((Bakura's POV))
Stupid fucking Marik! Shut the hell up about me loving Ryou! Those days are over! As far as I'm concerned, Ryou is just some stupid little kid that I like to beat up on now.
When I get over something I get over it for real. I have no denial in my mind about loving Ryou. My time has passed. I heard sniffing and rustling sounds and looked at Ryou.
Ryou was crying. Why? He's been sleeping for a while now. I rubbed his leg making him open his eyes.
"Why are you crying?" I whispered covering him so no one else can see.
He sniffed and turned away from me. Ishizu stopped the car quickly making Ryou roll off his seat and beat his head against the door.
"Ryou are you—
I stopped talking when Marik, Yami Yugi, Tea, and Joey were staring at me.
"You should put your seat belt on retard." I walked up to the front seats where Ishizu and Yami Marik were.
I started screaming.
"You should warn someone when you're going to stop like a maniac! You made Ryou get hurt! You fucking bitch!"
"I'm sorry! They put the red light when I was going at full speed!" A likely story.
I screamed some more.
"And you! Stop staring at my ass you fucking gay idiot!" I screamed at Yami Marik who was just staring outside the window.
He looked at me in shock and lifted his arms sighing in exasperation.
I love saying shit like that getting other people pissed. I walked back to where the other guys and that lesbo Tea were.
Ryou was awake. Yugi kept asking him questions about his cuts. It was rather annoying and I knew Ryou didn't want to tell Yugi I gave them too him. If it's something Ryou has it's dependability, and loyalty. I can trust him.
"Yugi please stop! I have a headache!" Ryou screamed holding his head.
I stuck my hand out to grab Ryou's and pulled him in the next set of chairs closing the sliding door behind Marik and the others. That's what I loved about Marik's car. It has 3 sections.
The drivers and passenger section
Then an empty section with 8 seats
And lastly another section that looked more like a giant booth. A door blocked the two rooms.
I sat Ryou down and did something I didn't think I'd ever do in my life with Ryou.
Talk.
"What's wrong?" I asked him.
He didn't say anything. He only sniffed.
"Ryou I know something is wrong. I know I'm a jerk to you, but now…I'm concerned about you." That right there, that should make him talk.
Everything became quiet in the other room.
"Nothing is wrong Bakura." Ryou finally spoke up.
"Then why were you crying in your sleep?"
"It's just something I don't want to explain because it would be pointless to."
What the hell does that mean?
I grabbed his hands.
"Ryou, what do you feel?"
He looked at me blankly and started blushing. I always thought he looked cute when he blushed.
"I…I don't want to say what I feel."
I sighed. "Please Ryou."
He looked at me and smiled slightly.
"I'm sorry, but I don't want to tell you."
I frowned. His cheeks were red still blushing. I could tell he was answering my question in his head.
I remembered something. I remembered all the times he kissed me out of nowhere. I know what the answer would be, but I have to make sure anyway.
"Ryou…do you like me?"
I saw his eyes widen.
"Well…" I urged on. He gulped and blushed furiously.
"No." He said licking his lips and biting them.
"Would you like me if I did this?" I pulled him on me and kissed him.
I could tell he was into the whole idea and pulled me closer. The sliding door slid opened and I tried to push Ryou off. He didn't want to let go of me though.
Marik gasped. "So this is why you wanted to be alone."
I pushed Ryou off me. Yugi, Yami Yugi, Tea and Joey peeked their heads inside.
"Why do you have to be so damn nosy!" I pushed Marik back into the other section and locked the sliding door.
Ryou was staring at me.
"Will you answer my question now?"
"My answer…is still no."
"All right." I stood up ready to go back with the idiots on the other side.
He pushed me back on the seat and sat on me. "I don't like you…I love you." He smiled at me.
I looked at him in shock. He gave me a hard kiss and when he was done he got off me.
"Is…that true?" I asked licking blood from my lips.
"Yes it is." He sounded so confident. "I also heard you loved me too. What happened Bakura? Why don't you love me now? I do whatever you want. I please you. I'm like your bitch you have everything you could possibly want in me."
He sure was sounding weird.
"Unless…you're lying. You do love me."
"Ryou…I don't. I'm over that already."
