Chapter 6 – The First Time

Alex ended up spending the whole week with me. She told me that it was too hard to see her brothers right now. I told her not to worry about it. I called Dally again and said it might be awhile until Alex wanted to come home. He said he understood but I could tell he was a little hurt. Luckily my dad decided to take another one of his leaves of absence from our house, so I didn't have to deal with him.

About a week after the bombshell dropped Alex began to heal a little bit. You could still see the pain in her eyes but she had stopping crying at night. I wasn't sure if that was a good thing or bad, but I didn't pry. The funeral was today; it would be the first time Alex saw her brothers since the accident.

"Dallas?" She turned to me in bed. (I had tried to sleep on the couch after the first night but she said she wanted me to stay with her.)

"Yeah?"

"I think I'm almost ready to go home... I want to spend one more night here, after the funeral, but then maybe the next day I'll go home."

"Okay, it's up to you. Whenever you think your ready."

She grinned.

"Thanks for everything."

I smiled back at her and took her hand in mine.

"No problem."

Alex was amazingly strong at the funeral. She delivered her eulogy with confidence, and spoke passionately about her parents. I was very proud of her.

When we got home she took my hand and led me to the bedroom.

"I want to talk to you." She said. She sounded nervous.

"Sure." I replied.

"Dallas..." She began. "I want you to make me a woman."

"What?" I was shocked. This is not what I'd been expecting at all.

"Never mind..." She mumbled. "What was I thinking?" she whispered more to herself than me. "Why would you want to be with me?..."

"No, Alex I didn't mean it that way. You just... surprised me." I couldn't believe what was going through my head. Normally I would have jumped at the chance to have sex, especially if it was someone as gorgeous as Alex. And the virgin part didn't bother me, in fact it kind of turned me on, but for some reason I didn't want to do that to Alex. It wasn't that I wasn't attracted to her; I just didn't want to take something so precious from her.

"Your only sixteen." I managed to get out.

"So?" she retorted. "How old were you when you lost your virginity?" she questioned piercingly.

I sighed.

"Fourteen."

"So there, " she said harshly. Then she softened, "I've always loved you Dallas. Ever since I met you."

I sighed, she wouldn't have been more than eleven when I met her.

"Please Dally? I really... I really want to."

You could see her cheeks flaming now. This must have been really hard for her, telling me all this.

She moved herself over onto my lap and kissed me gently, then harder with a growing passion. At first I was too shocked to do anything. Where'd she learn to kiss like that?

Then I felt my erection coming on. I could feel my aching shaft press against the front of my tight black jeans. I moaned softly in her mouth, and lay down on the bed, pulling her down with me.

That's when we made love for the first time. It was strange. Very gentle that time. I remember everything... the look on her face as I entered her for the first time. A look of pleasant surprise mixed with pain. I remember how her small, fragile body looked, how hips bucked frantically as she came for the first time. I remember holding her in my arms afterward, realizing that I was in love.

We became inseparable after that. I've been with her ever since. Never cheated once. I didn't need to. The sex was amazing, Alex was beautiful, and for the first time in my life, I had someone who loved me.

I slipped out of my daydream and looked down at her. I was the luckiest guy in the world. And with that, I lay down and fell into a peaceful sleep.

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