Warning: Shonen-ai and strong language

Pairings: Dark x Riku, Dark x Daisuke, Krad x Satoshi

"Speech"

Flashback

This fic has point of view changes and all flashbacks are in third person point of view.

Disclaimer: I do not own D.N.Angel. I'm very poor…

Japanese Terms:

Itsumo – Always.

Together Itsumo: Chapter Eight

(Riku's P.O.V.)

I had the pictures in my hands, they were of Daisuke and Dark doing…couple like things. I was having second thoughts about using them against Dark, though. Originally, I had planned to spread the pictures all around school to humiliate Dark. But now, I don't think I can go through with it. I looked at the pictures again.

It made me sick to look at them. One showed Dark and Daisuke kissing and another of Daisuke sitting in Dark's lap. They did all kinds of things Dark and I never did together. We never got past kissing. We never talked about sex either. Is that it? Did he leave me because I wouldn't put out? Is it really over sex?

I just kept wishing it was me, not Daisuke, in the picture. At fist, I just thought Daisuke was annoying. He would follow Dark everywhere and, let's face it, the kid had no backbone. Daisuke was weak and a bully magnet. He'd just do whatever Dark told him to do. Now, though, I hated Daisuke. I wished bad things would happen to him.

I wanted to ruin Daisuke's life. I wanted him to suffer and be unhappy. I'd never had such negative emotions towards someone before. It was a little scary, how much hatred I had for Daisuke. I wanted to rip out all of his red hair. I felt like clawing his eyes out. I wanted to break every bone in his body and watch as he withered in pain. Dark always said Daisuke's hair was the perfect shade of red. Dark loved Daisuke's eyes. He used to say how soft Daisuke's skin was.

Why didn't I see the signs? He used to always find some way to drag Daisuke into the conversation. He'd never shut up about Daisuke. I never noticed… How could I have been so stupid! I should have seen it coming! Dark loved Daisuke for a long time.

Without even trying, he had succeeded in stealing my boyfriend away. The little bastard. I HATE him. Yesterday I saw how much Dark loved Daisuke more than me. I followed them around to get the pictures; they didn't even notice I was there. A blonde guy had also hung out with them, but he wasn't important. The only thing I cared about right now, were the pictures I held in my hands.

I sighed. I couldn't do it. My conscience just wouldn't let me do something so petty and evil. Even though I wanted revenge, I couldn't bring myself to hurt Daisuke and Dark this way. Don't get me wrong, I hate both Dark and Daisuke and wish they'd both rot in hell, but this wasn't me. I wasn't the kind of person that sought revenge. I put the pictures in my desk drawer and left for school.

(Daisuke's P.O.V.)

Yesterday was the worst day of my life. Since Satoshi wasn't feeling well, Krad, Dark and I went out. We ended up going to the park for a while. Dark was all over me! He wouldn't stop touching and groping me! The mothers were horrified. You should have seen them run away with their children.

One kid asked, "Mommy, why is that boy kissing that other boy?"

Krad thought it was funny.

The mother replied, "They're going against the Lord and damming themselves to hell."

Krad laughed harder. I didn't think it was funny. Dark was making me look bad! I couldn't escape him. Every time I was nearby, he took it upon himself to grope me…in sensitive areas. He had never acted this way before, so why how? It's probably because he said he loved me… Just because he said he loved me, doesn't mean I'm going to sleep with him…again. He has no right to sexually harass me, regardless of his feelings.

Who does he think I am? I'm not some hopeless romantic that'll melt from hearing three little words. I'm never speaking to Dark again. I was doing fine; I was finally getting over him! Why did he have to come back can tell me what I wanted to hear the most?

"Daisuke! You're going to be late for school!" My foster mother called from downstairs.

Not my foster mother…my mother. Emiko and I talked last night. She's going to adopt me! I was so happy when she told me. I didn't want her to leave like the others. I ran downstairs, grabbed my bag, and headed out the door. Mom had an important meeting this morning, so I had to walk to school today. When I neared the building, I slowed down and looked around.

I wanted to make sure Dark wasn't hiding somewhere. Sure I sounded paranoid, but I didn't want the guy to molest me at school. I had a feeling he was waiting for me…

"Daisuke!"

