Its been days since Resu and Kenji have been talking. She decided to stay away from him for a couple of weeks,after what she had done to his girlfriend,she would rather just leave him alone.

"I feel...lonely,even lonelier than usual...without Kenji around I just feel empty." she thought while she was in bed,looking up at the cieling.

"I just dont feel as if theres a reason to get up in the morning anymore." she sighed as she tossed her blue blanket on the floor,slowly getting up from bed. "I want a reason to LIVE!" she screamed,making echos alover the factory.

Resu stood up and went into her bathroom,washing her face in the sink,then putting black makeup under her eyes. "I wonder what Kenji is doing right about now..."

"That Bitch..." mumered Kenji from his place.

"I couldnt stand going to Marys funeral,as if I couldnt bare myself enough to see her die infront of me,from that damn bitch Resu!" he yelled when he was sitting at his kitchen table drinking his morning coffee.

"I have done nothing but give love to that stupid Resu,and this is how she repays me? Killing my girlfriend?" he looked down and sighed. Somehow talking to himself helps him feel better,as if there was anyone listening.

"Kenji...?" gave a small voice from behind the kitchen door.

"What do you want?" he said in an annoyed voice.

The voice sighed,opening the door,revieling a female black hamster,with red ribbons on her pigtails,and a red rocker collar that hung losely around her neck. "I couldnt help but overhearring.."

Kenji just stood silent,sipping his coffee slowly. "What did you hear?"

"Im sorry your girlfriend died." she said calmly.

He just gave a sarcastic snicker. "Yeah right,you never liked her yourself. You were jealous. Look I know that we have been together for a long time before, and I know you still love me, but face it, stop praying for the impossible, Im never going back to you again." he said coldy.

"Kenji..." she said looking at the ground. "What has happened to you?"

How did it start?

Well I dont know.

I just feel the craving.

And its just there for the taking.

These little girls make me feel so god damn

exhilerated

"Why wont you just leave me alone for once." he said finishing his coffee.

The girl nodded and walked out of the kitchen,almost going upstairs,she heard a slight knock on the door. Her hamster ears twitched up,and slowly walked to the door. "Who is it..?" she said,almost whispering.

"Its me...Resu,Kenjis sister." said Resu calmly.

The girls eyes widened. "Your brother is furious at you, you know, you shouldnt be here..not at this time." she said with her ears down.

"Look I got it all under control,just open the door." said Resu impatiently.

The girl nodded and opened it quietly. "Kenji is at the kitchen." said the girl with a whisper.

Resu looked around the place and fixed her trench jacket. She slowly walked up to the kitchen,her neck stiffening,and her heat pounding hard against her chest.

I feel them up, I cant give it up

The pain that Im just earsing.

I tell my lies and I despise

Every second Im with you.

"Kenji..." gave a small faint voice.

Kenji knew instantly who it was. He sighed and tried to look at her with only the corner of his eyes. "I didnt expect you coming.."

"I.." said Resu trying to walk towards him. "..am truely sorry" she said with a gulp.

Kenji slowly got up from the stool,turning around and seeing Resu with an unpleasant face.

Resu started backing away,all that was in her mind was that he was still furious and he might do something to her.

Kenji opened his mouth a little,trying to say something,but then stoped. He stared at his sad sisters eyes,but then just looked away. "I dont want to see your face." he said running away from her.

So I run away

and you will stay

so what the fuck is with you?

"Kenji...WAIT!" she yelled trying to run after him.

Your feelings I cant help but rape them

Im sorry I dont feel the same

My heart inside is constantly hating

Im sorry I just throw you away.

Kenji ran into his room and slammed it, then quickly locking it.

Resu started beating against the door. "KENJI,LISTEN TO ME!"

"GET AWAY FROM ME,YOU BITCH! ISNT IT BAD ENOUGH YOU KILLED MARY? GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" he yelled.

I dont know why Im so fucking cold?

I dont know why it hurts me.

All I wanna do is get with you.

And make the pain go away.

Resu let go oh his door and just stood there stiff,she looked away and headed walking out.

Kenji unlocked the door and peeked at her watching her leave. "Resu...wait."

Why do I have a conscious?

All it does is fuck with me.

Why do I have this torment?

All I want to do it fuck it away.

Resu turned around, frightened. "Yes..brother?"

Kenji just stood there silent looking at the ground,then slamming the door shut.

Your feelings I cant help but rape them

Im sorry I dont feel the same

My heart inside is constantly hating

Im sorry I just throw you away.