Hey guys! I have an idea for a chapter so I'm writting it down before I forget it. Well I also want to thank for the reviews. I also just wantd to let you all know, that yeah the first chapter was like awkward. And yeah I did just kinda wrote whatever poped into my head. But I had like a "vision" of the story, and I didn't know how to start it so I jsut kinda wrote. haha Ok these chapters are better and well though out. I promise. haha ok here we go...

I looked into Jay's eyes. His eyes seemed to tell a story. They were full of pain,sadness, and love. He must have noticed me staring at him...

"Emma, what are you looking at?" For once he actually looked me in the eye. He always seemed to make me feel childish and young, just by the way he would look down to me. For once we were at the same level.

"Your eyes" I could feel myself turning red.

"Uh, isn't that what the guys are supposed to do? Shouldn't I be using all the cheap pick up lines, making you fall maddly in love with me..." He slowly turned and began to lean my head back as he moved up my neck."But, you're doing a pretty good job being the guy, so continue" He backed off with that stupid smirk on his face. I was so close to kissing the guy that I had wanted so despretely.

"Uh, why don't we go somewhere" I said trying to change the subject. Jay stood up and stuck out his hand to help me up. I went to grab his hand as he quickly pulled it back and ran it through his hair, knocking off his hat.

"Your such a little kid Jay, playing stupid pranks on girls"

"Where are we going?" I said looking out the window at the passing houses. They looked somewhat familiar. As Jay turned the corner as Ellie was pulling into her and Sean's driveway. Jay pulled up to the curb, and turned off the car.

"Why are we at Sean's!" I said sounding a little panicked.

"Why does it matter?" Jay said looking at me with confusion on his face, that's when he got it. "You were with him earlier, weren't you? haha What did you guys do?" he said with that dumbass smirk creeping on his face,again. I just opend the door and got out to start walking up walkway of the house."Em, you arn't fooling me. I know you're doing something with Sean" I turned around quickly and smacked him in the face.

"I can't beleive you think that I would get in the way of Sean and Ellie' s loving realationship!" Yeah I knew I was lieing, but I couldn't tell him that I secretly was sneaking around with Sean. I continued to walk towards the front door as Jay grabbed my arm.

"Emma, look I didn't think you would be so deffensive. Sorry" he looked at me with his beautiful eyes.

I have been dating Hazel since before the shooting, since before my life went horribly wrong. Yeah, I did bully Rick, but I didn't actaully dump the feathers on him. Spinner and Jay did! Not me! Why didn't they get shot? Spinner apolgized to me, trying to get our "friendship" back on the right track. Yeah right! I knew I couldn't stay mad at him forever, but as long as I'm in this chair, he's public enemy number one.

"Jimmy, what are you talking about? You and Spinner have been friends for as long as I can remember" She said taking my hand, trying to calm me down.

"Hazel, he's the one that put me in this metal piece of..."

"Jimmy! Yeah he made a mistake, but don't you think he's paid enough! He got susppended, he lost all of his friends, no one talks to him, even his girlfriend doesn't even talk to him! I understand why you dis like him..." I don't dislike him, I hate him. "but come on, he has it almost as bad as you"

"Hazel, he's not in a wheelchair for the rest of his life! He didn't have to have a bullet removed from his spine!" I was so furious that I smashed my hand onto the counter and my hand began to bleed.

"Jimmy, I can't be around you when you're liek this. Call me when you calm down." She grabbed her keys and walked out of the door.

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"Yeah, Dad, I'm gay" I finally got up the courage to walk downstairs and face my father. I finally got the strength to accept what ever he would say."Dad I love Dylan. He and I have been dating, for a while now. I know that you would rather me be sraight, but I can't change the way I feel about someone...Yeah I'm ready." I slowly walked down each step of the Del Rossi household.

"Marco, how was aschool today?" Mr Del Rossi said with his thick accent. He barley ever looked up form his meal when he ate.

"Papa, I have to tell you something... I'm gay. I love Dylan. I have been dating him for a long time. And I can't change how I feel about him."

"Marco...I know." I saw my mother look down at her plate ashamed."Your Mama told me. I was jsut waiting for ayou to tell me" They both just went right back to thier dinners. Like nothing had happened. I quickly ran back up to my room to pack my bag. I was going to surprise a very lonley college student...

So there you go! The second chapter! Tell me what you think!