A Sparkle of Sunshine

Chapter 6

"Unknown feelings"

Yuki's POV

I locked myself in my office a couple of hours ago, I just want to be as far away from Shuichi as possible right now. I don't want him to see the tears streaming down my face.

My heart aches… I hope he's not cheating on me with a woman… I don't want to believe it but he's always whispering the name, "Rose" and daydreaming and coming home later after work every day and sometimes comes home the next day saying he had to stay late and fell asleep at NG.

It's so hard to believe him, but I have to, I'm afraid to confront him, fearing he will leave me.

I wouldn't be able to live. He is my reason I'm here on this Earth today. I love him.

No one else can have him, they would have to kill me to have him, and even in death, I wouldn't stay away.

Maybe a child would keep us together, I mean the reason why I didn't want them before was because-

"Yuki! Please come out, we need to talk."

I tense up and wipe my eyes and open the door to be confronted by my sad lover.

Shuichi turns to walk into the bedroom and I follow, joining Shuichi on the end of the bed.

"What's wrong Yuki, you've been so distance from me for the past couple of days." Shuichi said, looking me straight in the eye.

"Well, I'm afraid to ask you, fearing you would leave me or hate me for thinking this." I said, breaking eye contact from Shuichi.

I felt Shuichi hug my waist and whisper, "I promise not to get mad, please tell me love."

I closed my eyes and regretted these words, "I have a feeling you're cheating on me."

There was silence in the room till Shuichi whispered, "And why's that?"

I'm surprised by his calmness, "Well you keep whispering a woman's name in your sleep and you always come home late or sometimes the next day, I need to know Shuichi." I said on the brink of tears.

(end of POV)

Yuki felt Shuichi break away and noticed Shuichi looked tense, "I do not." Shuichi said coldly and got up.

Yuki reached out pleading, "Please stay Shuichi, I need to know who this Rose is!" he cried.

Yuki looked surprised when Shuichi turned around, tears in his eyes as well, "I'M NOT CHEATING ON YOU!" Shuichi yelled, running out of the room and Yuki got up quickly to go after him.

Shuichi collapsed on the couch, totally bawling his eyes out and Yuki sat on the couch and forced Shuichi into his arms, "I'm sorry I ever asked, I'm so sorry."

About an hour later after everything had calmed down, Shuichi and Yuki sat together in silence, neither wanting to say anything…not wanting to ruin the precious moment.

"Um Shuichi… have you ever thought about… no maybe I shouldn't bring this up right now." Yuki bowed his head but Shuichi shook his head, "No what is it? Tell me."

Yuki looked over into Shuichi's eyes with love and sadness and smiled with hope, "Have you ever thought about us having a child? Or two? I mean, it would be nice you know, to have someone else in our lives. We've been married so long and have grown to love each other more everyday and well, I would like to share that passion with a child of our own."

Shuichi had hundreds of flashbacks all at once of the fights with Yuki about children, the pregnancy, the birth and giving his daughter away. Yuki saw Shuichi's facial reactions go from shocked to seriously furious.

Shuichi pushed Yuki away, "You didn't want children then!" Shuichi yelled but Yuki protested, "Well that was because-" Shuichi didn't want to hear Yuki's explanation again, "We aren't having any now, its too late!" Shuichi yelled, running to the neared room which was the bathroom, slammed the door, locking it and collapsed on the cold tile floor in tears.

He lifted his shirt and could feel where the incision was made, but it was now unnoticeable to the naked eye. It had to be because of his fame.

Yuki sat there, stunned as hell. He seriously wonders what was wrong with Shuichi…

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"Okay people, take a short break but if your not back here in fifteen minutes I'll shoot you." K smirked and loaded his gun.

Everyone gulped and the boys went to the lounge and Star and Kari went and sat down on a couch in the hallway.

"You seem so distance girl, tell lil ole Star what's bothering you?" Star asked, looking at Kari whose head was bowed.

"I'm trying to find my parents." Kari whispered, barely audible.

In the room next to them, Hiro was about to walk out with a box in his hands when he stopped at what he heard Kari say. He froze and decided to listen.

"What do you mean? Are they here in Japan? That's cute! They came all the way from America!" Star smiled but only saw tears on Kari's face, "Didn't I tell you? I was adopted… and I was hoping to find my parents here in Japan if at all possible."

"Oh hunny…. I didn't know! I'm so sorry, do you know their names?" Star asked but Kari only shook her head in a no.

"All I have… are these lyrics… that… my birth father wrote to me." Kari whispered pulling out the lyrics from her back pocket.

Star was confused as hell, "Wait birth father!"

Kari sighed, "Yeah, a guy can have a baby nowadays. I find it fascinating that a guy would go that length to have a girl like me, but why was I given up? For a guy to do that is a major health risk and it's not very cheap."

Hiro felt his heart racing. Could it be? Well hell, Shuichi was the only guy in Japan that he knew of having a baby. Hiro had a flash back of holding that little bundle of joy. Her deep golden eyes with wisps of strawberry hair.

There was no doubt.

Kari was Yuki and Shuichi's daughter.

Hiro thought of something, "But Yuki doesn't even know of his daughter and Shuichi would probably lose his only love. But Kari wants to know her parents, its eating at her inside… what's a guy to do?"

"Well I'll do everything in my power to find them with you Kari!" Star winked which made Kari smile.

"Hey Kari."

Kari looked up and there stood Kin. She blushed lightly, "Hey Kin, what's up?"

Kin grinned, "Nothing much, just here to play a few songs for a recording, how about you?"

"Oh, just on break, well I hope to see you later! I have to get back to work." Kari smiled and left with Star.

Star smirked, "You like him."

Kari's blushed deepened, "What! No, no, well, yeah sorta."

Star giggled, "No girl, you've got it bad."

Kari hung her head again, "Not only can't I find my parents but now I have my friends making fun of me because I like Kin."

"I'm not making fun of you! I just think it's cute and you two would make an adorable couple!" Star smiled

"Okay people, let's get back to work." K said, loading his gun.

"Doesn't he ever stop loading his gun?" Kari whispered, only to receive a serious look from K.

Kari and Star looked at one another, giggled and ran into the recording room. K smiled at the strawberry blonde…she looks so much…like Shuichi…

"I wonder…" K thought, getting back to work with Forbidden Rose.

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Later that night, about an hour before Kari was to arrive home, Shuichi was going from room to room, cleaning.

Yuki was in his office and knew something was seriously bugging Shuichi… he only cleans like this when something is bothering him.

Shuichi peaked into Kari's room and it was in good condition. All it needed was to be vacuumed.

Shuichi started to pick up a few things off the floor and set them onto her bed, when there was a something white on the floor.

Shuichi picked it up and flipped it over. It was his picture of Rose when she was a baby.

"How did this get here?" Shuichi wondered, sticking it into his pocket and continued with what he was doing.

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Oooooooooooooh man, so many things are all going on at once in this story! Oh and the whole picture thing at the end, yeah I mentioned that she dropped something that went unnoticed. Sorry that I haven't updated lately, I've been very busy but I'm always thinking of this story! Honest!

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