Please tell me that's Krad…with a different voice. No such luck. Dark hugged me around the waist causing us both to fall down painfully. People stared at us for a moment before moving on.

"Get off, Dark," I grumbled.

"No way!" Dark replied.

"Leave me alone!" I exclaimed.

"Why?" Asked Dark.

"Because I don't want you around!" I shouted.

Dark looked hurt.

"You told me you loved me…so why?" Whispered Dark.

"You don't really love me…you're a liar," I coldly stated.

I pushed Dark off of me and walked towards my next class. It seemed Dark wasn't going to give up so easily, because he grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of school.

"Where are you taking me!" I angrily asked.

Dark ignored me and continued to drag me after him. I didn't like being ignored and I didn't like being bossed around. I tried to pull away, but Dark just wouldn't let go. I recognized the street. We were headed to his house. I didn't want to go there. The last time I was there…we…

You know, I was very upset at first, but now, I don't mind that I lost my virginity to Dark. I couldn't think of anyone else I wanted to give my virginity to. It just seemed so…right. Dark said he loved me…but I can't believe him. We entered his home. Dark locked the door and turned to face me.

"What is your problem!" He asked.

"You!" I shouted back.

"I told you I love you and you freak out!" Dark shouted at me.

"I didn't freak! I knew you were lying!" I countered.

"I DO LOVE YOU!" Dark screamed.

"NO! YOU WERE JUST LOOKING FOR A QUICK SCREW!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. It was a good thing none of Dark's neighbor's were home.

"That's not true…" Dark muttered.

"I hate you…" I whispered.

My whole body was shocking and I felt so much rage. I hated Dark for lying to me like that…but I hated myself even more for believing his lies were true. I was such and an idiot. Dark was just using me like he always has. Was this some sort of cruel joke or prank? Why was Dark hurting me like this?

Why was he mocking my feelings? I had poured out my heart to him and he was treating it like a joke. He was so cruel… Why? It would have been easier if he had just rejected me. Hearing those wonderful words come from his mouth and to know he didn't mean them, it just hurt so much.

"I HATE YOU!" I screamed.

"Why won't you believe me!" Dark asked.

"You're such a bastard…how can you be so cruel? Saying such things and not meaning them…you're low, Dark," I stated with fury.

(Dark's P.O.V.)

I meant everything I said, so why didn't Daisuke believe me? What did I have to do to make him understand how much I love him? Oh god! He was crying again. It hurt every time I made him cry. I wanted to make all his pain go away.

"Daisuke…" I whispered.

I wanted to hold him and tell him everything would be fine.

"Stay way from me. Never come near me again. I want you out of my life," stated Daisuke, in a cold tone.

Please don't go!

Daisuke was shaking. He looked so angry and hurt.

SMACK

Daisuke slapped me hard across the face.

"You're such a loser, Dark. Maybe that's why Riku broke up with you. She realized how low and trashy you were," Daisuke sneered.

"Shut up!" I exclaimed.

Daisuke's taken this too far. He's changed. When did he become so uncaring and violent? What happened?

"It's your fault your parents are slitting up. It's because you were a bad son," Daisuke whispered.

Shut up.

Shut up!

SHUT UP!

That's what everyone told me. It was my fault that they had problems. I was such a crappy son. Dad said all I ever did was cry as a child…he said I was a burden. He wats to be with his secretary… so he's leaving me and mom... I hated Daisuke for saying all those things. I was so angry and enraged. I wanted to hurt him!

CRASH

I tackled Daisuke from behind; he had been on his way out the door. He groaned in pain as I fell on top of him with great force. Daisuke furiously struggled to get me off of him. I wouldn't let him escape, though. I flipped him onto his back and straddle and his waist. He glared at me; his face was painted with fear and hate. I wanted to bruise his beautiful face.

I wanted to make Daisuke hurt for all the things he said to me. I felt so much anger and hatred towards Daisue at that moment. I never thought I'd feel these kinds of emotions towards my most important person. Before, I realized what I was doing, I was kissing Daisuke.

(Daisuke's P.O.V.)