He pushed me into the sliding door making Marik and the others murmur something about being too "rough."
"Please reconsider Bakura. I love you so much." He started tearing.
"I'm sorry Ryou, but no." He hugged me tightly.
"Please!" He cried harder now.
"No!" This was getting me angry.
"You will!" Ryou squeezed me.
"No! Ra dammit! When I said something's over, it's over! I'm not like you Ryou who sulks around waiting for it to happen! You're wasting your time!" I screamed angrily pushing him on the floor.
It's funny how something so great suddenly went to something so rough and chaotic.
He stayed sitting on the floor.
"I'm such an idiot! I just told you everything and now you think I'm a weirdo! I wish you didn't know!"
"I'll forget you ever said that. I'll forget we ever had this conversation and forget whatever I felt as well."
He sat on the floor looking at his sneakers. I unlocked the door and went back in with the others.
"So tell—
"Shut the fuck up." was all I said before I fell asleep with a scowl on my face.
It was nightfall when I awoke. How much longer to this fucking beach?
Everyone was sleeping. Yugi was snuggled with his Yami, Joey looked like a fucking pretzel with Tea and Marik was just drooling and snoring loudly.
I noticed Ryou wasn't there, but I didn't care. I slid the sliding door opened and saw Ryou on his knees still on the floor from before.
He has serious issues. He'd better get them solved. I walked to the passenger/drivers seat and told Ishizu I had to use the john.
We made a pit stop at a Denny's so everyone can eat and use the bathroom. Ryou didn't come out.
"Bakura go get your lover—I mean Ryou so he can eat." Marik said stuffing his face.
I grabbed a sausage and shoved it down his throat making him choke. "If you don't want my foot to go down your throat as well, you stop fucking around and shut up about that!"
He pissed me off so much. I hated Ryou! Ryou should hate me too! That's what I plan on doing.
I walked back to the car and opened the door where Ryou was still sitting. He looked back sadly and turned around again.
"Let's go bitch food. Now I won't have you starving to death and piss yourself." I said kicking him hard.
"I'm…not hungry." He said lowly.
"I don't care if you are hungry I want you to eat and take a piss and a shit for all I care! Do that or I'm forcing you! You wouldn't want me to force it trust me." I said dragging him out of the car by his hair.
Ryou sat at the table doing absolutely nothing and I glared at him.
"Ryou, come." I snapped my fingers and he got up like a good little bitch.
I walked to the bathroom and beat him there.
"Eat! Piss! I won't allow the car to move till you have eaten everything I've ordered for you! If you don't I will beat you till you're dead." I said threateningly.
I kneed his ass out of the bathroom dropping him on the floor.
"Walk!" I screamed.
Ryou sniffed and got up wiping blood off his face.
He ate his food and slammed his head on the table from how full he was.
"Ryou, come." I snapped my fingers again and walked back to the bathroom.
"Piss." I ordered.
He sighed sadly and closed the stall in the bathroom.
"I don't hear the zipping." I said.
He unzipped his pants and I saw them hit the ground.
It was quiet.
"This Ryou I believe is the part where you piss. Do you want me to squeeze you and get you to piss?"
"No. I can't."
"I'm giving you 5 minutes. I'll come back. You better have pissed."
I was being a bit mean, but this was the whole point. I was actually trying to help Ryou. Ryou shouldn't mope around so much. I want him to hate me like I hate him.
He walked out behind me.
"Did you piss?" I asked him.
He nodded slowly and sadly.
"Good." I said punching his arm roughly and sending him backwards.
Yugi ran up to Ryou and inspected his new cuts and bruises.
"Ryou…do you hurt yourself?"
Ryou sighed and glanced at me.
"I fell."
Good Ryou.
We all walked back to the car and I saw Ryou collapse on the floor.
I ran up to him and flipped him around.
"Ryou?" He didn't say anything. I looked at his arms and they were both bleeding. He must have fainted from the amount of blood he lost.
I picked him up and ran back deserting the others. I ran to the bathroom and thought of something to do. Let's see Ryou what are we going to do.
My first idea and my only one at the moment were to cover his arms and wrap them with my shirt. So I did just that. I ripped my shirt and tied them on Ryou's arms.
