(A/N:kk because im not really all that evil I decided that I would update fast sooo here is the next chapter…PS don't hate me for writing it)
Disclaimer: WHAAAAAAA I don't own the Inu crew.
WARNING: This story contains, attempted suicide, Rape and Cutting if any of this disturbs you then do not read this fanfic.
Bathing in blood…Chapter 26: I Can't Be
Gina couldn't believe what the doctor had told her. Was she supposed to be happy or sad or both? She was so confused. Would people ever look at her the same way again? Probably not, and what about her family what did they think? All those questions and more ran through Gina's head as the room remained quite.
"Sooo are you…" asked Kanaye
"Am I what?" asked Gina
"Are you going to keep it?" said Kanaye as he finished off his sentence
"Ya… I guess I have too," said Gina. The thought of killing such a small thing just didn't seem right to her.
"We'll leave you and your mother to talk," said Inuyasha as he and Kanaye left the room
"Gina you know you don't have to keep it," said Kagome
"But mom I just can't kill it. What am I going to do?" thought Gina as she began to cry. Gina tried not to cry in front of her father because he would think of her as weak but she had no problem crying in front of her mother.
"You can do this sweetheart…and your family is standing right behind you," said Kagome
"Thanks mom," said Gina as she hugged her mother…but in Shippo's room…
"Doctor we need to shock him," said the nurse handing the doctors the paddles.
"What happened he was fine an hour ago," said the doctor
"He's brain injury was worse than expected. It caused a blood clot in his brain to rupture," said the nurse.
"Clear," shouted the doctor as he placed the paddles on Shippo's chest making his body jump.
"Doctor still no pulse," said the nurse.
"Clear," said the doctor again. They repeated this procedure for an hour when finally the doctor pronounced Shippo dead. Back in Gina's room…
"I'm going to go for a walk these hospitals creep me out," said Gina standing on her legs…which by the way hurt like hell. She was walking when suddenly she smelt Shippo's scent and went to go see how he was doing…but she opened the door as she heard the doctor say he was dead.
"He can't be dead," said Gina as the doctor finally noticed her
"Nurse get her out of here," said the doctor.
"No he can't be…SHIPPO!" she screamed but it didn't work Shippo's lifeless body was still there. 'Fuck god…what the hell do you have against me…first burden me with a child and now take away the only one I loved, why can't I DIE!' she thought to herself as Kanaye walked towards her.
"Sis what's wrong?" he asked as Gina hugged him.
"Kanaye…Shippo….he's…he's gone," said Gina as the tears soon made Kanaye's shirt wet. All he could do was hold his sister when she was finally good enough to walk where everyone was they went there. Inuyasha, Kagome, Miroku, Sango, Sesshomaru, Rin, Akira, and Suki were all there and the minute Gina spotted Suki she walked over to her and began to yell…
"Is this what you wanted?" asked Gina as Suki looked at her. "Because of you im having a child by someone I don't even know…and because of you…Shippo is…He's dead!" said Gina but she screamed the last part. Suki was sad…'What have I done?' she thought.
"Gina calm down," said Kagome
"Mom…he's dead the only one who knows what happened to me is dead," said Gina as she passed out her head almost hitting the hard floor…but Kanaye caught her. They took her back to the room where the doctors checked her out. They say she fainted form lack of energy and too much excitement.
"Mom what do I do?" asked Suki
"You're going to have to give one hell of an apology sweetheart," said Sango as Miroku nodded.
"I didn't mean for it to go like this," said Suki as Inuyasha, Kagome and Kanaye stepped out of the room.
"The doctor said she was going to be ok," said Inuyasha
"Thank god," said Miroku.
"Yes little brother we are all glad," said Sesshomaru
"Indeed," said Rin.
"What does god have against us?" asked Kagome. She and her family had been through so much and bad luck was always with them.
"Kagome it'll be ok," said Inuyasha as he held his wife but Gina had awoken in her room
'What happened' she thought 'Oh yeah I was yelling at Suki then all of a sudden it went black' she looked at the monitor beside her bed and sighed. Soon she was going to have a baby…and the father wouldn't even know it existed. But who was the father…it was one of three men but which one was it?
"Man this is going to be a rough while," said Gina patting her stomach. Then she heard the door open and Suki walked in. Gina just turned her head.
"Gina I need to talk with you," said Suki
"So go ahead," replied Gina
"Well…listen I never meant for Kane to rape you I was just jealous of you and Shippo and I was caught up in the moment"
"Suki it wasn't just Kane…because if it was I would've killed the bastard for touching me…but he had reinforcements"
"Gina I never meant to hurt you…you're my best friend," said Suki
"And you're mine but understand it will take me a while before I trust you again," said Gina but her demon blood was telling her to hate Suki but her human blood overpowered it.
"I understand," said Suki hugging her friend. She was happy that Gina forgave her.
"Ya but can I go to sleep now," said Gina as she yawned
"Ya sorry," said Suki as she left the room.
"So what did she say?" asked Sango
"We're cool," said Suki as Sango smiled at her daughter.
"I think I'm going to head home," said Sesshomaru as he, Rin and Akira left.
"We'll be going too," said Miroku as he, Sango and Suki left.
"Well I guess we should go" said Kagome as she yawned
"Mom can I stay with Gina?" asked Kanaye
"Of course…Your father and I will be in here first thing tomorrow morning," said Kagome kissing Kanaye's forehead as she and Inuyasha left.
"Bye," said Kanaye as his parents left.
He walked into Gina's room and heard her whimper in her sleep. 'She's having a night-mere' he thought as he looked at his broken sister.
Dream Sequence…
"No get away," cried Gina as she fought off the big strong men.
"Gina get away," cried Shippo
"No I won't leave you," said Gina as she hugged Shippo…but then Shippo turned into Kane and began to laugh evilly
"Your little fox friend is gone forever" laughed Kane as Gina cried
"You MONSTER!" she yelled as she took a swipe at him.
"I'm not the crazy full demon," said Kane as Gina looked at her body and sure enough her fangs and claws were bigger and in the reflection of Kane's eyes she could see the purple stripes on her cheeks and her red eyes.
"Good bye," said Kane who turned back into Shippo
"No Shippo wait," cried Gina as she ran up to Shippo's door and he slammed it in her face…just like what he had done when they were thirteen.
"It sucks to feel unloved doesn't it," laughed Kane who now was breathing on Gina's neck then she blinked and was back at the park. The three guys were there and she was naked. 'O god please no…HELP!'
"Gina wake up!"
End Dream Sequence
"Gina wake up you were having a night-mere," said Kanaye
"Thank god it was only a dream," she said as she checked herself just to make sure
"Are you ok now?" asked Kanaye
"Ya …are you thee only one here?" asked Gina
"Ya everyone else went home… but mom and dad said that they would be here first thing tomorrow"
"Ok great," said Gina
"Ya well we should get back to sleep," said Kanaye
"Ya…sleep," said Gina…but she didn't know if she could sleep
"Good night," said Kanaye
"Good night little brother," said Gina. 'Tori watch over Shippo please' Gina thought as she drifted off into a sleep.
(A/N: hello please review lol im begging you (hey that rhymed lol)