The Diary of Lily Audrey Potter

Chapter Thirty-four: Hey Big Brother

Author's Note: I am surprised I am sitting, because I seriously shouldn't, but I am anyways. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter, because this is really the second draft of this chapter. And even then I might screw around with this chapter getting it just right. Not that you care.

Another Note: I was reading through this chapter when I realized how much lacking in humor this story is. I am really sorry about that.

WARNING: Self-mutilation is discussed in this chapter. If you have an issue with this, let me know in a review, and I will e-mail a chapter summary to you.

Dedication: To my dad, because he is the bestest Dad ever. He is helping my majorly with my projects and got me a Hard Rock Café shirt!

Disclaimer: I don't own any public thing that you have either read or eaten in this story.

Author's Note Two: Review responses at the bottom.

WARNING (repeated from the top for those who don't pay attention): Self-mutilation is discussed in this chapter. If you have an issue with this, let me know in a review, and I will e-mail a chapter summary to you.

March 11th, 4:50 PM

The Library

The house elves served Big Mac's for lunch. I happened to sneak one in here for Heath, as he found an autobiography on his favorite person in the world, Albert Thompson, lead singer of the band Dead Dog, which is his favorite band.

Heath wants to ask me something, and I have homework and N.E.W.T. revisions to do.

Lily

Later, 7:10 PM

Room of Requirement

Heath wanted to take me on a candle light dinner and……..

HE ASKED ME TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND!

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!

Now you must be thinking that I am insane, to get a boyfriend after the whole Dan thing, but that's in my past. And why should my past haunt me? I owe it to myself to have at least one bit of fun, right? I mean, James has been in the hospital, Remus is still at home, and Sirius has his girlfriend and friends, and this whole time I have been the single girl who does her homework, and sits around, with the incredibly boring life. I need some FUN!

Lily

March 12th, 4:50 PM

The Common Room

I was making out with Heath when the sleeves of his robes came up. And there were scars all over them. We stopped kissing, and he just looked at me.

"Lily…" He went, but I wouldn't have any of it. I ran away, and sobbed in a corner of the common room. Heath cut himself. Why would anyone want to do that? Why would he do that? What is he hiding from me? What is so horrible that he cannot tell me about it?

I don't know, and I don't think I'll ever know.

Lily

Later, 9:00 PM

The Common Room

Heath has been trying to get in here all evening, but I don't want anything to do with him. He…he…I don't know what he did, but seeing those scars just scared me. Some of them were big and red and disgusting looking. He seemed pretty scared and ashamed that I found out. It's just…he has an issue, I don't know what it is, but I don't think I can deal with it.

Lily

Three minutes later

Same place

I just re-read what I wrote. I will once again that I sounded like a selfish bitch. What kind of person decides that they won't go out with someone because there are scars on his arms? I mean, that couldn't even have been from him, it could have been from a nasty tree or something.

Who the hell am I kidding? A tree does not do that to you. Not even the Whomping Willow. He did that to himself. I know he did. But, why?

There is an owl for me, so I am going to go.

Lily

March 13th, Breakfast

The Great Hall

At the hospital today, Remus was with James when my parents were home showering and James turned over, saw Remus and went,

"Hey big brother. What's up?" And passed out.

JAMES TALKED TO REMUS! OH MY DEAR LORD! THIS IS SO AMAZING! JAMES ISN'T DEAD!

Is anyone else in shock? Because I am. My brother is not dead, and is on the verge of recovering. I am super happy right now

Ten minutes later

Same spot

Sorry, choked on the corn I was eating. But anyway, this is really good news. I think I am going to tell Heath. Heath is talking to Drew right now, and Drew deserves to know how is best friend is doing.

JAMES ISN'T DEAD!

Lily

Later, 7:30 PM

My Dorm

I want to kill Sirius right now. He saw Heath and me in the library and punched Heath calling him a slimy jerk and a suicidal freak. Then he grabbed my hand, and dragged me out of there, and wouldn't let go of my hand until he threw me half-way up the stairs to my dorm. Then he said that if he saw me with Heath again he would kill Heath.

I don't understand it. Why would Sirius do that? What does he have against Heath? I just want to cry, he was so mean. He never had a problem when Dan and I dated, and Dan is just an idiot. I don't understand that.

And why would Sirius call Heath a suicidal freak? How can he know that much about one person who just seemed to come out of the wood work this year? I don't understand it. All I want to do is cry.

Lily

March 14th, 11:00AM

History of Magic

As seventh years, we are required to take one month of Health. I want to die. Luna, who is a healer, is teaching this class, and is talking about STD's right now. She is going on about how spells don't protect you from everything, and how you should abstain from having sex until you are married so you do not get AIDS and Crabs. It's nasty, because she is showing us pictures and they are just disgusting.

Luna is paring us up with partners so we can do a report on STD's and I have to work with Libby. I am pissed off right now, because she flipped her hair, looked at me, and said,

"Mrs. Longbottom, do I seriously have to work with this AIDS infected freak?"

I wanted to punch her then, and there.

"I do not have AIDS!" I screamed at her, and slammed my text book on my desk.

"Sure you don't," she sneered. "That's why no one goes out with you; they don't want to get AIDS. Well, besides people who are stupid and suicidal, that is." And then she walked away to gossip with her friends who know more about how to put peroxide in your hair then how to breathe.

Her statement just made me so mad. Why does everyone say that Heath is suicidal? And I know Dan is stupid, but there are honestly reasons that I didn't go out with anyone before him. AND I DO NOT HAVE AIDS!

Luna just stood there, and Binns have Libby detention, and that was that.

So besides the fact that my boyfriend has been labeled a suicidal freak, and everyone thinks I have AIDS, I now have to work with the bitch Libby.

Later, 7:45PM

The Library

I cannot find Heath anywhere. It's like he disappeared. I don't know where he went, so I sat down and started on the stupid essay for Health. I know Libby isn't going to do it, so I might as well do it.

Jay and Bray just sat down across from me, and are smiling in a freaky way.

"Lily," they say at the same time.

"We have an idea." Jay says, and pulls out a stack of paper."

"On this paper, we have come up with the ultimate prank to get back at Libby for seven years of torment." Bray said, pulling out a detailed map.

"What have you guys come up with?" I say intrigued.

"The worst prank ever." Bray says. "It'll get her for all those things she has said to you."

"First, we poison her food…"

Review Responses:

Ian: My feet's biography.

Jamie: Um…we'll see…

Jaessa: Well, yes, he is alive, and besides the pain in my ass and the sore-ness of my throat, I'm pretty good.

Aerri: I'm glad you like it. Many people think that the adults are too AU, but that's just how I see them in twenty years—off their rockers.

MTthreat: Wow. I am honored that you think I know my vampire stuff really well. The only things I really read were Interview with the Vampire by Anne Rice and almost all of 'salem's Lot by Stephen King. Otherwise, I watched too much "Van Helsing" and "Buffy." I just made the rest up. But thank you very much!

Amethyst Wolfe: Is your review an actual review, comment, or a flame? Could you explain this? I mean, you only read the first chapter, and to me that's the worst chapter, and you were already calling Lily a gothic OC. So…if you could clear that up for me, that would be great.

Author's Note 3: I know, it's a really short chapter, but I wrote it in two days, and I only posted the last chapter a week ago. So you guys should be happy.

Please review, I'll write faster, and I want at least ten reviews for this chapter. Do you all think you could do that?

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