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Chapter 6- Forget the Loneliness and Sorrow

"Sure, I'd love to go out with you" I said and gave him a big hug

"Yay! So, we can like, hold hands, kiss, like be my girl friend" he said

"Uh….right away? How about kiss, hold hands…. And that's it as of now"

"Oh, yeah. You're right. We're like Friends with benefits."

"Yeah, exactly"

"We can go further, right?"

"We'll see"

"Okay, I'll wait"

"Thanks" I leaned to him, my lips touching his for the first time. So this is how it feels kissing Chandler Bing.

I broke the kiss and Chandler was looking straight in to my eyes. He took my hand and held it for a long time. We didn't talk, we just looked at each other's eyes and there was a real smile in our faces.

"Chandler," I said breaking the silence. "Why did you ask me out?"

"Because I've always had a crush on you, Monica, I've always wanted to ask you out"

"Since when?"

"Middle School"

"Why did you wait until now?"

"There's never a good timing."

There was silence again

"Why did you agree to go out with me?" He asked also breaking the silence.

"Because I've always waited for that moment, I've always wanted you but I thought you were happy with Elisa and you're not giving up anytime soon"

"I was happy with Elisa, but there are a lot of things in you that will never be in her"

He always says the sweetest things. I never expected that he like me ever since. We talked for hours. We went to the pier after and just walked around and talked. I see him every day since we met, we talk every time, but there are just a lot of things that I never knew about him and he never knew about me.

"Mon, we better go, we still have school tomorrow." He said. He took my hand and led me to his car and drove home. This feels great. Now, I'm really happy.

"I'll see you tomorrow, Mon" he said and kissed me.

"See yah. Man, I wanna see their faces tomorrow!" I said and chuckled. I leaned to kiss him again.

"I know. This will be fun"

"Yup"

"So, I'll pick you up at 7 tomorrow?"

"Sure" I said and kissed him on the cheek

"See yah" he said then he hugged me

"See yah"

I went to my room and I felt happier than I think I have ever been. My dream has finally come true. I am WITH Chandler Bing.

Chandler and I walked hand in hand to our locker, which is beside each other, and shocked our dear best friends.

We saw Rachel busy putting stuff on her locker. Nobody really noticed that we were coming in. We went to our lockers still holding hands. It was hard to put stuff in my locker. We started giggling. I was lost in Chandler's eyes again.

"What the hell?" I heard Joey say. Chandler and I broke our gaze and looked at Joey, well not just Joey. The rest of the gang was giving us questionable looks.

"What?" Chandler asked as he let go of my hand acting as if we were hiding it.

"We saw that" Rachel said

"Saw what?" I asked trying not to laugh

"The holding hands, the giggling, and the staring at each other"

"Oh that….." Chandler said

"Care to explain?" Ross said

"Oh yeah, we forgot to tell you, we're 'together'" Chandler said trying hard not to laugh

They looked at each other, then Chandler and I looked at each other and he smiled at me. His smile always makes me melt.

"What? Guys, you need to explain right now" Joey said

The bell rang.

We're saved by the bell.

"Oops, bell rang, see yah later guys" Chandler said and he took the book and the binder from my hands and we were about to walk to our first class

"Wait, that's not the late bell, you have seven minutes to explain" Rachel said

"Okay, we realized that it's finally time to confess our feelings for each other." I said quickly "So now, if you please let us go because our teacher is going to tear my head off if I'm late again"

"Yup, so if you want to see Monica alive please let us go now" Chandler said

"Okay fine, but please I need details later, okay?" Rachel said

Chandler and I started walking to our class

"Okay, Rachel is fire me with questions during second period"

"I feel sorry for you. But just tell her everything you want to tell her"

"Yeah, I guess so"

We reached the class and went to our seats.

2nd period….

"Monica! How? When? DETAILS! I need details" Rachel squealed as she saw come in the classroom

"Hello to you too Rach" I said smiling.

"Hello…. Now, details…"

"Well, we went to Starbucks, then we talked, then he asked me…. So now, we're 'friends with benefits'"

"Friends with benefits?" Rachel was shocked "Monica! You're dirty!"

"Shut up, Rachel! Not THAT kind of benefits"

"Oh, good to know" Rachel said and smiled at me

"Aw, you guys look so cute together!"

"Oh yeah?"

"Yup"

Phoebe came in to the classroom and went up to me and Rachel.

"Finally!" She squealed and hugged me

"Huh? Finally?"

"Yup, finally! You too are SO perfect for each other. And we all know that sooner or later you're going to be together. There's just so much love in both of you."

"Really"

"Yup!" Phoebe and Rachel said in unison

I felt sort of relieved that my friends are okay with this. It feels really surreal that I'm with Chandler. Imagine all those days that I was jealous of every girl who is with Chandler. And now, I'm with him.

Lunch….

The normal lunch time for us, just talking and hanging out. While Chandler was telling a joke, I looked at him, I actually stared at him. He was so handsome. His eyes sparkled with glee. The joke didn't even matter. Just looking at him made me feel something I can't explain, but it's something I have never felt before. I wouldn't say its love. But maybe it is. I don't know. I don't really know what love is.

"Mon… Monica!" Rachel said getting my attention.

"What?" I said. All eyes were on me.

"You didn't laugh at the joke, and you were staring at Chandler" Rachel said

"And drooling, by the way" Phoebe added

"Whatever you guys, I was listening. I just didn't understand it so I needed to rethink"

"Psssh, yeah right" Joey said and they all laughed

"I think it's cute" Mike said

"What's cute?" Chandler asked

"Monica just staring at you"

"I think its freaking me out" Chandler joked

"Fine then, I'll stop staring" I said pretending I was hurt

The conversation went on and on and on…… But I was still thinking, Friends with benefits? I don't think I should go that way. Why can't I just call him my boyfriend? Maybe I am scared. Scared of what? I don't know. Maybe I should start calling him my boyfriend if we said I love you to each other…. Maybe right now I should call him "the guy I'm seeing"…. How will I introduce him, as a friend? Ugh. This is getting confusing. I am confusing myself.

Dismissal…

"So, how was your day?" Chandler asked as we were walking down the halls of our school. He was carrying my book and my binder.

"It was alright. You know, just a normal day. Boring classes, loads of class works"

"Can you go out today?"

"Hmmm, yeah, I can. I don't think I'm doing anything today. Why?"

"I just wanna hang out"

"Of course" I said. He leaned to me and gave me a quick kiss on the lips.

We continued walking to my locker to put my stuff in.

"Hey guys!" Rachel and Ross greeted us as they saw us approaching.

"Hey" Chandler said

"Hey! What's up?" I asked

"Are you guys doing anything today?" Ross asked

"Why?"

"Nothing, we're just wondering if you guys wanna hang out" Rachel said

I looked at Chandler and he gave me and approving nod that we're just going to hang out with Ross and Rachel.

"So where are we going to hang out?" I asked them

"How about at my place" Rachel said

"Sure, that'll work" Chandler said

"What are we going to do there?" I asked. I hope it will be fun….

"We'll figure it out…."

Rachel's house…

We were sitting by the pool just laughing around and goofing around…

"You know what we should do?" Rachel announced

"What?"

"We should play Truth or Dare"

"That's going to be fun!" Chandler said

"Yeah! Let's play that! I haven't played that in a long time!" I said

"Yeah!"

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