

And he also had to think about what that could mean for his daughter. He shot directly at Kikyou there was a possibility that he could loose them both. It was just to much to think about and he would have no one to blame but himself.


(Several hours later)

Doctors did everything humanly possible to save both Kikyou and her children. During the surgery she had also went into labor. Sadly they were only able to save one of her children, the only thing left for her to do was wake up.

"Doctor who shall tell Mrs. Tyjacki the news?" a nurse asked.

"I will." he answered.

She was very fortunate to had survived that. But what the doctor wanted to know was why someone would shoot her. After all she was pregnant, didn't they know that her getting shot would effect her children as well. Both the doctor and nurse looked up when they saw Kikyou opening her eyes.

"Where am I?" she asked.

"In the hospital, Mrs. Tyjacki can you remember what happened earlier?"

Sure she could remember, she was shot at. And also that she was with Inuyasha, who shot her she didn't know.

"I was shot." she answered.

"Yes you were, but you'll be okay. Your a very strong woman." The doctor said.

"My children where are they?" she asked immediately.

Just then another walked in with a baby wrapped in a blanket. She placed the baby in Kikyou's arms she could see it was a boy. He had Inuyasha's hair. But where was her daughter why hadn't they brought her as well.

"My daughter where is she?" Kikyou asked.

A sorrowful look appeared on the doctors face. They tried everything but the bullet had went threw her daughters heart killing her instantly. They found the bullet shortly after before they knew that she was dead.

"I'm sorry Mrs. Tyjacki..."

"No please don't tell me that she died." she started.

"There was nothing we could do the bullet went threw her. She was already dead."

This was it she couldn't fight back her tears. The doctors and nurses watched sadly as she continued to cry. They had hoped that would have been able to save everyone, but unfortunately they weren't able to.

"Mrs. Tyjacki I'm very sorry."

Sorry, that wasn't going to bring her daughter back. Nothing would there was nothing she could have done to stop it.

"Sorry, your sorry. Sorry will not help my daughter." she yelled.

He could see that her grief was taking over, he wondered what he could do to help her. He told the nurse to send for the young man that brought her in. She sat there still crying, the other nurse had to take her son back to the nursery.

She was in no shape to hold him or see him. Without being reminded of the baby that she had lost, she looked up and saw Inuyasha.

"Kikyou what happened are you okay?"

He asked this but could see that she was far from okay. Something happened he was sure of it, she must have lost one of the babies. Without hesitation he went to her throwing his arms around her as she cried into his sleeve.

"Who died?" he asked.

"My daughter." she answered.

Yes he was thankful that their son lived. But never had he wished for a single second that Sesshomaru's daughter would die. He wanted to tell Kikyou that everything would be okay, but that would be a lie. She would not be okay she had just lost one of the children she carried for nine months.

How could she be alright after this.

"Kikyou what can I do for you?" he asked.

"Just stay here don't leave." she answered.

"I won't." he answered.

He wouldn't leave her not now of all times. So they stayed like this for hours that is until the nurse told him that visiting hours were over. And that Kikyou would need rest, he told her that he would be staying with her.

"Kikyou I'll be back okay." he said.

But she had not responded. She laid there staring into space her eyes wet from her tears. She didn't hear him, not fully anyway. All she could think about was her daughter that died. She heard the door close that had meant he left.

But soon heard the door open again but didn't look to see who it was. It could have been a doctor or another nurse.

"Kikyou." the voice said.

She turned around to see Sesshomaru standing there. She got up out of bed and slowly walked over to him. He had expected a slap or to get yelled at but instead she hugged him.

"I'm sorry Sesshomaru , she's gone." she said.

He knew that she had meant that their daughter was dead. He had killed his daughter, it was an accident but still unforgivable. He could see that Kikyou would never forgive him, he would pay for this mistake for the rest of his life.

Inuyasha on the other hand had went to the nursery to see his son. There were a lot of babies there but he could tell which one was his. Naturally the one with his remarkable silver hair was his, the baby was asleep.

He wanted Kikyou to be here as well, but knew she wouldn't. Not now anyway it would be awhile before she could.

"Kikyou, I'm sorry."

"What for?" she asked wiping the tears from her eyes.

Now tears began to come out of his eyes. He had never cried before well if he did he was probably a child or something. He cried because of what he done, not only to himself, his daughter but to Kikyou as well.

"Its my fault she's dead." he said.

"How can it be you weren't there, you had nothing to do with it."

But the look in his eyes was starting to tell her otherwise. What did he have to do with it, was it possible that one of his enemies shot at her.

"I was there."

"Sesshomaru." she started.

"It was me, I killed our daughter."

Her eyes opened wide, he shot her. But why did he now hate her that much he wanted to get back at her by killing their daughter.

"You shot me." she said angrily.

"It was an accident."

"Thats no excuse, you killed our daughter. If you hate me thats fine but our daughter why?" she said in a mixture of anger and sorrow.

There was nothing he could do but watch her cry. He walked towards her trying to hug her but she backed away. Nothing but hate and pain filled her voice he couldn't blame her.

"I hate you." she yelled.

"I know and if I could take it all back I would."

"Tell that to our dead daughter. I hope she will forgive you because I won't."

She left the room running into the hallway. Tears streaming down her eyes. She couldn't help but feel that this was somehow her fault. It could have been prevented maybe. She saw Inuyasha standing there.

"Kikyou?"

She ran into his arms. He put his arms around her, she was upset about something else he could see that.

"What happened?"

"It was Sesshomaru he killed her."