((Esto es important es porque lo puse primero!)) In other words this is important it's why I put it in the beginning also if you haven't already read my profile do so the beginning part is important otherwise I wouldn't write it. Just thinking ahead for future reference.)) Yes chapter 9 for ya. Isn't it funny how everything like just switches right about now. Hey this happened to me with some guy I liked now that I think about it. When he liked me I didn't like him when I liked him he didn't like me…it wasn't meant to be. Lol. You know that sorta rhymed. Lol. Anyway, I've been getting some reviews with people saying it's a bit difficult to read. Ah, I'm sorry hehe. I forgot that you're the ones reading it and not me. Since I know what's what-- you get the rest I assume. Ok so in future reference everyone's thoughts will go in italics and dialogue obviously quotations. And his actions I'll leave alone. It's hard work, but I want you guys to understand my story. I just hope you guys get it. If you don't, don'tbe afraid to tell me…not that you would. I'm just trying to do something new so you can get it a little bit more. Ciao ciao

((Ryou's P.O.V))

Bakura took me to a shallow area with lots of seaweed. I wonder if he was expecting me to fall and bump my head making me get amnesia and then running off.

I sighed. I wonder why I think so negatively of the relation I have with Bakura.

He looked at me. An emotionless expression. I have no idea what he's thinking.

"What are we doing here?" I asked.

"I thought we'd get some quiet time." He said.

Yea, probably didn't want to hear me talking.

He looked at me again.

"Ryou I know you're probably thinking that I brought us to some quiet place because I didn't want to hear you talk, but that's not right at all. I want to know all about you. That's why I brought you here."

I smiled. Good, that's something I wanted to hear. I sat down next to Bakura and looked at the water.

Why did he want to be so far away from everybody?

"Bakura?"

"Hmm?"

"Why did you take us away from the others?" I asked.

He stayed quiet.

"I…thought you wanted to hang out with me." He said.

He is obviously hiding something from me. I can see it in his eyes.

"Bakura, there wouldn't happen to be another reason why you wanted to be alone with me in this particular spot would there?" I asked.

He stayed quiet yet again.

((Bakura's P.O.V))

What the hell is this 21 questions? I don't want anyone to see me with you! Let alone seeing me being nice to you! A secret spot where no one can see us together. Is the day almost over?

"There's no reason Ryou. I just wanted to sit with you so I can have you all to myself and no one will annoy us."

I had to say something like that didn't I? Oh well. As long as he doesn't know I'm being a total hypocrite to him I'm good no matter what I do.

He slightly smiled at me. I somehow knew he wasn't buying me so I moved closer to him.

"Talk to me Ryou. What's up?"

"Uh…um…hmm." He started blushing.

I looked up at the sky. Damn! The sun wasn't nearly down! Why did I agree to this?

"Nothing. I'm good." Ryou said.

"That's good to hear. Glad that you're good. What do you want to do?"

I might as well keep myself entertained.

He shrugged his shoulders.

He's so freaking indecisive!

"So…tell me about yourself Ryou."

Might as well break the ice. Seems we're not going very far.

"Um…I…um." He giggled.

"What do you like to do?"

God he sounds like some crazy fan girl who just met their favorite boy band or something.

"I like to throw rocks in the water and um…make them skid when I'm at the beach by myself anyway." He said.

"No kidding me too. Wanna see who throws it farthest?" I asked.

He nodded.

I was obviously gonna win I have more strength in my arm than he will ever have.

I threw my rock at the same time as he did and by surprise his happened to go farther.

"You cheated let's do it again." I said.

We had been doing that for several minutes and each time he would beat me. He's not supposed to beat me he's weaker than me!

"Guess I beat you." He said smiling at me.

Guess I beat you. Shut up you retard.

He sighed. Why was he always sighing? He should be having the time of his life with me.

I saw tears form in his eyes.

"Why are you crying?" I asked concerned.

