The Diary of Lily Audrey Potter

Chapter Twenty-Seven: Sex Fetishes

Authors Note: La la la…It's SNOWING!!! Yes, I, The Red Haired One, am in the middle of a freak Midwestern SNOW STORM!!! So, because of this, I will be writing more than normal! I'm a procrastinator, so reports and essays are not getting done. The local rock station is playing random Christmas carols with a rock twist; I'm listening to one now. EVERYTHING IS WHITE!!!

Disclaimer: Nope, not mine.

Dedication: TO THE FREAK MIDWESTERN SNOW STORM!!!

January 6th, 1:56 AM

My dorm

I know Dan wasn't having any input into what happened. It's all Libby's doing. It has to be. Dan would never do that to me. I know he wouldn't. I know Dan, and he loves me, he would never hurt me like that.

I think…I mean, it's not something that Dan would do. Is it? It just doesn't seem like Dan would cheat on me. He loves me too much. Libby must have something to do with this. She hates me, she probably cornered him and knew I was coming out at that moment, grabbed him, shoved herself against the wall with Dan on top of her and started attacking his face. That's the only explanation. Dan loves me, and even though our relationship was failing, I know he cares enough about my feelings not to do that, right?

Lily

Later, 12:34 PM

The library

Librarians are so friendly. I decided to ask if there was anything in the books on that New Years Eve night when Voldemort was killed, trying to figure out if that night could have anything to do with what happened to the missing siblings.

I found this journal entry on one of the very last pages of Mum's journal, which made me think that maybe that night had something to do with it. This was the entry:

13 December, 1999

When I made my last entry, I had gone to a healer right after that. I am now three months pregnant with Harry's child. Mum is going to kill me, we aren't even married. And with the way the war is turning these days, I don't think we ever will…

On that night, Mum would have been four months preggers. But what happened? What occurred to make that child non-existent today? That's why I'm at the library, trying to figure it out. Madam Sage gave me a ton of books, so I am going to try to work through all of them and figure out what happened.

Lily

Later, 7:58 PM

The Library

Um…I've found nothing. There was a fatality list, and on it was "Unborn Child—Magical," but who knows. That could mean nothing. But it could. Mum could have lost the child that night or something. That'd explain why she gets really sad around that time of year. I need to do some more research into that.

One thing about staying in the Library all day is that I can hide from Dan here. I haven't seen him all day, but James came in here to tell me that Dan has been looking for me all day. Well, this is all I have to say to Dan:

It's over.

I've been looking for a reason or way to break up with Dan this whole time, right? Well, now I have it. He can't even stop himself from being attacked from Libby, and I can live without him. I know I can. I've spent my whole life except for this year living without a relationship with him, and I can live without it again. It's not going to kill me.

Oh, there's an owl for me,

Lily

January 7th, 3:23 PM

History of Magic

The owl was from Dad, once again reminding me of learning how to drive when I come home over break. He's driving me nuts. Honestly, I don't see the point in learning how to drive. None of my brothers have to, so why should I?

Besides Dad annoying the hell out of me, I finally decided to end it with Dan. I did it at breakfast. This is what happened:

Me: Dan, I need to talk to you.

Dan: (Swallowing food) about what Lily?

Me: Us.

Dan: Uh…great!

Me: Right. I think its time we—

Bray: Lily! Jay is coming back tomorrow!

Me: Bray! Shut up! I'm trying to tell Dan something very important!

Bray: Oh dear lord!

Me: What?

Bray: You're pregnant!

Dan: (Gasps) YOU ARE! WHO'S THE FATHER? IS IT ME? LILY, WE NEVER HAD SEX!

Me: (Muttering) Oh dear God…why?

Bray: DAN'S NOT THE FATHER? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?

Dan: YOU CHEATED ON ME?

Me: NO, DAN! IF ANYONE CHEATED ON ANYONE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP, IT'S YOU!

Dan: Shoot. You found out.

Me: DARN RIGHT I BLOODY FOUND OUT! HOW COULD YOU?

Bray: So…you're not pregnant?

Me: Go eat breakfast Bray, I'll explain later.

Bray: Okay.

Dan: Look—

Me: No. No looking. We are over. Goodbye.

And then I stormed out. Of course, after I grabbed some coffee and toast. I went to Abby's rooms because she said I could talk to her if I ever needed to, and when I get there, the door was open, and Abby and Ron were on her couch, having sex. I swear, am I the only virgin left in the school? Probably, the first years get more action than me! This school has a sex fetish. That has to be it. This school has a sex fetish. I'm going to die a virgin.

But at this point, I really could care less because I am convinced men are cheating pigs. That's what they are. I'm convinced of it.

Class is ending, and I need to get the homework down before I fail this class.

Lily

Ten Minutes Later

Potions

Snape has to be the most evil person in the world. Besides the fact that he keeps the dungeons at sub-zero temperatures, he has also partnered me with Libby for our stupid potions exam. Libby could care less about Potions grades, we all know that once she graduates, her and her boyfriend are getting married in the Caribbean and living off of what money his dad made from muggle diamond mines—that, and her boyfriend is the sole heir to the biggest fortune this side of the Atlantic Ocean.

So she obviously has no reason to actually work to get good grades to get a good job to support herself with. That, and we hate each other. Mortal enemies should not be partnered together in Potions. We could kill each other. I could seriously injure her with a spoon or something! And she might cover me in lipstick and foundation, or cover my robes in bright pink eye shadow! Snape needs to be informed of this. We could seriously injure innocent civilians.

But I have another reason to hate Libby. She's the reason I broke up with Dan.

Authors Notes: Well, all of you who were aggravated by my lack of explanation about the missing Potters…hold on. It'll all be revealed soon enough. Be patient. Please. It's coming.

I'm challenging all of you. Ten reviews. Ten reviews for updating within five days of my last post. That's a miracle I tell you. And as a Christmas Present to me. And I'll give you this chapter and maybe another chapter for Christmas. And Hunakka and Kuanza for those who don't celebrate Christmas.

And I would like to say, for this story, it's taken me 26 chapters to get even an "Almost Flame". Wow, you guys are the best. Because that's better than the three chapters it took me when I wrote "Silent Night" because people started asking if I was crazy.

As always, review, and Happy Holidays!

Red