Who I am

Based on Yami No Matsuei

Pairings: Muraki x Tsuzuki and ? x Tsuzuki

WARNING: this is yaoi. boy x boy!

For any more information, read it in the previous chapter

ps: the text between °'...'° is demon speech ; "..." is people speech ; '...' people thought

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Chapter I

"Sorry! I'm late!" shouted a joyful Tsuzuki by opening the door that led to his office, who was his partner Hisoka.

"And what is the difference of the others days?" say the one who had to do all the papers work. "You are always late or somewhere else, so don't say it so happy please."

"You are so mean whit me Soka! I came late today because I had a very strange dream! It's not my fault!" say Tsuzuki in his puppy form. "This is not a good excuse Tsuzuki. Take care or I'll take it on your pay." A petrified Tsuzuki turned his head to see the owner of the new voice. "Ta-Tatsumi… You were listening?" "Yes, and what kind of did you do to come late? Hum?" say the enmacho secretary, Tatsumi. "It's nothing, but why are you here Tatsumi?" says the purple eyed shinigami to change the conversation. "I am here to send you a new case. There were inexplicable murders in the city of Kyoto."

The atmosphere became very serious. "Five people were killed. Here you have the photos"

The photos were very gore. The first's was a woman with longs black hair, she had the right arm tear out and the half of her neck missed. The second's was a young girl, a teen, according to the only left side of his side, because the right side was as if someone would have bitten in it. In the third photo, there was a man. With him, all the inferior half of his body missed and his gut were on the ground. The fourth, a woman, have a big hole to her from her chest to her stomach. Stomach, pancreas, lungs, heart, all missed and only an empty space remained. The last photo was a young boy, eight or nine year old. Strangely, he had not been bitten or torn to shreds.

All the victims were blind and have all white eyes. Their face looked as they had seen something very scary, eyes widen and mouth open. But the last body was different. He has white eyes but didn't look scared; on the contrary he looked sad. The only marks of blood on his body were the two red tears which had fall from his eyes and stained his pales cheeks.

"Who did that?" asked the now sad Tsuzuki, not looking at anything except the last photo, the one that had pained him the most. "who can do such atrociousness?"

"All that we know now it's that some demon is behind that. The marks of the bit prove that it is a demon of middle high.

Hisoka walked toward Tatsumi, returning him the photos that he saw. "Were all the victims blind?" "No, it's the demon that did this…" Tsuzuki suddenly stand up and look Tatsumi, always with his photo in the hands. "Why is the last one intact, except for the eyes?" Hisoka flinched at the too bigger pain that emanated from his partner. "We don't know now, but the brothers Gushoushin are studying why this boy doesn't have the same dead."

Hisoka fell on the ground. "Hisoka, what happen? Are you all right?" Said the purple eyed Shinigami, when hi caught his partner. This one pushed him back abruptly,

"Your emotions… they are to hard… please, hold yourself… stay away." The empath couldn't bear the too strong feeling that had Tsuzuki when he looked at the pictures. Too much pain!

Tsuzuki restrain himself when Tatsumi came to pick up Hisoka off of the ground. "I am sorry…" he looked hurt, but made a great smile "I forgot something in my room, I'll come back as soon as I find it." Then he ran out of the room, ran out of the agency of JuOhCho to stop near a sakura tree. He took his breath against a beautiful bloomed sakura tree.

'Why… why do I always hurt people around me? Can't I be normal like everybody?' He says this with putting his arm in front of his eyes so that nobody can see him cries. Even with that, we can see tears fall down his cheeks and he laughs in some manner that only mad people laugh.

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"Here we are, Kyoto, the old capital of Japan. Where do we start?" Hisoka asked Tsuzuki, but this one was to busy, looking at cakes exposed in a shop. "BAKA!" he hit his partner's head "I said: Where do we start?"

"AAWWW! So mean! Don't stress, like all the murders were on the night and we haven't any clue, we have to only wait"

"And we eat cakes to wait." Hisoka say in some exasperated manner "We have three hours and we will NOT only eat a cake during all this time. Now, tell me want do you know about this case."

"Well…" Tsuzuki tried to remember all that Tatsumi and the file said. "It's a demon that only attacks in the night, has no definite victims, can make people blind and has sharp tooth."

"In truth, we don't know very much." He says in a tired way. "First, find a room, and then we'll separate to find the demon." say the little empathy. The Purple eyed Shinigami know that they always must work in pair but his partner will find some excuse to be alone.

Hisoka knew that something disturbed his partner, he can read it in his emotions, but he had to stay even a little moment alone, without his partner's emotions.

"It'll be faster if we separate. Don't worry, it'll be ok." And they went towards a hotel, to rent a room.

The night came and the two Shinigami left each one in opposite direction. Tsuzuki walked in a big park tried to find any traces of demons. He heard something move behind a bush.

'Could it be our demon?' He ran in the direction from which the noise came and took out from his coat's pocket a fuba.

"Come out, you monster" he says, jumping behind the bush. But the only monster which he found was a cat with a little bird in his mouth.

