Warning: Shonen-ai and strong language

Pairings: Dark x Riku, Dark x Daisuke, Krad x Satoshi

"Speech"

Flashback

This fic has point of view changes and all flashbacks are in third person point of view.

Disclaimer: I do not own D.N.Angel. I'm very poor…

Japanese Terms:

Itsumo – Always.

Together Itsumo: Chapter Six

(Daisuke's P.O.V.)

Emiko-san was thrilled when I introduced Krad and Satoshi to her. I guess she was glad I was making new friends. I had gotten very close to Satoshi and Krad. Ever since we met, we have hung out together every day. When I'm with Krad and Satoshi, I don't feel lonely or unwanted. Sometimes, I even forget about him…Dark.

I heard he's no longer dating Riku. I wonder what happened. They seemed so happy…maybe it was something I did. After all, everything is my fault. I hope Dark is okay. Dark really loves Riku, what could have happened? They made the perfect couple…so why?

Everyone said they were meant for each other. They looked perfect standing side by side. I couldn't understand it. Dark had been in love with her for years; why did he give up so easily. But, if Riku could be thrown away so easily, I guess I could be too.

If he had let go of the only woman he ever loved without a fight, why would he even care that I wasn't his friend anymore? Dark had plenty of other friends. He didn't need me. I still haven't spoken to Dark yet. In fact, I haven't seen him in a long time. I'm still avoiding him. He doesn't seem to mind, though…

No!

Think about something else!

Krad goes to my school. I asked him why I hadn't seen him around; he says he doesn't show up too often. Satoshi goes to a very prestigious school. It's some fancy private school for smart kids. Krad has decided to come to school more often, that way, we can spend more time together.

People have backed off considerably. I think that maybe Krad threatened them. I'm very grateful for his help. I don't think I could have taken another minute of their cruel words and pranks.

"Daisuke!"

I heard Krad call my name; in fact, I think everyone at school heard him call my name. They all moved aside and led him through. It turns out Krad is very feared at school. He's a delinquent or something. The look on Kyou's face was priceless when he realized I was friends with Krad.

He never bothered me again. In fact, people have started to ignore me. I guess it's better than being picked on… I wonder if Dark knows I'm friends with Krad, he probably wouldn't care anyway.

"Daisukeeee, I'm booooored!" Krad whined as he hugged me by my waist.

"What do you want me to do about it?" I asked.

"Entertain me," Krad said as he pouted.

"How?" I inquired.

"You could dance for me," Krad suggested.

I did not like the perverted wink he sent me, so I hit him over the head with my textbook.

"You're so mean," Krad whined.

"Shut up and get to class pervert," I said playfully.

He laughed and then walked me to my next class.

(Dark's P.O.V.)

I hate that guy!How dare he hug Daisuke like that and how can Daisuke ignore all the lewd comments he makes. I just want to kick that guy's ass. But, at least he can protect Daisuke. How could I have been so blind? I never noticed all the teasing before. Daisuke was suffering and I never did anything about it.

Daisuke doesn't know this, but I saw him punch Kyou. I had never seen Daisuke look so mad before. In fact, I had never seen Daisuke angry before. He was always so calm and peaceful; I guess I just assumed nothing ever bothered him. I was wrong.

HE'S WALKING DAISUKE TO CLASS!

I used to be the one that walked Daisuke to class. I used to be the one he laughed and had fun with, but not anymore. I still had my old friends, but they weren't as fun to be around like Daisuke was. Daisuke could make anything fun. He always brightened up your day.

BRIIIING

I better get to class. If I'm late one more time, I'll get detention. Stupid teacher.

(Krad's P.O.V.)

I noticed this guy staring at Daisuke. Maybe he has a crush on the cute redhead. I hope Daisuke finds someone. Sometimes, he just seems so sad and alone. I think he's gone through a lot of shit, but he won't tell me about his past.

Should I go to class? What do I have next?

"You should get to your Physics class," Daisuke whispers.

What would I do without him?

"Where i-"

"Room 130," Daisuke stated.

"Thank you!" I exclaim and glomped him.

He giggles and heads to class.

"Hey!"

I turn around and face this girl. I think she's in Daisuke's English class. She blushes and then hands me an invitation.

"Um…I was wondering if you could come to my birthday party…" She mumbles.

Himeko! That's her name. I remember people gossiping about her having a crush on me. I also know she loves to pick on Daisuke. A party would be fun…but it's no fun without Daisuke.

"I'll go if you invite Daisuke Niwa," I tell the blushing girl.

"Absolutely!" She exclaims.

She must have fallen hard for me, not that I could blame her. She giggles and walks away. I probably made her day. I headed to class. I think I almost gave my teacher a heart attack. I had been to class every day this week and hadn't been late once. I even did all my homework and extra credit projects to raise my grade. I turned in all my late work; I had risen from an F to a solid B.

The girls in my class swooned once I entered the room. I got asked out on many dates, but turned them all down. Satoshi would probably cry if I cheated on him, then he'd beat me half to death. Satoshi got scary when he became upset. I took a seat in the back and waited for class to be over.

(Daisuke's P.O.V.)

