Entry 8- In her dreams
Dear Diary,
I've been feeling so miserable lately. The whole thing about Landon and Jamie has really gotten to me. Of course I didn't tell anyone about my feelings. They would just think I'm jealous of Jamie.
But today Walker told me something that I would've been so much better off not hearing. The other day he told me was driving home late at night after school when he saw Landon following Jamie into the cemetery. And from his car, he told me he saw them going deeper into the cemetery. I, of course, freaked out at that. That just pained me even more. I decided no to tell Landon about it, though. And I made Walker swear not to tell him either. When he asked me why, I just told him to watch out if Landon says anything about it.
So later that morning we were all just hanging around in front of the lockers watching the people go by. But here comes the good part. Jamie actually walked up to Landon and asked him if she would see him after school. Landon told she would--- in her dreams.
I admit, that made me feel a little better—knowing that Jamie meant nothing to Landon in public. Of course I did take that opportunity to walk out to our next class arm in arm. Ya know, maybe Landon still is on the money after all. At least that's what I thought.
The past few days I haven't really been seeing Landon a lot. I guess that's just because he's been busy with that fuccking play. I think he's sorta using the play as an excuse to spend time with Jamie.
Belinda
---Authors Note---
this was bOring! My writing is lifeless. If you wanna read something more exciting please read Somewhere Out There, my other fic. It's completed and I think it's on page two, AWTR section. Please R/R. Thanks, Olivia