A/N: okay…. I read some of the reviews. I'm not yet done with the story and I'm not going to leave it like that. First of all, I thought about how the story would go, and believe me, Monica and Chandler will be together at the end… that's just like a little conflict. So here's chapter 9. Hope you guys like it, and please review….

LilMondlerLuver- thanks for reviewing.. and yeah, i know chandler is very unrealistic.. but its AU.. and in my fic, i just needed something to ruin them...cuz i've got the whole thing planned..

Chapter 9: Cyber Lovin

We're seniors now. We'll be saying goodbye to high school. High school has been so much fun, I met new friends, lost some friends, fell in love, fell out of love. I have never dated anyone after I dated Chandler. Maybe I was just scared. Guys asked me out, but it didn't matter to me. Chandler was special. I didn't even know why I let go of him quickly. Honestly after that I barely saw Chandler again. All the pictures of him in my room are still there, I would just look at them every time I miss Chandler.

It always makes me think about are happy days. Then it hits me, did I make the right decision of letting him go? Will I find someone as good as Chandler? Should I find Chandler and apologize and talk to him again, be at least civil to each other?

All these questions ran through my mind. I'm still in love with Chandler. I love Chandler. I should be with Chandler.

I've never been the same since Chandler and I broke up. Well, my life as never been the same. It's like there's a missing piece. I keep on denying that I miss him. But I don't see the point of denying it. I'm pretty sure all of my friends miss Chandler. They just didn't want me to know that they do. I'm not stupid, we all miss Chandler.

I'm having some problems, family problems to be specific. I just needed some shoulder to cry on. I called Rachel, she went out with Ross-well to hell with Ross he doesn't have any problems with mom like I do. I called Phoebe, she has work. Joey has a date. At times like these, I would call Chandler first. He helps me get through this stuff.

Maybe I should just swallow my pride and call him right now.

I started crying. I've always cried my self to sleep. It's kind of my routine.

The next morning

I walked in my first class, I sat in my seat and watch people fill the room. I don't have a class with Chandler anymore. We used to have one together at least.

Rachel came in and sat next to me.

"Hey Mon" she said gleefully and sat next to me

"Hey Rach, how was he date last night?" I asked

"It was alright. Ross told me about what happened to you and your mom last night"

"Oh he did?"

"Yeah, are you alright?"

"Yeah, I'm okay" I lied. Of course I'm not alright. She knew what happened and she didn't even bother to call me. Whatever, she's not Chandler, they're not the same. If she were Chandler, he would call right away. He would even ditch a date for me. Stop Monica, stop comparing!

Then we both stopped talking until the class started and ended.

Its lunch time already, I was walking looking for my friends, and hoping to bump into Chandler. No such luck. I sat next to Rachel and we started talking. It's not even the same. We were all quiet, attempting to make joke like how Chandler did. No one can make Chandler jokes except for Chandler.

I just realized that I've been thinking about Chandler the whole day.

I looked around and saw one of Chandler's friends. I walked up to him Yes, I'm swallowing my pride. I'll take the first step.

"Hey Martin" I said. Martin was one of Chandler's friends, well duh.

"Hey Monica, what's up?"

"Have you seen Chandler?" I asked him. I feel like turning my back. But I can't there's no turning back at this point.

"You didn't know?"

"Know what?"

"They moved"

"They what?" Yes, I heard him. I just can't believe it.

"Moved"

"Where?" He moved. I can't believe he moved. Without saying goodbye, well, I'm mad at him, of course he won't say goodbye.

"New York. It was a last minute thing, because of his dad's work. I can't believe he didn't tell you, or any of you guys. He didn't want to move at first, but then he said he has nothing here." He said. I sat next to him and ignoring his other friends sitting around the table.

"He has nothing here? He has his friends here. He has his best friends here"

"Monica, ever since he started hanging out with us, you're the only person he talked about"

"Yeah right. Wasn't he dating Elisa?"

"He wasn't. He told us what happened. He was drunk, too drunk to do something like that. He tried to talk to you a few times, Ross made sure he won't go near you, and so did Joey"

"Why didn't he explain himself when we talked?"

"I don't know, Monica, I don't know, I'm sorry."

"When did he move?"

"Shortly after last school year ended"

"Oh, thanks, Martin" I said looking at him, I felt like crying right in front of them.

"No problem, Monica"

I stood up and went back to my friends.

"Where've you been, Mon?" Joey asked

"Chandler's friends, I was going to talk to him" I said, now I can't stop it, tears were slowly falling.

"And?" Rachel asked

I can't say it.

"He moved" I said quietly

"He didn't tell you he moved? I told him to tell you!" Phoebe said

"You knew?" I asked Phoebe

"Yeah! He said goodbye to me! And Then I told him to tell you guys!" Phoebe said, I looked at Rachel, she was stunned. We were all quiet now, except for my sobs. Joey hugged me tightly. I can't believe it. Did is just lose my chance? Maybe I should call him, tell him that I still love him. Maybe he could move back here, I'll give him a place to stay, yeah right, be realistic, Monica!

