The Power of Adrenaline
In The Morning…
They all slept in, recovering from their grueling training. By afternoon they were up and had eaten. They packed up and started out. Genki, Holly, and Balanka flying jets, Mocchi flying one of five helicopters. He flew a Comanche, Jax flew an Apache, and Sky, Hare and Blade flying three cargo coppers. The cargo coppers contained supplies, weapons, and vehicles. Two jeeps, tanks, and ATV; Many guns and ammunition, food and medical supplies were brought along dispersed into each cargo copper.
4 hours later…
Genki picked up a base on the radar; the three jets went through in a sweeping pattern destroying building, machines, and other key things. The fighter helicopters doing the same. After this they moved on to the next base, and the next, etc.; taking out small bases right and left.
6 hours later…
They came to a large base. They tried the same maneuvers but this base got some jets and helicopters up in the air and started fighting back. The cargo coppers left, landing a few miles away. Genki had told them to then he commenced a run to fire a bunch of missiles at the base. His missiles hit their marks taking out strategic points; Holly was beside him doing the same. But soon they began to be over whelmed with fighters. Genki and Holly took out half the fighter working as a team. Balanka helped the fighter choppers with the fast jets. Soon Balanka, Mocchi, and Jax all fell back, going to where the others had gone. Holly and Genki stubbornly fought on as a team. Soon they had whipped out all but four enemy jets. Holly was chased by two, Genki nailed one as he cut across. Holly in turn did the same for him. Holly was chased up higher into the air, the jet following her hit one of her engines. All of her engines automatically shut down and she started free falling. She tried to restart her engines but couldn't, so she called to Genki for help. Genki heard her plea and told her to stay calm. He quickly destroyed her enemy jet and his own. He flew up beside her, Holly was desperately trying to restart the engines but couldn't.
"Holly remain calm while I take a look at the engines"
"Ok" her voice quivered with fear. Genki dropped back behind her. One of the three engines didn't look good but the main engine was fine. "Well?" her voice was even more scared now.
"Holly I'm going to get under you and slow your decent. I want you to keep trying to restart the main engine. It's fine and should restart."
"Ok" she began trying as he positions his jet under hers and pushed up with his slowing their decent. Holly began to cry a little as she desperately tried to restart the engine. "Genki I'm scared" she said half crying.
"I know Holly, I know. All you can do is stay calm and keep trying for now" He jacked up his jets power and almost stopped her from descending giving her more time as he began to pray. *God please let her engines start. Please I love her, don't let her die. I need her and we need her jet, millions of lives are counting on us please help us succeed. We can't do it alone, when need your help, please help us in Jesus name amen. * His prayer was answered, her engines re-fired and she pulled up. He put his power down to normal and said "Holly follow me" *Thank you God and Jesus for answering my prayer*
"Ok Genki" She followed him, he landed on a plateau near a visible cave, driving the jet into the cave and shutting it off then getting out.
She pulled in behind him getting out of her jet, still shaking. Genki came over to her and she berried her face in his chest. He sat down with her gently, holding onto her. She held him tight, shaking and sobbing uncontrollably. "Shhhh…it's ok now Holly." He said quietly, and soothingly as he held her close. He rubbed her back gently, resting his chin on her head as she cried into his chest still shaking. After a half hour she calmed down. He pushed her back looking into her eyes. "You feel better now?"
"Yes thank you Genki you saved my life."
"No, Holly I only helped save you life, a higher power saved you."
"What do you mean?"
"I prayed for help from God and he answered my prayer." Holly looked at him; she wasn't sure what to say. "Holly its fine if you don't have the same beliefs I do. I love you the way you are." He kissed her forehead.
"Genki isn't against your religion to be with me?"
"No, Holly. I have no problem with other religions. I accept all religions." Holly looked at him in concern.
"How can you?"
