BOOKS
Sirius/James
Sirius read books
about romance and war
and love against the odds
and death for love
and romeo + juliet never seemed so real
and a romance novel hidden under the sheets
seemed almost a mirage.
Sirius read books
about what they called a disease
and people getting better
and love with them was evil
and suicide over the disease
and romeo + juliet never seemed so evil
and a gay romance novel hidden under the sheets
almost seemed a sin.
Sirius read books
about romance between men
and the disease seemed to cry out
and he caught it despite the wards
and when he read the romance novel under the sheets
he threw away the harlequin and kissed a boy
and a gay romance hidden beneath the sheets
almost seemed a laugh.
Sirius read books
or pretended to rather
whenever james was nearby
and he looked at sirius with a smile
and sirius would go into his room and touch himself
while glaring at the romance novel that had always captured his attention
and he hated the characters for their happily ever after
and a gay crush hidden beneath the sheets while he cried as he came
seemed so depressing and a suicide wish.
Sirius read books
or pretended to rather
whenever remus was nearby
and he looked at sirius with tears in his eyes
and left the room to go vomit, smoke, and cry
and sirius just glared at the picture of james on the wall
crawled into bed and cried.