That's right! Maybe I should call him!

I wiped my tears and went back to Chandler's friend.

"Hey Mart, do you know where I can contact him?"

"I don't have his number. But I have his new email add. Oh and he's online almost every night"

"Okay, I think that would work, what's his email?"

"Chanandlerbong... oh and its hotmail" Martin said. I took a pen and wrote it on my hand.

"Thanks"

"Sure thing"

Then I went back to my friends. Chanandler Bong, what a nice email add

"Did you get anything?" Phoebe asked

"Email add. He's online almost every night. I hope we can chat later" I said

The day went on fast. I went straight home after school. Its 4:00pm it's 7 in New York.

I turned my computer on and log in.

I added Chandler on my buddy list.

He accepted my invitation. And he's online right now.

Chanandlerbong: Who are ya? Do I know ya?

Skittle66: it's me, Monica.

Chanandlerbong: Mon? Hey. How'd you got my e-add?

Skittle66: does it matter?

Chanandlerbong: No. Not really. So, how are you?

Skittle66: I'm fine, I guess. You?

Chanandlerbong: Homesick. But I guess I'm fine.

Skittle66: Chandler, I miss you.

Chanandlerbong: same here. How are all of you in there?

Skittle66: we're alright. We miss you. We really do.

Chanandlerbong: Monica, why are you doing this?

Skittle66: Doing what?

Chanandlerbong: chatting with me, I thought you were still mad at me.

Skittle66: I'm not mad at you anymore. I really miss you.

Chananadlerbong: yeah, 'm sorry about everything I've done o you.

Skittle66: forget about it, I'm trying to.

Chanandlerbong: it's hard to forget about it.

Skittle66: I know. But I'm still trying, you should too. I really miss you! Are you coming back here?

Chanandlerbong: I don't think anytime soon. Maybe during vacations

Skittle66: Why didn't you say goodbye to me?

Chanandlerbong: I thought you wouldn't care

Skittle66: Why wouldn't I?

Chanandlerbong: Maybe you still hate me or something.

Skittle66: I can never hate you, Chandler, never.

Chanandlerbong: really? So you never hated me?

Skittle66: never.

Chanandlerbong: So, who's the lucky guy you're seeing right now?

What the hell is up with that question? It came out of nowhere.

Skittle66: No one. I've never dated anyone since we broke up.

Chanandlerbong: Really? You lasted?

Skittle66: haha. Yeah I did.

Chanandlerbong: I miss you, Monica

Skittle66: same here. I'm sorry

Chanandlerbong: for what?

Skittle66: I didn't let you explain yourself. I made a quick decision. I didn't think it through. We could've saved our relationship.

Chanandlerbong: Mon, It's okay. I'm gonna have to move anyways even if we were together.

Skittle66: But still, we could've had more time together.

Chanandlerbong: we can still talk here.

Skittle66: why didn't you fight for me?

Chanandlerbong: I tried. Joey and Ross were protecting you. Ross threatened me, normally I wouldn't care, cuz its Ross, but when he told me you hated me so much and you wouldn't want to see me again, I decided to let you go.

Skittle66: Ross said that?

Chanandlerbong: yeah. Clearly. I can still hear it up to now.

Skittle66: what a jerk!

Chanandlerbong: I can't blame him, Mon.

Skittle66: But still…

Chanandlerbong: I would do that too if some jerk hurts my sister

Skittle66: you don't have a sister

Chanandlerbong: IF

Skittle66: I know… whatever… I really miss you. I need you! I need you back, Chandler. Have I told you that I still love you? I've never stopped loving you

Chanandlerbong: I still love you, Monica.

Skittle66: Are we okay now? Can I still call you my boyfriend?

Chanandlerbong: Even if we're still far away?

Skittle66: Why not?

Chanandlerbong: it's just going to be hard.

Skittle66: You're right. But we'll stay friends, right?

Chanandlerbong: yeah, definitely. I'm always online. And I'll call you on your cell sometimes. Remember, free nights and weekends! Lol

Skittle66: yeah, you're right… lol.

Chanandlerbong: So, I have to go now, I'm gonna have to eat dinner, and do some homework after. Talk to you tomorrow?

Skittle66: definitely.

Chanandler: night, Mon, well, afternoon in there. I miss you. And I'm glad you found me here.

Skittle66: night Chandler. I miss you too…And I'm glad I found you too.

Chanandlerbong may not reply because he or she appears to be offline

I felt so relieved to talk to Chandler. I miss him so much.

After that night, we continued to chat and talked every night. I really miss him. No one knew that we were still talking except for Rachel and Phoebe.

I hope and I pray that someday, it'll still be me and Chandler.

AN: Please please please review!