Summary: Legolas thought that their love was everlasting, but then, after the ring is destroyed, Aragorn tells him something he never held possible./ Is Aragorn telling the truth to Legolas? R and R pls!
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters starts crying I mean, if I did,would I be sitting here ? I don't think so!
Note: Wow I got 4 reviews for my chapter 3 jumps high in the air love you guys! I'm not going to give you answers, that for chapter 5! The 4th chapter is Legolas' letter to Aragorn, I know it is really, really, really, reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaally short, but after this letter I can start with the wedding and I'll promise it will be a long chapter, k? So , enjoy the angst btw weeping is granted with this! Well actually it is granted for the entire story, so..start now evil grin Oh yeah, I'm putting 2 lyrics with this story, 'cause I thought they have something in comment with Legolas' feelings! The first is from the Goo Goo dolls and it's called 'Iris' The second one is from Evanescence : 'My last breath'
Concerning letters 2
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
Legolas took another sheet of paper and started his letter to Estel.
" My dear Estel;
I do not know what to say to you. We were friends for so long and the last months we were even more! Or so I thought. I can still not believe you never loved me, I mean we were so happy together!
What went wrong with us Estel? Was it me? Was I really nothing more to you than a thing, a toy?
When we came home from the quest, it was like I did not exist anymore and then, that same evening you broke my heart! You said you've never loved me, well at least not as a lover, but why , OH why did you play with my feelings ? Friends don't do that to each other and you know it, but it was also my fault! I was a fool to think that you would love me, 'cause I do not deserve to have someone like you, I'm not worthy of you!
I'm glad that I , at least, kept you happy during the journey of the ring, but I'm sorry that I almost ruined your live!Do not worry about that! I take full responsibility for our actions, so that you do not have to suffer! I will take all the blame and take it down with me, into my grave.
Yes Estel, I'm dying. . . I'm fading and I'm fading fast. My love for you runs too deep, to just ignore it! Know this, I am not scared of death, 'cause I rather give up my life now, than to live an eternity without your love!
I cannot face this life without you.
So goodbye Mellon-nín , Meleth-nín. . .
Live your life and never regret a thing
I love you and I always will
You are my true love
Forever yours;
Legolas Greenleaf "
He laid down the pencil and re-read his letter. He puts it in an envelope and laid it down on his table /Iwill put it under Aragorn's door after the wedding/ he tought.
He sighed
"It is time to let you go, my love. It is time to let us go" Legolas said and tears sprung into his eyes. He neglected them and started to get dressed for the wedding, Legolas knew he was not really welcome there, but he wanted to see Estel one last time.
One last time before his death, he wanted to see the man that holds his heart
hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you
and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black
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So I hope, you liked this chapter a little! I'm still sooooooo sorry for the length! But like I promised, the next chapter will be a long one ! hope you keep reading this! Luv you guys! -xxx-
Well maybe a little teaser, the next chapter it's Aragorns' wedding!