I felt Dark's lips on mine. It wasn't like the first kiss we shared. The ones he gave me the night I lost my virginity were tender and sweet. This kiss was much different. I felt Dark's rage and lust and he deepened the kiss. My lips bleed with the force Dark was putting on them.

"Bastard," I gasped.

"Shut up," Dark growled.

I could taste a mixture of saliva and blood. I felt like I was choking when he forced his tongue into my mouth. I didn't fight back, though. I wanted this as much as he did. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he stood up. We stumbled down the hall and into the bedroom, Dark groping me the whole way there.

His touch also felt different than from that night. Dark's touches didn't feel warm, tender, instead they felt forceful, dominating. He was trying to hurt me. He wasn't doing this to show me he loved me; he was doing this because he was angry and wanted to cause me pain. Funny thing was, I wanted to do the same to him. I wanted Dark to feel pain and suffering. I too, was angry, and I wanted him to know that.

I was flung onto the bed as soon as we entered the room. Dark ripped my shirt off. He didn't even bother to unbutton it or anything. He began to suck on my neck and I ran my hands down his sides. I hastily unbuttoned his shirt. I felt pain in my neck as Dark tore my flesh with his teeth.

My eyes widened and I moaned in pain and pleasure. It hurt so much, yet felt so good at the same time. My grip on his shirt tightened. I wanted to make him feel pain too. I wanted Dark to feel what I was feeling.

I bit down on his shoulder, hard. Dark looked surprised. His expression showed pain and pleasure. I guess Dark didn't notice how close to the edge of the bed we were; we went crashing down onto the floor. Somewhere in the fall, Dark lost his shirt.

I felt Dark kissing me again; I felt like he was swallowing me whole. I sunk my nails into his back as I felt him press himself closer to me. My lips were bruised and swollen. I was also bleeding; I got a cut on my forehead from the fall. Dark was in the same state as I was.

SMACK

I slapped him across the face for making me bleed. He punched me in the face. We started tearing at each other's clothes. There were scratches all over Dark's arms now. I didn't notice I was completely naked until I felt Dark's bare skin on mine. It felt so good… I screamed loudly when I felt Dark enter me. I could feel my hips bruising as Dark clung to them. It just hurt so much… Then, pain was replaced with more pleasure. I sunk my nails deeper into Darks' back.

I could feel his warm blood on my fingertips. I was desperately clinging to Dark's back. My body was whacked with spasms and then everything went white. Dark reached his climax soon after me.

"You could have used lube, you jackass," I grumbled.

Dark just laughed and pulled me closer to him. Neither one of us was angry anymore.

"Sorry," I heard him mutter.

"No you're not, and neither am I. I don't regret what we did," I stated.

I liked having Dark's arms around me.

"I guess I'm not sorry," Dark chuckled.

"I don't mind…" I whispered.

"Mind what?" Dark asked.

"Sex…" I muttered with a blush on my face. "I guess I don't mid, having sex…as long as it's with you."

"What are we?" Dark asked.

"I don't know," I truthfully responded.

I wrapped my arms around Dark. I could stay like this forever…

(Dark's P.O.V.)

"Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked.

"No," Daisuke calmly stated.

WHAT!

We sleep together TWICE and he still doesn't want to date me!

"Why not!" I asked.

Daisuke smirked at me.

"If you want to be my boyfriend, I expect to be courted properly," Daisuke stated.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I want you to ask me on a date and, as the uke, I want flowers and sappy love poems. I want you to tell me you love me like five times a day and I expect lots of present and candy," Daisuke stated with a smile.

He can be such a girl…

I guess it makes sense. Daisuke wants attention and affection. No one ever told him they loved him, or did anything nice for him. Still, Daisuke's such a uke.

"Can we get off the floor now?" Daisuke asked.

Shit! It's already four in the afternoon. My mom is going to be pissed when she finds out I skipped school.

"Dark…I'm sorry for the mean things I said before…I was just so…angry," Daisuke whispered.

"I'm sorry too…I didn't mean it…" I told Daisuke.

"Shouldn't we be cleaning up?" Asked Daisuke.

SHIT! We made such a big mess. The entire room was trashed. My sheets were torn, which I can't remember happening, and somehow, all the knickknacks I had on my desk found their way to the floor.

