Title: The Diary Project
Warnings: Respect the rating.
Disclaimer: Don't own it.
IMPORTANT NOTE; READ FIRST: This is only Yamato's half of the story. Reading this document in its entirety will only give you half the story. You must read Taichi's half as well for this story to make sense. "Sparkle Itamashii" is writing Taichi's half of the story- it has the same title as this half.
Day 22 - Saturday
I think Taichi may be a cross with me. I kind of criticised him just a little too much, to the point of being more than a little mean. It's making me cringe thinking about it even now and it's hours since he dropped me home.
It's really frustrating that I change slightly depending on who I'm with. If it had of been just Taichi and I, I would've commiserated and made him laugh. But because Sora was there and she seemed to find it funny, I followed her and laughed at him instead.
Sora, Izzy, Taichi and I went out to the movies earlier tonight and Taichi was complaining about stupid people at his work. I honestly tried not to laugh at him but I couldn't help it because Sora started giggling. At first I thought she was amused at his story because it was pretty funny and he looked so miffed when he was telling it, but it soon became apparent that she was laughing at Taichi calling other people stupid and rolled her eyes in a mocking fashion when she noticed I was laughing as well.
I could've frowned at Sora instead of having a go at Tai, but in the time I had to make a decision the dice rolled in favour of being mean to Taichi. It's just so much easier to make up with him than it is to make up with her.
Anyway, the situation escalated and I ended up saying stuff that I really don't mean. Sora thought it was hilarious which egged me on even further and made everything worse. He spent the entire movie not talking to me and wouldn't even let me sit next to him. He made sure Sora and Izzy were in between us and didn't look at me even once.
I'd say he was overacting but I probably deserved to be ignored. I purposely insulted my best friend merely to get laughs from somebody else. I feel like such a loser, I don't know why I did it. I think I really hurt him this time around.
I don't understand why he didn't just hit me though, it was like he was letting me say all that stuff. He's supposed to rise to the occasion so we can roll around on the floor. At least things are fixed after we fight instead of being in this weird guilty area.
I wish I could make him food tomorrow to apologise instead of going out somewhere to eat, but I know he likes his weekly dose of take away food so I don't think I'll chance suggesting it. He mightn't appreciate me trying to coop him up in my apartment, he really likes the park. We are at the end of summer it'll get too cold to go there soon, I'd better let him enjoy it while he can.
IMPORTANT NOTE; PLEASE READ: This is only Yamato's half of the story. Reading this document in its entirety will only give you half the story. You must read Taichi's half as well for this story to make sense. "Sparkle Itamashii" is writing Taichi's half of the story- it has the same title as this half.
To read this story as it is supposed to be read, please switch to Sparkle Itamashii's page and read the corresponding chapter of "The Diary Project" there as well. (or if you found her page first, please proceed to the next chapter on her page.)