Loser Girl
Chapter 2-Quidditch Tryouts
I walked into my dorm and sat down on my bed. The girls were chatting away about all sorts. "Hey Maxie, how was detention?" Serena asked as I collapsed onto my bed. "It was cool" I replied. "Did Malfoy mess you about? He's so mean to Harry" Alyssa pouted. I rolled my eyes. "No, he's cool…" I smiled. "Do you fancy him?" "I'm a lesbian remember?" I smirked. Hannah giggled and nodded. Alyssa smiled. "Do you?" Serena asked. I laughed trying not to give anything away. "No, not really… I mean no! No! Not at all!" I spluttered. Hannah giggled. "You're funny." I smiled and lay down staring at the ceiling.
I walked to Potions head in the clouds as per usual. I felt myself crash into someone. "Oh shit sorry" I gasped expecting to get bollocked. "Hey! Lesbian chick!" I looked up. Draco was smirking at me. "Oh you again." I replied. He grinned at me and walked into Potions. Alyssa slipped her arm around mine. "What was that about?" She asked as we walked in. "Just me not looking where I'm going as usual." "Yea, and you didn't scream at him! You love him!" She grinned. "No! I was just daydreaming… I don't scream at people when I bump into them!" "I think you do" Hannah laughed sitting down with Serena. "Yea, whatever!" I laughed.
We walked down to the Quidditch pitch. Alyssa and Hannah wanted to try out for the team so me and Serena went with them to watch. "Hey, lover boy's on the team, why don't you try out?" Alyssa grinned. "Wha?" She nodded in Draco's direction. "I don't fancy him!" I cried. Alyssa laughed and walked over to try out. I was talking to Serena when it happened. A bludger hit me hard in the chest. "Shit!" I gasped. I stood up taking deep sharp painful breaths. I looked up; Michael Sanders was stood in front of me, broom and club in hand. Damn we really hated each other. "Oops, sorry" He smirked. I growled at him took his club from his hand and hit him around the head with it hard. He staggered around a bit before collapsing on the floor. "Whoa! I like this girl! Wanna try out as beater? This guys shit!" Draco grinned, landing next to me. "What! Me!" "You're the girl that just hit him around the head, yes?" I nodded. "Then yes you." He smirked. I blushed. "Here" He handed me his broom. "Don't break it" "Erm, I can't promise that I won't" I giggled. I took off and quite easily earned myself Michael Sanders position as beater. "Dude, he is gonna be pissed when he wakes up!" I grinned. "You're good." Draco grinned. "Oh thanks…" I gushed. "Well see you around lesbian chick." He smirked before leaving. "Ooooh look at you!" Alyssa grinned. "I don't fancy him…" I whispered. "Yea that's why you're gazing at him all dreamy eyed." Hannah giggled. I blushed. "He so totally digs you." Alyssa smiled. "Yea, he calls me lesbian chick, it must be love" I replied sarcastically. Serena smiled at me "So do you like him?" "No" I replied. "I don't fancy Draco Malfoy, end of!" I cried walking back up to the castle.
I doodled in my note book… the doodle turned into a sketch… which turned into a picture… which turned into a depiction of my life. I put my headphones in my ears and searched for a song I felt like listening to. "You see her you can't touch her, you hear her you can't hold her, You want her but you can't have her" I sighed. Damn my mp3 player, it had all the prettiest depressing songs… "You see her you can't touch her" I sang softly shading in my picture. I wrote at the bottom "You see her you can't touch her" in a pretty writing. I sighed and added more detail to the girls' tears as I held back my own. Why did I have to want him so much… and ever since he'd first spoken to me it had only gotten worse. I sat up and another song that I knew only too well filled my ears. "You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see, you turn every head but you don't see me" I smirked to myself. Story of my life. I tried to think of a song that wouldn't make me wanna go jump off the top of the astronomy tower which was growing ever more appealing. "Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you" "Noooo!" I sighed. I skipped the track. I lay back and sang "Hey man look at me rocking out I'm on the radio" trying to cheer myself up. 'Aww c'mon, this song is fuckin class!' I thought to myself. I sighed and stood up. I took my notebook under my arm and put my mp3 in my pocket. "Going somewhere… leave me alone… not good…" I said quickly as I walked past Alyssa, Hannah and Serena in the common room. I walked slowly through the school. "Hey man look at me rocking out I'm on the video!" The song hadn't managed to improve my mood. I skipped the tracks, I found Ocean Avenue and decided to keep it playing. "If I could find you now things would get better, we could leave this town and run for ever…" I sighed.