It won't seem too noticeable…
I grabbed some sugar packs from the counter and ran back to the car. Ra, Ryou weighed a ton. I closed the door and locked it placing Ryou on the chair.
He was getting paler, but I didn't know what to do. I didn't want help from the others because then they'd suspect I did it even though I did. I took the clothes off and poured sugar on his cuts.
I read in a book sugar helps stop blood and it was a non-fictional book so it has to be real.
After a few minutes, it had stopped. The people were banging on the door waiting to see Ryou.
"He's asleep go away!" I wasn't technically lying, but who the hell cares? I lie all the time.
"Stop hogging him for yourself! See you do love him!"
I growled angrily I could swear I could see steam come out of my ears. I opened the sliding door practically yanking them off their hinges and beat the shit out of Marik.
"Anyone else want to add to that comment! I got more where that came from."
"You love Ryou." Yugi said. He giggled.
I threw myself on the little midget and started punching him. He started crying and his dumb Yami grabbed my arms.
"Bring Ryou in here we want to talk to him." Joey said.
"He's asleep! I can't stress that out anymore!" I was starting to hate this trip already and Marik's stupid Yami came in the room.
"Why are you all screaming?"
"Bakura's in denial about loving Ryou and he won't bring him out!" Marik said hiding behind Tea like a little girl.
I growled angrier than last time. I felt like siccing my knives on all of them! I put my hand on my pocket and forced myself not to.
"I'm not in denial! I don't like Ryou! I don't love Ryou! I hate Ryou! Ok! I can't say it anymore!"
"Liar." Yugi said.
I started yanking my hair and growling. "Shut up dammit!" I started crying. Oh my Ra! I started crying! I was crying from anger and the hotness in my face.
Everyone was quiet and I wiped my eyes really fast.
"Hormones." I said walking out angrily pushing Yami Marik out of the way.
I sat down in a chair in the middle section staring out the window angrily. I don't love Ryou. I don't love Ryou. I kept repeating that in my head. I heard them making fun of me in the next room.
I want Marik to be the first to die. I'll get him and when I do I'll shut him up forever. The car stopped quickly and I slammed my face into the window. Ryou rolled off the chair.
I picked him up and sat him next to me just in case Ishizu stopped like a maniac again. This time I knew he was sleeping. He was snoring.
I folded my arms and read all the billboards. I was so into reading the boards that I didn't notice Ryou tip on my lap when Ishizu stopped.
I'm never driving or getting in a car with her ever. I played with Ryou's hair and rested my eyes. These idiots came in when they knew it was too quiet for me to be awake and giggled. They watched Ryou on my lap and me play with his hair.
Someone grabbed Ryou's leg and started pulling him slowly. I opened my eyes and glared at them. They all rushed back to the other side giggling.
"See he does love Ryou."
I growled and grumbled angrily. Ryou started shifting from side to side numbing my thighs. He scratched his head and sat up just above the window.
"Are we there yet?"
"No." I said without looking at him.
He stretched and sat up completely.
"5 miles till Moonlit Beach." He read. "I'm going to tell the others."
I'm surprised he didn't try to kiss me to death. I sighed. I heard cheering in the back when Ryou had told them 5 miles left.
I'd expected him to come back to hang out with me, but he didn't. Oh well it's not like I need him anyway. I watched the sun come up and read a giant billboard that said, "Welcome to Moonlit Beach."
I walked to the front seat where Ishizu and Yami Marik were so I wouldn't be so lonely anymore.
"Why aren't you hanging out with Ryou or someone?" Ishizu asked me.
I shrugged. "They don't need me."
"Well that's not a way to talk. I'm sure they all need you."
"Save the drama." I said ending our conversation.
She parked the car and gave a really big sigh and said, "Finally we're here!"
I was the first one out and into the hotel. It was huge. I know I'll get lost. Everything was really quiet. It felt deserted.
I looked behind me and saw no one was actually following me. I kept on walking and felt someone throw themselves on me. I gave a small scream in fear and threw them off me.
"What the fuck Yugi! You scared me!" I could feel my face turning red in anger as Yugi started crying from me screaming at him.
"It was a joke Bakura." Marik said sipping apple juice.
"I could have gotten a heart attack!" I screamed popping a vein on my neck.