Finally! My last class was over and it was Friday! I love Friday! Now, where's Krad?

"DAISUKE!"

I was tackled to the ground by a blonde blur.

"Get off, Krad!" I yelled.

"Okay," he answered.

All of a sudden, I felt myself lifted off the ground. Krad slung me over his shoulder and began to walk in the direction of his house. I had already asked Emiko-san to let me stay at Krad's house, she said yes since it was a Friday. I really didn't mind him carrying me. Sure people were staring at us, but they stopped when Krad glared at them. It was kind of fun being carried around.

"What are we doing tonight?" I asked.

"We're going to a party!" Krad cheerfully stated.

"Does Satoshi know this?" I asked.

Satoshi had made it clear that he did not enjoy going to parties. In fact, Satoshi didn't like anything that involved him being in a room full of people. He hated anything that required him to be social. If it weren't for Krad, Satoshi would never leave his house. Krad and I were the only people Satoshi had conversations with. Most people couldn't get him to say more than three words.

"Um…well no…" Krad muttered.

"I see," I stated smugly.

"Don't worry about it, he'll come!"

When we reached his house, Krad put me down. Satoshi was already there. He looked like he had had a rough day. His hair was a mess and his clothes were wrinkled. Most people would dismiss this and say he's just being a teenager, but Krad and I knew better. Satoshi was a neat freak. Everything had to be in order and clean. Satoshi would probably freak if his books weren't in alphabetical order or if his clothes weren't categorized. I though this was odd. Then again, we did meet in a psychologist's office.

"Hi Satoshi!" I greeted my friend enthusiastically.

"Hey…" he muttered.

"You look so tired and stressed. Do you know what will make you feel better?" Asked Krad.

"What?" Satoshi grumbled.

"A party!" Krad exclaimed.

Satoshi groaned.

"I'm tired Krad, I do not want to waste my time hanging out with a bunch of idiots," Satoshi stated.

I didn't want to go either, but Krad was really excited about it, so I went along with it. I gave Satoshi my best pout and made my eyes extra big. Satoshi's a sucker for my pout. It only took thirty seconds before he caved.

"Please Satoshi," I begged.

"Alright I'll go," Satoshi replied.

(Riku's P.OV.)

I knew Dark would be here, he loves parties. I was never much of a party person, but I went because Dark loves them. I'd do anything for him. Dark is the only guy I've ever been in love with. Even though I was the one to end the relationship, I want him back. I miss him so much and I can't live without him.

I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions and I at least should have listened to what he had to say before I dumped him. I had some time to think things through, and I want to be his girlfriend again.

I just hope he can forgive me. I really do love him, it's just that lately he's been acting like he doesn't care about me. I guess I was afraid he'd found someone better. I found Himeko and gave her the gift I bought her, but there was still no sign of Dark. Maybe he didn't show up?

That was unusual; Dark went to all the parties. Sometime he went to five parties a night. I was wearing a new dress I had bought just for this occasion. Usually, I wouldn't be caught dead in a dress, but I wanted to make Dark want me back. I would have Dark.

(Daisuke's P.O.V.)

I watched people dance. Everyone looked so happy and like they were having fun. I tried to have fun, but I just couldn't. We had only arrived an hour ago and I already wanted to go home. I wouldn't complain, though. Krad had been really excited about this party and I didn't want to spoil his fun.

I hadn't wanted to come in the first place, but Krad had been very excited about it. I had been surprised when Himeko handed me the invitation during class. She hates me, so I assumed she wouldn't want me to ruin her special day. I never got invited to parties, not even when I was friends with Dark. Dark would drag me along and whoever was hosting the party would tolerate me because I was Dark's friend.

I don't think Dark ever noticed that I was never invited to parties. Sometimes he'd go to parties and not tell me. He would tell me he thought it wasn't something I would be interested in. How would he know? He never even asked me! Okay, so maybe I don't like parties…but it would have been nice if he had asked me.

Parties always made me uncomfortable. People would gossip about me at my face, they'd throw things at me, shove me, or anything that would embarrass me. It was like a tradition at all the parties I went to; see who can make Daisuke miserable.

I wonder where Satoshi and Krad are? They're probably making out in a closet somewhere… I bet Himeko will be disappointed. Everyone knows she's in love with Krad. Everyone except Himeko knew Krad was gay. It would come as a nasty shock when she realized that her crush was in love with another man. I almost felt sorry for her…almost. It was hard to feel sorry for someone that tormented you.

"Mmm, this is really good!"

"Yum!"

"Let me try some!"

What are they talking about? Punch? Everyone seems to really like that punch…maybe I should try some. Hey! This is good! It smells kind of weird, but the taste is awesome. I should go back to looking for Krad and Satoshi.

(Riku's P.O.V.)

I finally spotted Dark; he was talking with a bunch of guys. I never actually thought of what I would say to him once he got here. All I could do was stare at him. He looked so hot and perfect. I wanted to walk up to him and make everything better. I wanted him to take me back, but I couldn't move.

