sorry it took me so long to update. real busy lately senior year is hectic crazy busy. take your pick of words well this is the next chapter and its really not about Kagome calling Sesshourmaru Fluffy. Fluffy is just discribing the setting.

WELL here IT is THE next CHAPTER

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(Sesshoumarus POV)

She felt Inuyashas betrayal strongly. She choose him over me when it may have ment me not saving her. And he let her down.

Her rooms smelled of tears and confusion.

When she finally did learn of the pups a week or two later she became worse. She blamed it all on herself.

I should kill that idiot brother of mine.

I tried to make her feel better but nothing I did seemed to help.

I even tried a bunch of stupid human things like bringing her flowers.

She accepted them with the smallest of smiles. She watched as they slowly wilted away in the vase.

I ordered the cooks to make the best foods. But she barely tasted it before excusing herself.

Every now and then I would reach out and put a hand on her arm.

For a brief second she would forget Inuyasha and the pain he caused her. Then she would smile quickly and turn away.

She knew I loved her. I still love her.

She doesn't want to hurt. She's afraid I'll hurt her like Inuyasha did.

I wont not ever.

The winter Set in. She had been her for alomst three months. Five months since we were together. The pup was making its presence known to all.

I want to reach out and touch her. I want her to be more then the shell she had become. I wanted her to feel my love.

She was kneeling in in front of the open doors of her chambers. The cold winter air rushing in.

"Your cold."

"I wanted to watch the snow fall"

I came close behind her and knelt down.

I pulled her close so that her body formed to mine.

My clawed hand wrapped protectively around the swell of her abdomen.

She seemed to fall back into the warm caresses of my body, her hand reaching up to touch my face.

I turned my head slightly to kiss the hand on my cheek. then slowly I raise one hand to pull back her hair.

I laided a small kiss on the tip of her ear. She smiled as I began to purr softly.

I let my tounge trace the outside of her ear and gently pulled on the lobe.

Trialing kisses down her neck I came to the soft spot where the neck and shoulder meet.

I let my fangs rest there as she held her breathe.

My heart was beating wildly. I wanted to take her. I wanted to make her mine. But something held me back.

I started to pull away but her hands came up to catch my hair.

"No" She said quietly and almost breathlessly. "I want you too."

She pulled her Kimono shirt open slightly

I wanted the permission she gave me.

I sunk my fangs into her soft flesh and she gasped with excited pleasure.

When I released her she turned around, her legs stratling my hips.

She pushed herself up so that are lips met. After a moment her mouth opened allowing me access to her and I took full advantage.

I knew she could taste her own blood as our tounges explored eachother.

I laid back on the stone floor with Kagome on top of me.

When I awoke the next morning I looked at her.

My Mate

My Mate who will soon bare my pup.

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Like i said real fluffy cute and stuff. Made me all outta breathe reading it. sounds pretty bad that i'm getting all turned on by my own writing. Man I need a new boyfriend I've been single two months already!

Hey any one have Sesshourmarus number I sure could give him a call right now.

Ok

I do have some Ideas for the next chapters but i want to know what y'all think first.

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