"What heart?" Ryou said.
Everyone did that annoying "O-o-o-o-o" sound and I glared at all of them.
"You've got some nerve to say that to me and at my face too." I whispered to him.
"I'm not afraid of you."
I growled angrily and waited for the apartment to be open.
"Are we the only ones here?" I asked.
"No there's a few people here, but because this place is so secret no one knows that much about it's existence." Yami Marik explained.
"Ooh how nice. I'm on a deserted beach with a bunch of fucking retards, what an awesome vacation." I rolled my eyes and folded my arms.
I stamped my foot when Ishizu kept missing the keyhole for the keys.
"Here Ishizu let me help you." I grabbed the keys and kicked the door down.
"Simple as that."
I walked in tossing the keys on the table and looked for rooms.
"Oh no you don't! You're sitting on the couch!" Marik screamed at me grabbing my arms.
"Why the hell?"
"We have to make groups. Groups to bunk with that is." Marik said.
"I'll go by myself I need my space." I said.
"No it's too small." Yugi said.
"As big as this fucking hotel is there has to be more rooms than—I started counting how many people there were—9 people. Or 7. Ishizu and Yami Marik can share a bed.
"Hell fuck no I'm not sharing my room with this lesbo." Yami Marik said pointing a finger at Ishizu.
"It's clear my Yami wants to share the bed with me." Marik said hugging his Yami and smiling at him.
"Why don't we all just run to who we want?" Ryou had said.
He always comes up with the best plans. I wasn't running I wanted to be alone.
Yugi ran to his Yami. Marik ran to his. Ishizu ran with Marik. Tea ran with Yugi and Joey. Ryou was still trying to pick.
"This won't work. Tea you go with Joey. Yugi…you're fine. Marik you're fine…
"Yay I get the queen sized bed to myself!" Ishizu cheered not waiting for anyone else.
"How about this Tea you go with Ishizu. Joey you can come with me or something." Ryou said.
"But…Yugi." Joey said sadly.
"We all want a lot of stuff Joey, but we can't have it." Ryou said.
"I'm staying with Yugi and you can't do anything you little nerd!" Joey said grabbing Yugi.
"Hey don't call Ryou a nerd." Did that come out of my mouth? I blushed.
"I'll just get the couch." Ryou said.
"Where will I sleep?"
"You said you wanted a room to yourself." Ryou said.
"Ooh yea, yea that's-that's right." I sounded disappointed. Why did I sound disappointed? I got what I wanted and I always do. But I didn't want to be alone.
"Ryou I…I um…
I scratched the back of my head and looked at everyone who was paying close attention.
"Will you stop staring at me!" I screamed.
They all scrambled and went to their rooms.
"You were saying?" Ryou asked.
"I…I feel bad…making you sleep on the couch and all. Would you um…um…like to um…
"I'd love to share a room with you Bakura." He smiled at me.
I blushed. Why did I keep blushing? I grabbed his bag and took it to my room.
It was big and roomy. It had a dim light with pictures of beaches. It was sickening. I tossed the bag on the bed and it fell on the floor.
The bed was made of water.
"Ooh cool a water bed." Ryou jumped on the bed and just covered himself.
I hope at the end of this trip…I don't fall for Ryou again.
Lol! I fooled you all! ((evil laugh)) Actually this chapter is my longest yet. You guys may hate me now because I "broke" it up and you know blah blah blah. ((cough cough)) Saying "it sucks" I'll have the last laugh when everything gets switched around. If I expect this story to be long I have to write more and make lots of problems. Trust me the most unexpected things will occur and I'm going to make you guys wait. I've got up to chapter 7 of this story and I've only posted 5. The max will be…….I'm saying 15 and up. Maybe more I dunno. I can only sometimes predict the future! Hehe! Don't get mad at me for not updating soon. It's not my fault…well technically it is, but I'm kinda busy sometimes with the editing school work, art school, etc. But like I said…you guys may hate me now because Bakura said what he said, but you just wait. You just wait! I'm going to laugh so hard when you guys are all like ((gasps)) AWWWW! Lol. But don't expect it to come anytime soon. Hehehehe! It's what makes it interesting. At least to me. Honestly what happens to the story if they love each other the whole time? Think about that for a while.