Dark finally saw me. He was drunk; I could tell by the way that he was walking. He wasn't slurring his words yet, but he was already acting strangely. This isn't what I wanted. I wanted Dark to tell me he loves me and that he wants me back. I don't want to have a conversation with a drunk teen that couldn't stop giggling.

"Hi Rikuuu!" Dark called.

He had a big smile.

"Hi…" I answered.

"This is soooo much fun!" Dark happily said.

He was still drinking; but oddly enough, what was in his cup didn't look like alcohol… It doesn't matter what Dark's getting drunk off of.

"Sure…" I replied.

"You know, I was sad when you left me…" He said sadly.

"You were?" I asked, surprised by what Dark had just said.

"Yup…I missed you," Dark whispered.

My heart raced. Was he saying that he wanted to get back together?

"I missed you too," I whispered back.

"You're pretty, Riku," Dark told me.

"Thank you," I told Dark.

"Daisuke is prettier, tough," he stated.

My heart sank. Daisuke! What was he talking about? What does Daisuke have to do with anything? Why doesn't he ever shut up about Daisuke!

"Daisuke is soooo soft," he giggled.

How would he know this…?

What the hell!

"If you tickle his tummy, he giggles like a girl."

This was just…weird.

I don't want to know how Dark found this out…

"He's sooo adorable and I just wan to hold him forever," Dark said while wrapping his arms around himself.

Is Dark…in love with Daisuke? Why is he talking about him nonstop? They're not even friends anymore!

"Who do you love more?" I asked with a shaky voice.

He stared at me and then smiled.

"Daisuke," he whispered.

I ran. I had to get out of there. Maybe he's too drunk to realize what he's saying…or maybe he's really in love with Daisuke. I don't understand. I'm so confused and…I feel so betrayed. Had he always been in love with Daisuke? Was our relationship just a game to him? Why Dark? Why?

(Daisuke's P.O.V.)

I can't seem to walk strait and I still haven't found Satoshi or Krad. Everything's so fussy and my head is starting to hurt. I feel kind of sick. Maybe it's something I ate? But I haven't eaten anything. All I've had is six glasses of that punch. I should stop drinking so much punch, but it tastes so good. I can't seem to get enough of the stuff!

"Oww…" I mumbled.

I just tripped over someone. People should watch where they lay down…

Oh my god!

There are two people making out on the floor! No one seems to mind, though. There are lots of people making out. Some people are just passed out on the floor, though. I hope they're okay. Everyone seems so…silly.

No one is acting like themselves at all. I wonder what's wrong with them… It's like they have no control over their actions. People are doing the stupidest things… Maybe they're drunk, but where'd they get alcohol? Maybe I'm drunk too…

That would explain a lot. I can't seem to concentrate and I feel sick. Wait. Who's that? There's someone in front of me… I wonder what they want… This person is standing too close to me. I don't like it. Go away! Hey buddy, you're invading my personal space!

"Goo way," I slur.

Damn! I can't speak correctly.

SLAM

Oww, the person just slammed me against the wall. It hurts… They've have me pinned against the wall; I can't seem to get free.

What are they-?

Oh my god! This person is kissing me! My first kiss! What do I do? I can tell it's a guy…but nothing else. I can't see his face, but I can somewhat see their outline. My eyes aren't working well either. Everything is spinning and things look fuzzy. Who is this guy? He seems familiar…

Why is he doing this? He's starting to suck on my neck. This feels so nice…I don't want him to stop…but I can't do this! No… I can't seem to get my body to obey me. I'm not moving.

Huh? Where are we going? He's leading me somewhere…but I don't know where. Everything's just too fuzzy. We left the party and now we're walking down the street. I don't know how long he's been dragging me, but we're at someone's house right now. I should struggle more, but I'm not. I'm letting him drag me to this strange place. I should go back to the party and find Satoshi and Krad…

The man had trouble finding his keys, but he finally got the front door open. He's leading me down the hall. We pass the kitchen, the living room, and several doors. We're in a bedroom now. He threw me onto the bed and pinned me down. I'm trapped, but I'm not scared. He smells so nice and I feel safe when he holds me…

No!

"Swhap," I say. I was trying to say stop, but I can't make the right sounds for words.

He's unbuttoning my shirt now. I don't want him to do anything else to me. He's whispering into my ear now.

"You're so beautiful…"

Me?

"I want you."

Somebody wants me…

"I need you so much…"

Need…me…?

He's telling me such nice things…

This person is telling me the things I've wanted to hear the most. He's so warm… I can't seem to be able to make myself struggle. My brain is screaming for me to leave and stay away from this person, but I can't. Why am I letting him do this? Why?

I should have stopped him when he started to kiss me, but I didn't. The kiss felt so right and wonderful, I wanted more. He tasted so sweet and delicious. I didn't even struggle as he took off my clothes. My clothes were scattered all over the floor along with his. I loved feeling his bare skin against mine.

I did nothing as he planted hickeys all over my body. There were probably going to be huge marks all over my body in the morning. He groped me and touched me everywhere. It felt really good. I just let him do as he pleased and even started to kiss back. He seemed pleased when I responded. I had no idea where I was or who this man was, but I didn't care or try to escape. I did absolutely nothing as he took my virginity with his flesh.

TBC……..