author: scenekidzeatdirt

rating: PG-13

pairing: AdrianMatt

summary: "Aren't you old enough to decide what you want?"

"Aren't you old enough to be my mother…err, father?"

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i. un..happy..relations

So, there's this kid, and he's about your age and about your height, and a total virgin, only he's fucking your mom and so he can't be a virgin.

…only, he is

And it's just the way he walks; head tilted down, eyes bright, awkward, that screams "VIRGIN, VIRGIN, SOMEBODY HIT ON ME."

And so you do.

(Only it feels like you don't, because he doesn't seem to get it.)

Later, you kiss him, and he's so angry that it makes you angry and then everyone's angry and his mom's dinner is ruined.

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The first kiss was wasted because of rage, and rage can't help but doing that sort of thing.

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At school, he doesn't speak to you. You wave and when he doesn't wave back, you sneer and grind your teeth and act like a bad boy, because you told yourself not to let it go.

You told yourself not to show how much control he really has over you.

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"Leave me ALONE." He says, and you just want to hit him.

"What the fuck do you mean, leave you alone?"

"You're like, stalking me. It's not funny."

"Stalking you? What, so now that you're fucking my mom you think you're so important? You know what, Matt-ty? You're not. You're just some loser with a fetish for woman over 30."

He stares at you a long time, and you get bored. So your eyes wander, and you realize his feet and your feet are touching, that they really are too close and people will talk if he doesn't move.

"I.." Matt starts, and blinks, and turns his head. You lean forward, and press your mouth to the corner of his lips. Your lips are dry like dead leaves and chapped, and you think they might be too rough for kissing, to sore for biting, but its happening and for once in you life, you have control. And so maybe you got a little cocky, ("he's not moving, that's a good sign?"), but you can't really help it.

It's just too good of an opportunity to pass up:

Your hand drifts downward, softly, slowly, like you don't want to scare him, but you push him against the wall so hard it maybe bruises.

You reach his zipper, and then you're not to sure what happened next, but your mouth his bleeding and he is gone, gone, gone.

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