"Oh…I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I'm not crying for any apparent reason." He said to me. He lay out on the sand.

"It's just that…today has been the best day for me. I know you think I'm weird and stupid and annoying and weak and all that, but I'm glad pretending or not we could spend time together like this. I'll never forget this even when you go back to hating me."

I softened my face. Boy, he really did love hanging out with me.

"I've never had a close friend of my own and I always thought of you as one even when you treated me bad. I guess you can say I'm not that sociable. I actually sorta am, but…I just feel uncomfortable around people who just give me this certain vibe. I feel ultimately comfortable with you for some odd reason and you don't give me a vibe."

Stop talking please.

"You must think I'm an idiot now for telling you all this. I'm probably making you feel uncomfortable. I'm sorry."

Stop talking…please!

"I wish this day wasn't over. I feel so…so happy today. I haven't felt this happy in a long time. It's because…you make me happy Bakura." He smiled at me.

Oh damn! He got to me.

I make him happy. All these years of trying to find out what makes Ryou so happy and it ends up being me? I feel like such a fool how could I not notice? All he wanted was for me to like him. Why can't I like him?

I looked at him. He shed one more tear and sat up again now noticing I was staring at him.

"I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable. I have a gift for making people feel like that. It's rather an awful gift. I'm sorry. Please stop—

I gave him a kiss shutting him up good.

Oh god…what did I just do? Did I just kiss him! I knew this was bad. I knew it!

"Ugh…I…I gotta go now." I said standing up.

He grabbed my hand.

"Sit with me please." He begged.

No Bakura! Say no in his face! Say no!

I sat down next to him.

This is what he wanted he wanted me to fall for him! God it's working! Fight Bakura! Fight it!

"Yay! I'm glad you're staying with me." Ryou said hugging me closely.

I snapped. I gave a loud moan and I felt like a melted right into his arms. I felt so weak.

"Are you ok?" He asked me chuckling.

"I don't feel right. I feel funny." I answered him.

I…answered him. I answered him? I never answer him. Not without a fight! What is wrong with me?

He giggled. "Maybe it's because you're not use to my hugs."

I felt like I melted more. I could barely move. I fell to the floor losing some wind when Ryou collapsed on me too.

"You sure you ok?" He asked feeling my head.

I gave a small moan and closed my eyes. I will get away from this feeling. I will run away. I will!

He passed his hand through my face and neck feeling if I had some sort of fever.

"You don't feel hot." He said.

"I'm not sick…I just feel funny."

"Are you hungry?" He asked putting his head on my stomach.

"No I'm not hungry. Get off me." I struggled to get up.

"You want to go back to the hotel?" He asked me.

He didn't have to tell me twice. I got up with him hanging on my shoulders pushing me lightly to walk faster. I opened the door to my room and threw myself on the bed.

He sat next to me picking up a book and started reading. That was it? No more touchy feely, no more seeing if I was sick?

I pulled the covers past my neck and stretched out. Today was so boring. I took a little nap though still half awake I could feel Ryou playing with my hair. It was relaxing.

I gave him a hug and fell asleep fully. A few hours later I started to feel cold. My covers were off, the fan was on, I was half naked and the window was opened. Are they trying to freeze me?

I looked at the clock, which read 10:49. Wow I was sleeping quite along time. I'm pulling an all nighter tonight. I crawled out of bed and noticed the whole house was pitch black and it was quiet. These people can't possibly be sleeping.

I checked Marik's room and I saw him playing video games with the volume low and his Yami sleeping on the bed. I didn't bother checking the others. I could careless about them.

But…where's Ryou? I looked around the house and in the rooms and bumped into Ishizu who was just coming out of the bathroom.

"Watch where you're going." I said angrily walking away from her.

I heard her grumble. When I came back I saw Yugi in the kitchen with his Yami. Great the queer dudes.

"Hey Bakura. Wanna sit with us? We were just talking." Yugi asked.

