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Warning: Adult situations. Rated R for a reason. If you are under eighteen, you shouldn't be reading.
A/N: Okay. I'm very sorry for making everyone wait so long. I have been stressed and a lot of things have happened scince my last update. WHY I DIDN'T UPADTE: I go to school, five of my classes are electives alone, I go to work to help support my siblings, I'm studying for an Accounting competetion, the college that I have been accepted to refunded my application fee and said that their campus will not be finished being built with the scheduled time and that I could wait for when it was finished or I could find another campus, so, I've chosen AIU-London. ( I'm a U.S girl, for all who's wondering) I've been messing with and turning in these housing forms, I's trying to find the money for a passport and visa which I will need before the 28th, also I need to apply for financial aid which ironically COSTS money to apply for money, I've been told that I need good credit by this month and seeing as how I have no credit, I will be taking out a $200 loan and paying it back with the finance charges the very next day, and I'm having MASSIVE stress over what my mother's husbands AND his family did ( It's too embarrasing to even write, Thank Dear Sweet Good Wonderful Good God that I'm not related to them ) and there's this dumbass at my job who's keeps sexually harrassing me and my friend we happen to not be sexually active and even if we were, we would never sleep with him. And, I retore the tendons in my knees and some of the cartlidge and I was told that I might have to get surgery and if not, there is a possibility that I will be spending my life in a wheelchair. I was currently taken seven medications daily by doctor's oders, but thank God, I switched doctors, and I've been cut down to three, excluding my vitamins. I do not have enough calcium (why I messed up my knees) and potassium in my blood, so I have to take stronger dossage's of vitamins. I also keep twisting the nerves in my hands and feet around four to five times a day, so I had to have blood-drawn because I was told their was a possible chance that I might have a blood disease, and was told that I also might have to have a spinal tap done. Plus, I'm tired. I know that might not sound like a lot, but that's a lot for me to handle and I'm so tired.
For Fudgebrownie: I didn't mean to try to string out the story for more reviews, I was just so very tired and busy, so I'm sorry. I hope I didn't give you a bad impression of myself.
So for everyone, again, I aplogise. And my editor didn't edit this chapter because she's been very busy herself and she's been dealing with A LOT and I'm very lucky that I have her. (Thanks 3 WEEKS!) Scince she's been so tired as well, this chapter is for you!
Chapter Six- " Everytime? "
Her fingertips tingled at the mere thought of it. She place the memory in that space of her mind that filed the good and knew it would always be with her. She extended her arm, looking at the fingers on her hand, a simple smile etched about her face in rememberance.
For no particular reason, she looked up to see Remy smiling at her lovingly, his eye's soft and caressing, the gesture of his mouth matching her own. " I tol' you it wouldn't be so bad, " he whispered kindly, moving a hand to ruffle her hair slightly. She sighed, gazing out of the boxcar, the sun setting slightly making the sky pink and orange, a dusty radiance all of it's own, " Ah know, sugah, Ah know... "
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She gasped as his hands ran the length of her sides, so warm and tantalizing. His eye's never left her, intent on watching her every reaction, commiting it to memory and thrilling in the way she made him felt in turn. For whatever power he had over her, she held in ten fold.
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Her eye's were slightly closing in fatigue and the man put his arm around her, her head falling upon his shoulders as they looked to the outside, comming closer and closer to their destination.
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Her moans strung his senses and flooded the heat within him as he moved within her. He cried out, the pleasure overwhelming. Her legs tightened around his hips instinctively and she urged him to move faster.
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The stress and fear of slumber no longer plagued her mind. Her tormentor was now the soother and light that defended her. He said he would watch over her. Always. And it didn't seem so bad. She used to be unnerved when other's offered their help, which she had seen as a challenge to self-protection, but if felt right with Remy. It felt normal.
She smirked on the edges of sleep. Normal. If this was as normal as it could get, then she would jump at the chance.
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It was her that had watched him in his sleep. Her that brushed the hair from his eye's and smoothed the frown away from his face with the touch of her lips against his forehead. Her hand lightly traced the curve of his jaw, rugged as it be, and wondered if everyday would be like this. She didn't want to think too far ahead. That was foolish. But, it was fun... She smirked at the word. ' Fun ' had never been at the top of her word bank, but it fit. Yes...this was fun. What they had done was fun. And maybe...if she tried real hard...the future might be fun.
