Everlasting Love

Characters:Anakin Skywalker, Padme Amidala, Obi-Won Kenobi, other star wars characters.

Time: Post- Revenge of the Sith; end of clone wars, beginning of the republican wars

Scenario: Padme was never pregnant; After Anakin choked the life out of Padme, she struggled to stay alive (dying of a broken heart). Anakin lives on as Vader with Many regrets, believing he had killed his one true love. Vader believes there is no hope left for him and continues his life as the Dark Lord of the Sith.

Disclaimer: I do not own star wars. All belong to the wonderful George Lucas

Chapter3- Where I am Now

Four years have past. The war of the republic against the Empire has begun. The republic has had many victories but the empire is still strong as well. The Jedi Order has recovered somehow after the fatal assassin of the majority of them during the clone wars. More and more people are joining the republic alliance and the Jedi order. The Council is even willing to train people as old as 20. But they are careful of who they train. One must have good intentions, there are many trained with the force who have turned their backs on the Jedi Order.

I myself have been trained in the force. Obi-Wan thought it would be helpful in regaining my inner strength back. I am 26 now and I have come a long way since my near fatal death. I have grown in strength from my Jedi training. Obi hopes to train me more and hopes maybe in the next 5 years I can go through the trials. Hahaha, I laugh at myself…me going through the jedi trails, I don't think so. Yes I respect the whole process and the cause of the order, but right now, I have people to lead through this war.

This star wars. It was true a war that involved all the stars of the galaxy. I was a Lieutenant now. Obi-Wan awarded that to me. After military, Jedi and flight training he said I was ready to lead my own commanding base. We both laughed about that, knowing that me being a queen and a senator, I can lead a planet or a galaxy…with a little help. Along with the Obi-Won and the republic I formed a republic militia legion in Alderaan. Not only that but a base where deserters can go to for a new home and join if they want to make a contribution to the republic. I have had many Jedi masters and Knights come to our base to train eager people wanting to help and among those are Aayla Secura and Quinlan Vos. I stay in contact with Obi-Won and he gives us news and missions that need to take place.

Other than the war at hand, I have still been searching for him…Anakin, or should I say Darth Vader. I still dream of the day of when we will be reunited. I still haven't given up on him. Its hard though, I don't feel his presence, like I use to when we were together. There were times when I thought I could feel him, like he was out there thinking of me. What does he think? Does he think I am dead? Does he still sense my presence? Does he still feel the force of my love? Love…People may wonder way I could love such a monster…what he did to those younglings so long ago, what he is doing in this time…what he had done to me.

I still dream about him and at times…cry over him…I miss him, but I am strong…I stayed strong and I am happy I chose to live instead of dying of a broken heart. I still have mixed feelings about everything…yes I hate him for what he has done but I never brought myself to say "I don't love him anymore" My goal was to find him and save him from the dark side, that is still my goal…but I haven't found him and no one knows my ultimate plan. Not even Obi-Won. I have to get Anakin back, someway, somehow.

To be Continued