"Because I believe I am right but I can't say that all others are wrong, it is possible I am wrong and just don't know it." Holly didn't understand, and pulled away slightly. He stopped her, kissing her gently then saying, "You don't have to understand. I will not force my religion on you. I just want to be with you Holly. I love you with all my heart and soul." Holly sat there not sure what to do. Suddenly thunder stuck out side. She clung to him, her heart rate increasing tremendously out of fear. Genki picked her up and walked further in the cave, he had his bag slung over his shoulder. He found a quieter place and sat back down with her. She still clung to him; he gently caressed her face with his hand and kissed her forehead. "It's ok now, I won't let anyone or anything hurt you." She looked up at him, fear in her eyes, shivering. He laid their sleeping bag on the ground and picked her up lying down with her. "Would it help if I got your mind of this?" She nodded yes as she clung to him. He gently leaned over and kissed her. She tensed at first but then calmed down. Soon he began to kiss her more passionately, She didn't fight him like she normally did, and instead she became more passionate herself. He pushed his tongue into her mouth stroking hers. She pulled him into a deeper French kiss, intertwining her tongue with his, and stroking his in return. He pulled her closer feeling down her body now. His and her heart both pounding in there chests as she guided his hand to her chest gently, as she felt his back and shoulders. He gently massaged her breast, as he let his lust and passion taking over somewhat. She moaned softly as he massaged her breast, feeling his strong back, shoulders, and chest. Encouraged he massaged a little faster and harder, pushing his tongue farther into her mouth. She gagged slightly but didn't fight him, lost in the heated passion she felt. Her hands moved down his body feeling his abdomen and thighs. He now felt her back and sides with his free hand, continuing to massage her breast and kissed her deeply as he frenched her, deep throating her tongue. She moaned again finally breaking the kiss to come up for air. She breathing was fast and heavy.
"Genki don't you dare stop" she half moaned. He didn't instead he began to kiss her neck, gently nibbling on it. His hand continuing to massage her, his other hand trailing up and down her back softly. She became short of breath again, her heart pounding, Adrenaline rushing though her veins. She pushed him to the floor, letting her passion flare as she began to kiss him again. He kissed back passionately, feeling down her back. She frenched him again guiding his hands to her chest again. Her hands trailed down to his groin, feeling him through his flight suit, as he massaged her breasts. He moaned then unziped her flight suit, moving his hands to her naked sides feeling them. She broke the kiss in a sudden panic, sat up looking at him for a moment, then turning her head away shaking. Genki was now rather confused; he moved over and put his arms around her in a comforting way. She tried to free herself form him, then started to cry. Now very worried about her, he pulled her into his arms holding her close. "Genki I can't go any further, I'm scared" her voice was filled with fear. He held her close in his arms.
"It's alright Holly, I understand. I wouldn't make you go any farther." She began to cry harder shaking in his arms.
"I'm sorry……that I can't please you Genki….." *sobs* He holds her closer rubbing her back gently then spoke soothingly.
"No Holly, you have already pleased me. I want you to trust me Holly, if you can do that then you will please me all the more. I don't need you to have sex with me to be pleased. All I want is your love, trust, and devotion." He kissed her forehead. "Nothing more" She held onto him starting to calm down after hearing his words.
"What if I can't give you the pleasure you want?" She looked into his eyes, tears in her own.
"Holly that's doesn't matter to me as much as being with you and being loved does." He smiles, gently caressing her cheek with his hand. She looks at him in disbelief, shaking her head.
"That can't be…..what about your lusts and desires?" he kissed her forehead.
"I can control them. I just want to be with you."
"I don't believe you!" She got up re-zipping her flight suit and took off running. Genki got up and followed her. She finally stopped falling to her knees crying. Genki came up behind her pulling her into his arms again. She fought with him, kicking him and beating on his back with her fists, he just held her gently but firmly. He said in a soft and soothing tone.
"Holly weather you believe me or not I am telling you the truth. I would not lie to you. Please calm down, and lets get back to the sleeping bag, before we both catch cold" She began to cry again, she started to shiver from the cold but still was trying to get away from him.
"If that were true then why did you open my flight suit?"
