Warning: Shonen-ai and strong language

Pairings: Dark x Riku, Dark x Daisuke, Krad x Satoshi

"Speech"

Flashback

This fic has point of view changes and all flashbacks are in third person point of view.

Disclaimer: I do not own D.N.Angel. I'm very poor…

Japanese Terms:

Itsumo – Always.

Together Itsumo: Chapter Five

(Daisuke's P.O.V.)

I knew going to see Dr. Aizawa would be a waste of time, but did anyone listen to me? Nooo. I've been in her office for the last hour, but I haven't spoken a word. She doesn't seem angry though; she must have a lot of patience. She said all this crap about how she wants to be my friend and that she wants to help me.

Bullshit. She's just doing what she's being paid to do. She doesn't give a damn about me. Who does she think she is? I never asked for her help!

"Tell me about your friends," Dr. Aizawa requests.

Friends?

What friends?

I'm completely alone; I have no friends. I thought Dark was my friend, but I guess I was mistaken. He wasn't my friend. Maybe I should answer the old hag, at least then she'll quit staring.

"I have no friends," I state calmly.

She frowned for a moment.

Wasn't the answer you were looking for? Well, too bad.

"What about Dark?" She asks.

How did she know about Dark? I really don't want to talk about him. Let's talk about something else.

"Your foster mother tells me you two are inseparable. Isn't he your friend?" She asks.

God I hate her voice. It sounds too sweat to be real. She's probably faking it. She probably forgets about her patients when she's spending all her money on new shoes or something. It's all about money. That's all we are to her; a way for her to make cash.

"You're mistaken, Dark isn't my friend," I calmly tell her.

I look over to the clock. Times up. Before Emiko-san dropped me off here, I asked her to let me walk home. I felt like being alone. I have lots of things to think about. Dr. Aizawa tells me I have a lot of pain and anger buried deep inside of me. She says I bottled up everything for too long. What does he know?

(Emiko's P.O.V.)

I'm very worried about Daisuke. He's been acting so strange lately. He's no longer quiet and shy; he's become angry and outspoken. I knew it would happen eventually. He's been hiding his feelings for so long and it was only a matter of time before he let them all out.

I don't know what, but something finally pushed Daisuke over the edge. Maybe it has something to do with Dark? We don't talk anymore. He'd finally starting to talk to me about things, but now he's closed himself off from everyone. I want to help him. He's suffered for so long and he deserves to be happy.

SLAM

I guess Daisuke's home.

"How was the session?" I ask, as he walks through the front door.

"Fine," he responds.

"I haven't seen Dark around much," I state.

He stiffens and tries to pretend my comment doesn't bother him. I know it does. His eyes looked so sad and hurt when I mention Dark's name.

"Daisuke…did you have a fight with Dark?" I ask.

He turns around to face me and says, "No, we didn't have a fight. I just finally realized that I don't need him."

He looked so emotionless at that moment. I watched him head to his room. I went to the kitchen to start dinner, but I couldn't help but worry about Daisuke.

(Daisuke's P.O.V)

BEEP

BEEP

Stupid alarm. I got up and got ready for school. I could smell bacon and eggs; Emiko-san must be making breakfast. We didn't speak all through breakfast. She drove me to school in silence.

I hate school and everyone in it. Everyone won't stop talking about how I ran out of the classroom the other day. They all thought it was hilarious. When the teacher isn't looking, people will send me notes with hurtful words or pictures. They whisper nasty things to me as they walk by my desk.

On my way to get my textbooks from my locker, someone tripped me. After gym, I found out that someone had thrown away my clothes. I had to spend the rest of the day in my gym clothes. It seemed like the pranks and teasing were worse than before.

Everyone had it in for me and there was nothing I could do. If I told the teacher, it'd get worse. It's not like they'd believe me anyway. How can you explain that every student wants to make you miserable? They'd think I was crazy. If I told Emiko-san, she'd just worry and make a big deal about it.

Oh great, it was Himeko and Kyou. They loved to torture me more than anything else in the world. That girl…Sakura, she's always with them, but she never says anything mean to me. I guess I should be glad that there's at least one person who doesn't have it in for me.

"Hey Daisuke, I hear you you're seeing a psychologist," Kyou casually announces.

"I knew you weren't right in the head," giggled Himeko.

Sakura just stayed silent. I have no idea how they found out. I've only been to one session. It was yesterday, so how did they find out so fast?

"Maybe you're doctor can help you get a new personality," sneered Kyou.

Shut up!

"Maybe you should find a good plastic surgeon while you're at it," Himeko laughed.

Shut up!

Why won't they leave me alone?

Come on Daisuke, stand up yourself.

Stop being so weak and stand up for yourself.

Don't let them hurt you!

"S-shut up!" I stuttered.

All three of them looked at me as if I had grown an extra head or something. I guess they're surprised. This is the first time I've ever stood up for myself. Hell, I'm surprised I stood up for myself. I did it!

"Sooo, the loser finally grew a backbone," taunted Kyou.

Please stop…

Himeko was laughing hard, Kyou wouldn't stop taunting me, and Sakura just stared. I guess I finally snapped because the next thing I knew, my fist connecting with Kyou's jaw. I'd never done something like that before.

He fell to the floor and started screaming in pain. I didn't even hit him that hard. He was bleeding and half his face was turning purple. He looked silly. I guess I shouldn't be enjoying the fact that someone got hurt, but I couldn't help it.

"DON'T EVER TALK TO ME LIKE THAT AGAIN!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

Fortunately, no one had seen me hit Kyou. He told Yumi-sensei, but I told her he had fallen down. Sakura, to my surprise, backed me up. Sakura was the teacher's pet, so she believed her. Besides, Yumi-sensei couldn't believe that I would actually hit someone. She made Kyou apologize and made us get to our next class.

