Chapter 3: Hear Me
A/N: HELLO EVERYONE! Sorry I haven't updated in FOREVER! But I just hope this chapter is good enough… I also made the thoughts longer… I hope you like! Bye
Mary
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot so don't sue me.
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me? Crying out for you?
You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?
I wish you were here, but your out with your friends. I tried to call you, but no one picked up the phone. It rang for a while. Then, the answering machine came on, it was you and me, giggling and having fun. I wonder why you haven't changed it by now. That bimbo might think that you aren't the eligible bachelor that you once were, before me.
Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Just listen to what I have to say. All that I have left are 3 words. 3 fucking words! But you don't have any time for me now. No, no time for pitiful Granger. The stupid Mudblood that fell for you.
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Just listen to what I have to say.
I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?
I was a shell… A bookworm shell that had no fun and no feelings. I wish I was that shell still. That me could withstand all of your stupid comments and rejections. But the me that I am now is a hollow nothingness. You left me like this. Only you could do this to me. Only you could fix me.
Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I've fought
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?
I never get any sleep anymore, just thoughts of you. Thank God for spells or I would look DEAD! But that is how I look on the inside now. All thanks to you. But you won't listen to 3 words I am dying to say and yet wanting to kill.
Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Just 3 words, words that mean my world. Words that your will never say back.
I Love You.
Do you get it now? I fucking love you. Now you know why it hurt so much. Because I have only said it to one person and it meant the world. While you say it everyday to different people and it means nothing.
I know its depressing but that is the way I am right now… sorry.