I didn't answer him and decided to stop looking for Ryou. Why the hell was I looking for him anyway? Stupid kid.

I went outside to the beach area and in my own secret way I was checking to see if Ryou was there and surprisingly he was. I wonder why he left me.

I walked up to him and he was curled in a ball hugging his knees rocking a little.

"You ok?" I asked him.

He jumped a little and turned around.

"You found me." He said.

"Was I supposed to?" I asked sitting down next to him.

He moved away a little. Ok? That was strange.

"What is wrong?"

He said nothing for a while and began talking.

"I was just thinking. I was thinking…what if I did get you to like me? What would happen? What would change? Would it be for the better…or for worse? I'm starting to think what I've been trying to accomplish is nothing but pointless energy being wasted. So what if you like me? You're still you…and I'm still me. The only difference is you like me and I like you."

"W-what are you…trying to say?" I asked him with a quivering voice.

"I don't care anymore. I don't care if you like me or if you don't like me." He said smiling at me. "I'm sure that makes you happy since you don't like me and now you don't have to see me so miserable anymore. I was taking into consideration of what Yami Marik said about me not needing you and such stuff. Also Marik, Marik told me stuff as well with very high pointers and especially coming from someone like him. Now I can be happy and not think about what makes me happy because you don't make me happy anymore. Now, whenever I wanna feel happy, I'll feel happy!" He smiled wider.

I stared at him in confusion and in shock.

"Isn't this great?" He asked happily.

No! Ah! I knew this would happen! Dammit!

"No it's not great! I…ugh…oi." I slapped my head. I'm so confused now.

"Bakura?" He said with a tone of apprehension.

"Just leave me alone." I said slapping him and walking away. Damn I just robbed Ishizu of her psychic job! Ugh! I can't believe this! Is he trying to make me…grr!

I knew I was going to feel this crappy when he did this to me. I'm running away from this. When you can't solve a problem…just run away from it. I don't want to see Ryou again. If I have to suffer like this…

I'm not up for suffering I only make people suffer. I went back up to the apartment and gathered all my stuff.

"Bakura where are you going? We're not leaving for another 4 days." Marik asked me coming in.

"Marik," I said firmly. "Take a seat on my bed I have to tell you something."

Marik took a seat and I stood in front of him with my arms on his shoulders looking him straight in the eyes.

"Marik, I'm running away from this place. I don't want you to tell anyone of my whereabouts and I want you to keep it all a good secret."

"But why you can't leave!" He said loudly.

I placed my hand over his mouth.

"I'm having a small problem here at the moment and I…I'm not up for bearing my own suffering while he's having fun and I watch him play forgetting about me like…they told him too." I put my head down in sadness.

"Wait a minute…you like Ryou again?" He asked me.

I stayed quiet.

"Only now he doesn't like you anymore. Wow this is quite a predicament Bakura." Marik said.

"I know! I know! I don't know what to do though." I sighed.

"Running away won't help anything." Marik told me.

"I want to run away. I want to get away from Ryou. He won't ever like me anymore."

"You don't know that." Marik said.

"I'm pretty sure of it." I said.

"Wait here. Ryou!" Marik called out.

"No Marik—shhh!" I shushed him.

"What is it Marik?" Ryou asked coming in.

He…he looks so much happier now. Like someone just flipped a switch on him to be happy. He doesn't even know I'm here anymore. Is this what he's been feeling this whole time. Sadness, neglect?

"Bakura here plans on running away because he li—

I jumped on top of him and shoved my fist in his mouth.

"Because you what Bakura?" Ryou asked me.

"I don't like your ugly face!" I said angrily at him.

"Sure thanks for that." He said raising an eyebrow in an upset gesture and walking out.

"I told you not to tell!" I hissed at him.

"Well I—

"Just go! If you squeal I will hurt you! And by ra…you don't want to be hurt by me." I said threateningly.

He ran off.

I sat on the bed with my head resting in my hands.

