Authoress: Faith Lee
Disclaimer: I…don't…own…
Summary: Teacher Sesshomaru and Student Kagome fight their feelings for each other; will they be able to hold on for much longer? SessKag AU
Ramblings: I had tons of fun writing the last chapter. I'm actually on my own computer and very excited, though it has two huge fans blowing on it constantly. See, the reason my computer was broken in the first place was that everything was getting too hot so we took it all out and now it's cold! And…so am I, unfortunately. Oh well. Anyway, I liked the last chapter but a lot of it was in Sesshomaru's point of view…then again, we all love him the most! Right? Well, I do anyway; especially this perverted one that I created! I love him! Faith cuddles perverted teacher Sesshomaru in her arms. Thank you to the quick reviewers! I love you! I'm way too lazy to put them up here! But I still love you! Wow no wonder this paragraph is called ramblings! Oh, and one more thing: part five? I never, ever, ever, never, ever expected it to go this long. Whoa.
Ramblings Part Two: I just got another E-mail saying there was confusion from one reviewer, judif08, who asked how old Sesshomaru was. In the last chapter, he was saying how he was going to be arrested because he was like 'forty years her senior' but he was exaggerating because looking at how young she was, was making him feel old. He is only, like, um, twenty-five, twenty-six? Somewhere around there is our Sesshomaru, I promise. I hope that cleared things up and sorry for the confusion!
Ramblings Part Three: OH MY GODS I HAVE 54 REVIEWS! I LOVE YOU!
Sun Setting
Part Five
-In the View of Kagome-
Oh Gods was he a good kisser. I thought I was going to melt in his embrace, against that strong chest, his hands on my bare skin, my hands in his glorious hair…oh kill me now, it's not going to get any better than this!
Or so I thought, until his tongue found it's way into my mouth and his fingertips brushed my breasts. I almost exploded right there! I honestly didn't think it could get any better!
But he kept proving me wrong with little caresses and his hot, sweet tongue in my mouth, entwining with mine, his fingertips on the outside of my breasts, teasing me until I felt like I was going to burst into flames under his hands.
Heat coursed through every vein in my body, my blood turning into hot lava, pulsing through my limbs and heart. I pulled him closer, molding our bodies together. I had no idea what to do with my hands, which were in his hair, so I pulled one out of the heavy mass of silver and trailed it down his smooth face and down his chest, which I could feel through his shirt.
I never thought he would respond like this.
Had I known before…I would have done this a long time ago! It would've saved me the agony of so many nights, lying in bed, thinking of him, of his face, his eyes, his hands, the strong column of his neck, his delicate collarbone leading to a fine chest with taut muscles… And now, finally, to feel these muscles pressed against my breasts, under my fingertips, against my belly and thighs…I wanted to drown in the attention he was gracing me with.
I couldn't believe he wanted me!
-In the View of Sesshomaru-
Her body was liquid beneath my hands, her breasts like small apples, her skin like the finest of silks…I wanted to gobble her up. She was just so scrumptious… Gods this was so wrong…but I can't stop.
I'm one of those men that has to finish something he started…like this. Especially this.
And her body responded so well to my caresses, little shivers, her moans that drowned inside my mouth and rang through my ears…her taut nipples poking me in the chest…oh Gods.
What would happen should someone come in and find us like this? What would they do to Kagome? What would they do to me?
Do I even care any more?
For this, ten years in prison would be worth it.
But we couldn't do it here.
And we couldn't do it anywhere else.
It had to be stopped.
But now she was pulling off my shirt, and I did not want to stop her.
Where would we go?
This is too fast!
But I have wanted it for so long, ached for her for so long…I must have her…I must.
But where?
In the View of Kagome-
His shirt was completely off now, and we were bare stomach to bare stomach. I was shuddering and I didn't know what to do about it so I did nothing. I merely kissed him and thanked everything on Earth that he was kissing me back.
I was still wondering, in my mind, if this was a dream. Had I drifted off? Was I staring into space at the desk, imagining all this in my vivid mind? Then his hand found my breast and all doubts fled from my mind.
I could never imagine something this good.
I have never been this hot.
In the View of Sesshomaru-
I was taking off what remained of her top now, getting rid of the material between our bodies. Sweat was trickling down my back and her hands were teasing my smooth chest. Her top was soon removed and I crushed her to me, tucking her head underneath my chin and moaning, stroking her hair and feeling her shudder beneath me.
Gods how I wanted her.
Gods now that we had gone this far…I knew, I knew I had to stop it…even though I didn't want to.
And with a steely resolution, I grabbed a fistful of her hair and pulled back, kissed her roughly and pushed her back, creating some distance. I turned around and dug a hand through my endlessly long silver hair. I closed my eyes and turned around. She stared at me with wide doe eyes, full of question, fear and desire.
"Sesshomaru…" she whispered, alarmed at my sudden turn around. I held out a shaky hand and smiled with trembling lips.
"Kagome…" I answered, "I…I am so…sorry, Kagome, I…this…" I struggled with my words, not wanting to hurt this beautiful girl that had already given me so much. But what I wanted to say just wouldn't come out; and tears had started to form in her ethereal eyes.
-In the View of Kagome-
What was he saying?
We were so hot a few moments ago, and I felt like my entire being was on fire. I had felt his…um…you know, on my belly and I thought I was going to burst right there!
But now he was pulling away…saying frightening things…why?
I knew he wanted me, the bulge in his pants was proof enough!
But now, this?
"This…" he started again, his face red, his eyes almost black with lust, his hair wild and beautiful behind him, his whole appearance was gorgeous… "this cannot be, Kagome." I hated the way he said my name. I tried not to look to crushed.
"What…what are you saying?" I asked with great difficulty, tears blurring my vision. He looked like he was about to cry himself.
"Kagome…" my tears spilled over and streaked my cheeks, "Oh, Kagome…" he looked like he was about to pull me into his arms but I knew better. His fingers touched my cheek and I shuddered, grabbing them and holding them there for dear life.
"Don't let go," I whispered, and, slowly, staring into his eyes, I pulled him to me and brought my lips to his. "Just don't let go."