(Dark's P.O.V.)

I decided to go to Riku's house after school. Everything was fine before but now, Riku's mad about something. She's yelling really loud. How can someone so small be so loud?

"ARE YOU EVEN PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT I'M SAYING!" She screamed.

"Not really," I mutter.

It's the truth, but she seems even angrier than before. I never realized how annoying Riku could be. Does she have to talk all the time? Why can't we do something else? She's so boring. She's sitting down now. She's got a serious expression on her face. I don't like this. She looks just like my mom did before she gave me the sex talk…it was horrifying and I think she scarred me for life.

"Dark…do you not like me anymore?" Riku asks me slowly.

What do I tell her? Should I tell her about how lately I've been thinking dirty thought about my male friend? Maybe I can describe all the fantasies I've had about Daisuke? Maybe Riku knows why these things are happening, because I sure don't.

"Er…well…there's someone who I…" I mutter.

"I knew it!" Riku shrieks. "There's someone else! You've been cheating on me!"

"What! I haven't cheated on you!" I say in a louder voice than before.

"You've been treating me like crap!"

"I have not!"

"YOU KNOW WHAT! SCREW YOU! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!"

"Riku…please don't do this…" I whisper.

She was breaking up with me…

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" She yelled.

I got up and left. Riku had just dumped me and Daisuke hates me. What can I do to make it all better? You know what? I think I'm more upset about Daisuke hating me than about Riku dumping me. I should be devastated that Riku dumped me, but I'm not.

(Riku's P.O.V.)

I cannot believe I ever dated that asshole. He's probably cheated on me multiple times. I thought he loved me, so why did he hurt me? Oh great, I'm crying now. He was my first boyfriend…my first kiss…

I thought we'd end up getting married and having kids when we were older, but it's all over now. He's gone and I'm all alone. Who did he cheat on me with? Who was she? Was she prettier than me? Was it sex? Why? Who did I lose you to, Dark?

(Daisuke's P.O.V.)

Once again, I was forced to come to this stupid woman's office. Emiko-san says I have to go twice a week. It was three days ago that I had my first session with her and two days ago that I beat the crap out of Kyou. I still haven't seen Dark. I've gotten really good at becoming invisible. There's only one other person in the waiting room besides me, a boy with blue hair. He looks like he doesn't want to be here either.

"Why are you here?" He asks me.

"Huh?" I respond.

I have no idea what he's talking about.

"I mean, what's your problem. Are you crazy? You've got to have some sort of issue if you're here," he calmly states.

What is my problem? I have no idea. I never thought I had some sort of problem.

"I don't know," I reply.

"I'm Satoshi," he introduces himself.

"I'm Daisuke," I tell him.

"Why are you here?" I ask.

Satoshi chuckled.

"Well…my parents say that they weren't there for me when I was a child, and that I looked for love in the arms of a man," he calmly tells me. "It's a bunch of crap. They just don't like my boyfriend. It's true they that (Got that backwards, "that they" not, "they that") weren't there for me, but they make it sound like I'm whoring myself off to a random guy. I love my boyfriend and who I date is my business."

"Er…I see," I respond.

What was I supposed to say?

"You wanna go somewhere?" Satoshi asks.

I wasn't supposed to leave, but I didn't want to spend and hour and a half staring at that woman.

"Sure, let's go," I tell him.

(Satoshi's P.O.V.)

I thought Daisuke was interesting. We went to the art museum and I was surprised by his vast knowledge. Everyone knew him by name, so he must come here often. I enjoyed spending time with Daisuke. I looked at my watch.

"Hey Daisuke," I called out.

"Yeah?" He answered.

"I'm supposed to meet my boyfriend in half an hour…"

"Oh, I see."

His face fell and I could tell he was trying hard to keep that smile on his face.

"Wanna come with?" I asked.

"Really?" He asked eagerly.

"Sure, come one."

I dragged him into a café and waited for my boyfriend. He'd better not be late this time! The other day he made up some ridiculous excuse about running over a kid and having to drive him home. What a lame excuse!

VROOM

There he is.

(Krad's P.O.V.)

I came to meet up with Satoshi and sitting next to him was the kid I'd run over. That was certainly surprising.

"You're the guy that ran me over!" The kid screamed.

Satoshi raised an eyebrow at the kid's outburst.

"You mean you weren't lying?" Satoshi asked.

"No! I told you, but you just didn't believe me!" I exclaimed.

"How did you not notice Daisuke?" Satoshi asked me.

Okay, so maybe it's hard to miss someone with hair that red…

"I wasn't paying attention…" I mumbled.

Satoshi rolled his eyes.

"Anyway, Daisuke this is my boyfriend Krad, Krad this is Daisuke," Satoshi introduced.

"What are we all standing around for? Let's go have some fun!" I suggested.

"Okay!" Answered Daisuke.

The three of us ended up spending the whole day together. I had lots of fun and so did Satoshi. Daisuke seemed like a good kid and when he wasn't yelling at you, he was hard to dislike. I had a feeling Daisuke and I would become friends, even if I did run him over.

TBC…………

For those of you that wanted to know, my GPA is a 97 out of a 100. I don't know what kind of grading scale is used at your school, but my mine does it out of a hundred. I just saw my English grade and I almost fainted. I got an 88. AN 88! That's so bad… Also, in honors classes, if you start making C's, you get kicked out and put into regular classes. I want an A! So unfair… The semester isn't over yet so I have to work twice as hard. Right now the only Honors classes I have are English and Geometry. Next year I'm only going to take four honors classes. English II, Spanish III, Algebra II, and World History. I'm still a freshmen if you wanted to know.