"So the shoes on the other foot now eh?" Yami Marik asked popping out of nowhere.

How the hell does he do that?

"Don't tell me Marik squealed already! He's a dead man." I said clenching my fists.

"It's quite obvious actually. I saw you two hanging out. Yes I saw you kiss him and I just saw you now. You honestly think I can go to sleep with the clicking of the controllers and Marik's grunting and moaning sounds when he gets hit in the video game?"

"That kiss didn't…I didn't mean to do it. That was just like…a reflex type of feeling."

"Good news is…Ryou's happy. Bad news is now you feel crappy because he doesn't like you anymore. If I try talking to him now he'll only catch on quicker. Ryou's not a dummy you know." Yami Marik said.

"God! But I don't want to feel like this!" I said practically pulling my hair.

"Life's a bitch dude. And so were you. This is actually pay back." Yami Marik said.

"You're not helping me get the hell out of here." I said angrily.

He closed the door behind him. Wow…Ryou felt this for so long? Why…didn't he tell me anything? Probably the same reason why I wouldn't want to tell him now. O-oi! This sucks big ass! How could he put up with this! He's…he's so strong. Stronger than me. Ahh, and I failed to notice it like everything. I'm one pathetic Yami.

I sniffed. I'm not going to be a depressed bastard and a mourning idiot. I'm on this vacation to have fun. Ryou's right I don't need…fuck it.

Ryou came into the room and jumped into bed pushing me away a little and putting a pillow in between.

He…he never did that. This is bullshit! Oh I'm so pissed.

I sat up and I glared at him. He gave a small gulp and pulled the covers up. I grabbed his shirt and I brought him close to my face.

"You…! Piss me off!" I screamed at him.

He cocked an eyebrow.

"Yea…ok…well that was weird."

I growled angrily. Have I lost my touch of scaring him as well! What the hell!

I punched him and kicked him off the bed.

"You find some other place to sleep!" I screamed at him.

"I have no other place to sleep!" He screamed louder than me.

"Well you better find one." I screamed even louder than him.

"Well I think you should better because I'm not!" He screamed with his face turning red.

I breathed in quickly. I thrust a punch at him and completely missed. I…I did that on purpose.

"You're pathetic." He yawned pushing me out of bed and wrapping himself in a blanket cocoon.

I feel pathetic! I got up and bumped into the door because it was so dark. He chuckled.

I love Ryou again, I've lost my will to make him scream and squirm and…I've turned pathetic…what have I become?

Yay another author's note down here. Lol. I read this chapter on Monday you know to see if I needed to make any corrections. Lol. I laughed at this part I put where Yami Marik says, "Life's a bitch dude and so were you!" My god that was really funny. I'm going to use it now when my friend has a problem with me and they're all dramatic. I'm so saying it lol. Yea man! I needed 4 more reviews for 60! Why do you guys have to be so mean and not give me the freaking 10? Grr! Lol. Oooh by the way, does anyone get that "hit" thing? Like faves, reviews, blah blah and then hits. What is that. I have 6 hits for this and I'm like…hmmm….hits? At first I thought hit list ((I know crazy and stupid it's summer cut me slack no school)) but then….no. So does anyone know and would care to explain? Well, Ciao ciao…again. .

OOOOH! P.S.S Do you know anything about this thing called Adult swim on some network called "Cartoon network?" Ok! If you do, lot's of us from the site ((I've recently joined)) are trying to get Yu Yu Hakusho back on the air. Lol. I've been Yu Yu Hakusho high for the past 3 weeks hehehe. I need that show and the comic book could suck my ass! It sucked! So embarrassing on all you Kurama lovers. Well, anyway just telling. It might delay the "chapter process" hehe. Oh and by the way...I know I've written like now 19 chapters of this story, but...I'm cutting it at 10. Hope you guys don't mind. hehehehehehehheheheheeee.

By the way...don't hate me lmao!