Crimson Regret: By Delusional Poison

I tried to kill the pain

But only brought more

I lay dying

And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

I'm Dying, Praying, Bleeding and Screaming

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?

Ginny Weasley sat at her desk in her room, writing a note to her loved ones. In the note she explained what she had done and why. It was a suicide note.

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

Just sitting there made her remember some of the worst things that had happened to her that year. First, she had turned gothic and pierced her navel and her entire left ear as well as her tongue and nose, turning all her friends against her in fear. Second, before she turned Goth, she'd asked Harry out and he'd laughed in her face before realizing that she was serious and then turned her down. And third, she'd gotten detention for something she didn't do.

Do you remember me?

Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side?

Or will you forget me

I'm Dying, Praying, Bleeding and Screaming

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?

My God, My tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, My tourniquet

Return to me salvation

Ginny lay there on her bed, watching the blood spurt out of her wrists, waiting for the last drops to fall to the floor, leaving her Lifeless, Painless, Free.

My wounds cry for the grave

My soul cries for deliverance

Will I be denied, Christ

Tourniquet

My Suicide.

Dear parents, friends and loved ones,

Yes, today at 12:34am I decided to commit suicide.

If you're asking why, I was sick of competing for my parents' love, sick of being alone, sick of the pain of living. I'm sorry for the pain this may cause you but you have to understand. Live long, healthy lives and I will comfort you with the hope that I have a fast, peaceful death. With lifetimes of love- Ginny Weasley.

A/N: okay, what do you all think? I've posted song fics up on this site before and gotten no reviews so please just tell me what you think, although I really HATE flames. Review PLEASE!