A/N: In the last chapter Wyatt was reading from Chris's diary so now you get to see his reaction. Next chapter is going to bring some excitment with it. Thanks to the few people who reviewed and I hope you all like the new installment.

Chapter 1

I've always loved him.

From the moment that I was able to fully comprehend what true love was I knew that he was the one I wanted, that I needed. The fact that he was my baby brother didn't bother me one bit in all actuality it made me want him even more. After all how could I not want him? My dear, sweet little brother is perfect from head to toe with his captivating blue-green eyes, lean physique and beautiful white smile. The boy is a walking masterpiece, a true work of art with flawless slightly tanned skin which was smooth and felt like silk.

I always wondered what it would feel like to have my naked body pressed up against his, to have him moan my name in pleasure as I pleased him in every way possible. I would spend countless nights laying in my bed with my hand under the covers with images of the two of us making passionate love to each other well into the night as I climaxed over and over again, envisioning his lips on my body in the place of my hand. I just knew that there would be a day where my fantasy would become a reality and I would finally have him, becoming my brother's first and only lover. It was going to be amazing and together we were going to be unstoppable. I never would have guessed that my own father would end up taking my rightful place at my brother's side.

"Fucking bastard!" I yell, throwing my brother's diary across the room and cursing my father's name.

I hate him.

He had no right touching him, stealing his love from me and taking my place in his bed. I love Chris more then he could ever imagine, more then he's even capable of and if he thinks that I'm just going to sit back and let him take my brother away from he, he's got another thing coming, besides didn't he have a wife. A woman who he claimed was the love of his life?

Damn him. It wasn't supposed to turn out this way. Chris was supposed to love me, not him. He was supposed to write about how good I make him feel, how much he loves me and only me, that it's my touch he craves not Leo's.

My mind starts to race as I think of ways to change my brother's mind. To show him that what he's doing with Leo is wrong, that it's me he needs to be with. That he need to hold onto every night, who's body should be joined with his.

I have to find him, I think to myself as I head to my room.

I have to call out to him and tell him that's he's giving his body and heart to the wrong person, that I'm the one who truly loves and cares for him.

"Chris!" I shouted as much as I could as I took off my shirt and turning on the air conditioning now understanding the phrase "Fuming Mad"

"Chris! This is serious now stop bullshitting and come here right now" he screamed.

Within seconds his brother was standing before him with a towel draped around his waist and beads of water falling from his body.

"What the hell is so important?" the younger man snapped not appreciating the interruption.

When his brother simply glared at him he his annoyance became anger. "OK just tell me what I did to piss you off now so I can finish taking a shower"

Wyatt said nothing but instead advanced on his brother causing the boy to back up into the wall behind him. He was angry and Chris wasn't sure what he had done to deserve his brother's threatening demeanor but he was anxious to fix it, fast.

"Wyatt" he spoke with a voice full of warning. "We don't have to get physical just…" he began before betting abruptly cut off.

"I know Chris"

His brother started in a clam voice that made the boy cringe.

"You know what?" questioned Chris who now had a sickening feeling in the pit of his stomach. Wyatt couldn't have found out about he and Leo, he couldn't have?

"Yes I did" the man's said answering his brother's nonverbal inquiry.

Chris's eyes instantly began to fill with tears, hurt by what he perceived to be his brother's disgust and hatred. All his life Chris had lived for the older boy's approval and now to see the look in his eyes literally tore the boy in two.

"Wyatt I know you don't understand"

"You're damn right I don't"

"Please" he spoke as tears started to run down his face. He then wrapped his arms around his brother, hoping to remind the man how much he loved him and how much he needed his acceptance. But what he got instead shocked the boy pushing him to the point where he was beyond words.

His brother stepped back just enough so that Chris's arms were still around him but now he was able to look into the boy's eyes. He then proceeded to kiss the boy fervently, pressed his body hard against the smaller frame who was now stuck between his brother the wall.

After a moment the older man removed his mouth from his brother's who was now looking at him with bewilderedness in his eyes. "I love you Chris and it's me you need to be with, not Leo" he spoke softly as he ran his hand through his brother's hair before caressing his arm and placing his hand on the towel that kept the most private part of his brother's body hidden.

Chris was stunned. He wanted to say something but just as in the situation with his father he found that words just wouldn't form on his tongue. He couldn't believe this. First his father, now his brother was standing before him, claiming to be in love with him. This was too much. Gathering his wits the boy swallowed hard and tried to speak "Wy, I'm sorry but"

"Shh" the man said holding a finger up to his brother's lips. "Just give me one chance. Let me make love to you just one time and then you can choose whom you want to be with"

"Look Wyatt you know I love you but…"

"Please" the man said before kissing his neck and whispering in his ear "I want to make you feel good. I want to make love to you like you deserve without leaving you seconds later to be with someone else like Leo does when he screws you and then runs back to our mother. You deserve much better Chris and I'm more then capable of giving it to you" he spoke once more before removing the towel from the boy's waist who in turn did nothing to stop him. He then led the boy over to the bed, gently laying his down onto the satin sheets as he removed his own clothing.

Holding the boy firmly in place the man took complete control, dominating the boy as his hands touched and mouth tasted every part of the boy who lay beneath his brother moaning and withering in delight. The man then decided to take their little game a step further as he made his way down the younger mans body, allowing his tongue to make contact with the boy's most sensitive skin as he finger tips teased his entrance, slowly inching it's way in and out.

"Oh, yes" the boy's voice betrayed him making his sibling well aware of the power he had over him as his hand wrestled with the man's hair.

Seconds turned into an hour as the two finally became one while, moving faster and faster, caressing each other and holding onto one another tightly as if never wanting to let go.

This was intense and more emotional then anything the boy had ever experienced with his father. It was stronger and overpowering. He wasn't sure if it was because of their bond as brothers or because of how much they loved each other but whatever it was he knew that it would be impossible to turn his back on.

Suddenly he was no longer able to think straight as rapture was just a few strokes away, he was almost there, he could taste it.

"I love you so much" the man behind him spoke through his heavy panting as he held on to his waist with an almost painful grip as they shared in an earth shattering climax.

When they were finished neither moved long while rather, they just stayed the way they were, connected and whole as soft sweet kisses were shared between them.

"So" his brother's tired weak voice began. "Do you still think you love Leo?" he continued as he rolled over and drew the boy into him.

"I don't know what I think any more. I guess I just need some time to think about it" the other spoke softly looking anywhere but into his brother's eyes.

"I can accept that" Wyatt answered back as he snuggled in even closer to his brother.

Stillness then took over the room as Chris could now hear the warm breath of his older sibling on the back of his neck. He wasn't sure what to do now that he had two men that he loved so dearly wanting the same kind of relationship with him. He didn't know what to do and he sure as hell couldn't discuss it with his mother like he would with any other problem.

This was going to be tough he thought to himself as he pulled the cover up to his neck. He had to make a decision. Which one of his lovers was he going to stay with? But more importantly he had to choose between his father and his brother. He wanted to stay up and continue pondering this inner battle but he couldn't. He was too exhausted and in the end, the darkness had won.