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The small bit of luggage they had was taken care of by Remy as Rogue stood before the estate before her. Two men were eyeing her through the gate and she turned to Remy in wonder.
" Go on, chere, dey not goin' t' bite. "
She nodded dumbly and moved foward, filling slightly small with the huge house that loomed before her and the oppressing gate that contained it. " Remy, dis be one of yo' new fille's?, " Emil questioned on the otherside, grinning at his cousin.
The mutant girl bristled, a flare of annoyance and anger rushing to her cheeks, but she paused in shock at Remy's reply. " Dis be de only fille. Dis be my fianc'e. " Rogue suddenly stilled and turned to Gambit in confusion, " What? "
He smiled smugly and she began to shake her head, " When did ya come to that conclusion, ya thief? " He turned away and instructed the to open the gate. He moved inside and she followed, her feet stomping, " Remy Lebeau! " She shouted. The gate closed behind her and as soon as it did, he turned abruptly around and smirked at the pout on her face, " Dis is my final word, chere. "
" Final word?! " She would be damned if anyone talked to her in such a manner. " Final word, huh? Well, this is mihne, " she cried out, turning to leave through the gate. Emil and the other unidentified man stood in her way, smiling gently as she placed her hands on her hips, " I'm terribly sorry, girl, but I do believe y' be stayin' wid us fo' quite awhile. " Her eye's widened and she made a move to lunge for the gate. The men, shoved her away roughly and she felt Remy's arm's encircling her waist, lifting her from the ground. " Calm down, petite, only a joke. We be leaving tomorrow, I promise, he whispered roughly into her ear, and she frowned, giving up her fight.
Shoving away from him, she turned to let him see the anger she held, " I don' play games lihke that, swamp rat. You scared me t' death. " She stormed to the house, annoyed at the was the man could string her. Locking her up in his house! She had been a fool to believe he would do something like that and he would probably tease her for falling for it. She didn't care. By then, she would have something waiting for him. The " fianc'e " thing. That made her wonder too. Was that also part of the joke?
Remy turned to his cousin as soon as she was out of site and smiled at the man, " Thanks. Make sure she don' leave. Ever. " Emil gave a small bow and smiled in turn. The thief made his way to the house, thoughts of the ubtouchable plaguing his mind.
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Logan didn't know quite what to make of the girl staring at him intently, sitting in his lap. He couldn't remeber how they had come to this position, but it was something else that had him choking on his words. " W-what?, " he asked for the third time, but the girl didn't flinched as her eye's dug into his own. " I wan't you to kiss me. The right way. Not the way before. " He couldn't flinch at her referenve of the harm he had done to her, he was so shocked.
" Kitty...not after-" " NOW!, " she demanded, frustrated by his hesitance, " I want you to now. You will do it now. " He was helpless...and he was weak. Strange was it that a seventeen year old girl comanded him thus. She held his face roughly in anger and he moved his hand to her wrist to stop her just as roughly, " Not like this either, " he hissed at her. Her eye's widened slightly at the firm tone he took and was silent as his lips moved slowly to hers.
It was gentle...and it was sweet...it made her smile...genuinly.
" Can you make it like this everytime?, " she questioned in a whisper against his lips, her toung flickink out to taste them. " Like what, " he ground out, his hands invlountarily resting on her his, his senses keen to her scent of want. " Soft, nice, " she whispered, moving closer. He understood her meaning and moved away to look her honestly in the eye, " It would, " he whispered, her face held, " I promise you that. "
She smiled and ground her hips against his, unleashing a groan from his mouth, " I thought so. I knew...only you could heal me. Only you..., " she trailed off, her mouth meeting his once more.
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A/N: I'm sorry it's so short. There's no promise on how long the next chapter will take but it shouldn't take as long as this one did. It just depends on if anything suddenly happens in the life I have. Anyhow, please review, I seriously need a self-esteem boost. I feel so down. Please. I am trully begging you. I need reviews real bad. Thank you for reading though, you guys are great and you keep me going. Thanks.