"Can I use your shower?" Daisuke asked.

"Sure," I muttered while trying to put everything in its place.

"Umm…can you help me? I'm sort of have trouble…standing…" Daisuke whispered with a blush.

I grinned. I went over and picked up Daisuke, bridal style. I sat him down in the tub and turned on the shower. Daisuke's face turned redder than it already was when I climbed into the tub with him. Daisuke was having trouble taking a bath, so I decided to help him. I ran my hands all over Daisuke's body and breathed in his alluring scent.

"Dark, what time is it?" Daisuke asked.

"Around four thirty, why?" I asked as I ran my hands through Daisuke's hair.

"I have an appointment with Dr. Aizawa at five!" Exclaimed Daisuke.

"Skip it," I replied.

"I can't! Today is the only day Dr. Aizawa has time. She has a busy schedule this entire week. I also promised Satoshi I'd be there. We're having a session together!" Daisuke exclaimed.

"Fine," I pouted.

I got out of the tub and carried Daisuke back to my room. I gave him some clothes to wear and searched my drawers for something that I could wear. As soon as we were dressed, we headed out the door. I decided to give Daisuke a ride to see Dr. Aizawa. We reached the building just in time. Satoshi was already in the waiting room, he raised an eyebrow when he saw us. Krad was sitting next to him and he looked as surprised as Satoshi.

"Dr. Aizawa will now see you," a woman in a black suit said.

"You can join us," Daisuke whispered to me.

"Sure," I whispered back.

Krad, Satoshi, Daisuke, and I all found a seat and waited for Dr. Aizawa to speak. Of course, she asked about the bruises.

"Daisuke! What on earth happened to you!" Dr. Aizawa asked.

"Um…I fell…hard…" Daisuke muttered.

That was so lame…

"Who are you?" Dr. Aizawa asked me, as she finally noticed me.

"He's Daisuke's friend!" Krad exclaimed. "Remember me? We hung out together the day after the party!"

I remember him! That's the guy who was ALL over Daisuke. Daisuke is mine! Mine! All mine!

"How are you feeling today, Daisuke?" Dr. Aizawa politely asked.

"Pretty well, except that you think I'm bulimic," Daisuke stated.

"Now Daisuke, there's nothing to be ashamed of. Just because you're a boy, that doesn't mean you can't have an eating disorder," Dr. Aizawa politely stated.

EATING DISORDER!

"Daisuke! Are you alright! Why didn't you tell me!" I frantically exclaimed.

"I don't have an eating disorder!" Daisuke shouted. "I was trying to make myself throw up so I wouldn't have to go to school!"

Krad started laughing. It was kind of funny… The rest of the session went by pretty quickly. Satoshi didn't say a word. Daisuke said that Satoshi never talked during therapy. Satoshi liked to drive his doctor's nuts. It was a hobby.

"How did you really get those bruises?" Krad asked.

Dr. Aizawa looked at Daisuke and me. I smirked. Daisuke gave me a look that said "Don't do it." I couldn't resist though.

"Rough sex," I answered.

Satoshi fell out of his chair; I thought it was hilarious. Krad's eyes widened and all he could do was stare. Even Dr. Aizawa looked surprised. Damn! There were still thirty minutes left in the session.

"Just what is your…relationship with Daisuke, Dark?" Dr. Aizawa asked me.

"I don't know…lovers? Friends with privileges? Fuck buddies?" I suggested.

Daisuke didn't appreciate my humor. He kicked me in the knee.

"He's my boyfriend," Daisuke stated.

It felt good to hear Daisuke say that.

"Since when!" Krad asked.

"Look at the time. The session's over, see you at school tomorrow, Krad," Daisuke said, as he left the room.

"Did you really mean what you said?" I asked Daisuke as I caught to him.

"Yes," he answered.

I smiled at him and picked him up.

"Where are we going?" Daisuke asked.

"On a date!" I cheerfully responded.

We got into my car and drove away.

TBC…………….

Wow…I didn't mean for this to get so smutty. They weren't supposed to sleep together again… Dark couldn't keep his pants on and Daisuke couldn't keep his legs crossed! He he he.