Anger came to Tsuzuki head. "Release him right now!" His voice was very cold and his and his eyes were filled anger. The cat looked those two purple orbs in silence. He saw in those eyes a glint and something that no humans can see. The cat released the injured bird in the ground. The cat moved back but stilled keep his eyes on those of the Shinigami, and he ran as fast as he could.

Tsuzuki knelt and took in his hands the dying bird. "Shhh… calms, don't try to move." He say with the most beautiful and sweet voice. "I'll stay with you until the end, so relax. Don't think of nothing, just relax." The bird, at first panicked, listened to the voice and relaxes. Tsuzuki smiles and sang some sad lullaby. The bird, who was relaxed now, started to breath frantically. Our Shinigami tightened lightly his hold, to not allow the bird to move and hurt himself. This one tried to struggles but the clamed again. He looked the man in front of him and closed his eyes. Blood dripped from Tsuzuki hands. The bird was more injured than he think. He put the bird in the ground and looked at his bloody hands. Then tears mixed with this blood.

"Where ever I go, I bring only death." He smiled, a sad smile, and looked at his bloody hands. He gets up and heard a noise behind him.

Someone looked at him.

It couldn't, he was in his spiritual form. How can a human see him? But he was. This person looked at him. He was a man, a businessman looking at his suit. He had between thirty-five and forty year old, short black hears. This man eyes fixed his. In only few seconds, Tsuzuki was out of view. He ran away, because it isn't good to be seen by human.

The businessman stayed there. He never saw something like this, something as beautiful and scary, all in the same time. 'Have I dreamt? This face, those eyes and those tears… But why he cried?" The man went towards the place where had knelt Tsuzuki and saw the dead bird. "Who are you, strange angel?"

A powerful growl resounded in the entire park and minutes after this growl, he heard something run in his direction. The businessman saw something big, as big as him. And then, when he could finally distinguish the beast, someone pulled him away and his head hit a tree and he faint.

Tsuzuki was the one who pulled the businessman away. When he heard the growl he ran where he had seen the man before. And he was right, the demon wanted to kill the businessman. After the man fainted, The Shinigami faced the demon. He looked like a big white wolf, except for the face that was all black with a big horn in the middle. His mouth was decorated with many tooth and slaver dripped on the ground. Strangely, he didn't open his eyes. His paws ended with big claws.

"You are the one who killed all those people?" asked Tsuzuki who tried to restrain his anger

°'And then? What do you want to try to do if it is so? Then please, moves away and let me play with my prey'°

"I'll never let you have him, and you'll pay for your crimes" The power that emanated from him made the earth around him move and a powerful wind, made by his energy, raised the dust up.

°Ha ha ha! Do you want to challenge me? You fool! What a mere human can do against a demon. Even as a Shinigami you can't stop me. I'll show you my power and it'll be the last thing that you'll see.°

Slowly, the demon opened his eyes to reveal two yellow like-cats eyes. Energy emanated from the demon eyes and shot the Shinigami's one. He only closed them and then opens to reveal the two intact purple orbs.

°'No! Why aren't you blind? … But, this colour, could it be … he'll have to give me some explanations!'°

"What are you talking about? And who must give you explanations?" Tsuzuki didn't understand why the demon didn't attack him.

°'I have to go. I let him go for this time, but I'll come back. He is my prey and a demon never let his prey escape.'° And with these words say, the demon disappears. The man on the ground moaned in pain "Damn, I can't let him here alone!" Tsuzuki sent one of his birds to find Hisoka and knelt in front of the man. "I'm sorry for you, you don't have very luck to meet me."

The Business man awoke with the sound of his alarm clock. 'Oww, my head! What happened?' then he remember all and get up in a jump. Strangely, he was in his room, changed in his pyjamas. He didn't understand what happen.

"Everybody, today we have tow new members in the company. First, I introduce you Hisoka Yosuki. He'll work here only a few days as training period. And here is Tsuzuki Ayato who is the substitute to Aya, who has recently given the birth to a very beautiful girl. So, be gentle with them."

"Hey Hiro, see the two new comers? What do you think about your new partner?" say the man near the businessman who was last night in the park. The called Hiro turned his head to see his new partner. 'What the… he exist really? I didn't dream it?' he thought when two amethyst eyes looked at him.

°'You didn't say that it was him the Shinigami who would come. You trick me!'° The demon argued with someone hided in the shadow.

"You didn't ask for it. You were too pretentious about your power… but if you are scared, I'll tell other demon to do the work."

The demon looked furious. °'I never say that I can't do the work, and be careful, don't forget with who you talk!'° the demon open instantly his eyes to scare the man in front of him, but only a chuckled was give in answer.

"Your trick doesn't work on me and you know that. Do your work and don't dare make a scratch on my Tsuzuki or you'll regret it. Just bring him to me as agreed"

Only one blue-grey eye could be seen of the unknown man.

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I'm tiered (or dead)… fiuuu, it's too much for my little brain, but we don't have anything without pain.

I suppose that everyone know which is the mysterious man with the blue-grey eye? I don't have to tell you, do I have?

Thank you to read and sorry for my mistake in spelling.