Hey! Im new at Fan fic! Though, I've already written a few stories on my comp:
i know this must look strange, the poem I mean. Don't worry! It's not like the whole
storie is going to be one LONG poem! I hate that! I'm going to update soon, then there will
be something interesting going on, (and you'll understand it more) Te he! If you read this story
and you like it, please Review! I'd love to see if ppl actually read it. And please, dont be shy to tell me
if I should improve on something, I'm trying to get bttr. Thank-yal! Xoxo, Blacklilygirly.
(Silent Love.)
Everyday I listen,
Hoping to someday find that silent voice.
I've searched far across the ocean,
Upon distant Valleys
I find sadness,
My heart aces.
I think to myself,
Will I find that silent voice?
Will my ears be able to find such soft sound?
As I look out my window each night,
Will you come and look for me?
The days go by,
One by one.
Are you truly gone?
Did you really leave me?
I have grieved so,
I have witnessed the end to the one I love.
Why me?
I think back now,
Back to the joys of seeing the soft look in your face,
The tenderness of your voice,
The softness of your touch,
But most of all,
That silent voice…
Will I ever look upon your face again?
I'm so selfish,
But you told me I could be.
That day,
The day you sacrificed your life,
Why did you do that?
You left me…
My sweet, dear Athrun, you left…?
As I sat there in space,
I cried…cried out your name,
Nothing came out,
All was silent…
Except that one voice,
"Liv on Cagalli. Forget me…"
You forced those words,
I saw that tear in your eye,
You perished, and I was not there to comfort you,
To die with you…
Why did you not take me with, my love?
The look on your face before you died, it was sad…
I didn't want the last memory of you to be worry,
Especially out of worry for me.
Two years I've waited,
Waited for your return.
You told me you'd come back,
I'm sorry for the burden I put on you.
But still,
That day,
I knew you weren't coming back to me…
That voice had a hidden secret inside.
I knew what it was,
I knew!
Yet, I let you go!
My dear, sweet love, I watched you die!
Do you hate me?
Hate me for not stopping you?
Did you want me to stop you?
No…
For I know your true words.
Deep inside my heart,
That silent voice,
"My love, please do not forget, I love you."
You wanted so much to tell me that…
You wanted me to comfort you and say it's alright
But instead, you chose to protect me…
You wanted me to live on,
Even though it hurt you to think I'd have to forget you,
You chose to protect me.
Yet, I have not forgotten you,
I wanted to remember you until I died,
I wanted to die seeing your soft and gentle face.
I wanted you to be happy,
I wanted you to laugh with me…
I wanted so many things to make you happy!
You never received any!
I did not even have to the chance to tell you how much I loved you!
I so much wanted you to be happy!
I would have died to see you happy one more time!
But…now you are gone,
My love,
That silent love,
In those silent words,
I have not forgotten them.
I am strong,
you should be able to trust me.
I will not forget, because I am storng.
So you see, my dear Athrun, you were wrong.
I cannot forget those silent words.
Your silent love.
Ever...