"Holly you pushed me down, kissed me passionately, put my hands on your breast, then felt my groin. I thought you wanted me to, I'm sorry that I upset you. At the moment your sending me mixed signals. I don't know what you want, Holly." She stopped fighting realizing what she had done and started crying again. Genki was even more concerned now, he held her close as she shivered and cried. He finally just picked her up and walked back to their sleeping bag. Getting in with her he still held her close and tried his best to comfort her. Feeling warmth around her she realized she was back in the sleeping bag with him. Getting out she tried to run again but he stopped her, kissing her gently. When he broke the kiss he looking into her eyes, his own filled with worry, love, and confusion. She now stopped fighting, she looked at him knowing that he didn't know what to do anymore and that he was telling the truth. She now clung to him as she cried. He continued to comfort her as best he could. Not knowing what else to do he started to sing softly to her singing,
'Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight
I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always
Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all
And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know
When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more
Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always'
She slowly calmed down as he sung to her. Loosening her grip to look in his eyes as he sung. He smiles at her when he finished; she looked up at him she was a little confused.
"Why did you sing to me?"
"When I don't know what to do I sing. It helps me find some answers and calms me." She smiled looking into his eyes, hers holding both fear and love. He gently leaned over and softly kissed her. "I promise I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do Holly." She looks at him for a moment.
"I believe you. You said you wanted me to do something that requires my trust. Then I think I know what to do now."
"Holly, you don't have to." Knowing what she was talking about.
"I have to in order to trust you. I want to do this, I want to be able to give you the pleasure you desire. I don't want to fear it any longer." She looked at him.
"If that's what you want. You'll be in control the entire time." She nodded and unzipped her flight suit and took it off. He did the same, taking her hands and placing them on his hips. "You pull them off" She looked at his boxers her hands shaking. "Holly, if you can't do this, how can you have sex with me?" She looked at him then pulled them down, though she looked away. He took her face in his hands, looking into her eyes. "Holly take a look" She shook her head, her eyes still holding fear in them. "Holly, if you can't handle this then don't force yourself. I'm content just being with you." She shook her head again and looked down this time, a blush appearing on her face, she leaned over and whispered to him.
"Your in great shape… everywhere… Its your turn now." He nodded and gently placed his arms around her, unhooking her bra and letting it fall to the floor. She shivered slightly, he whispered.
"Holly if you want me to stop all you have to do is say so." She looked at him and nodded.
"I want to do this Genki, I trust you" He nodded and gently places his hands on her hips, then gently pulled her panties down. She stepped out of them; he didn't look down. "Do you want me to look?" he asked.
"Yes" He then looked down, smiling slightly as he did. He whispered in her ear.
"You look great too Holly." He then pulled her over to the sleeping bag. She was glad to get in with him since she was cold. He put his arms around her, kissing her neck gently. She didn't fight him like she normally did instead she tilted her head giving him better access to her neck. He smiled he took her hand and guided it to his groin, her face turned beet red as she looked at him. "Go ahead Holly" he said gently, she smiled and began to rub. Now he moved his hand to her crotch, fingering her gently. Her eyes closed, as her emotions flowed. She rubbed harder and faster beginning to get lost in the passion. Once he was sure she was ok he stopped her, rolling on top of her and French kissing her. She kissed back then broke the kiss. She looked up at him, smiling she said softly.
"Go ahead Genki, I'm ready now." She leaned up towards him whispering "Make me yours" He smiled and nodded. Positioning him self over her, then looked into her eyes. He whispered to her.
"You know it'll hurt at first since you're a virgin."
"I know but I want this, I'll take the pain. I know you will end my pain quickly." She looked back at him, some fear in her eyes. He nodded smiling, then pulled back and thrust into her. She bit her lip holding back the pain she felt. He moved quickly trying to end her pain as fast as he possibly could. With in minutes her pain gave way to pleasure. She looked up at him, smiling and moaning a bit. He smiled and doubled his effort for her. She moaned out loud now, her heart rate going up. He worked quickly and passionately, making sure he stayed gentle despite his strength. She moaned out in pleasure louder now. Soon they both reached their peak, soon after he collapsed on top of her exhausted.
"Genki are you alright?" he lay there for a moment.
"I'll……….be…………fine…" he managed to say while panting. She looked into his eyes for a moment.
"Just rest Genki, just rest. Don't worry I'll be fine, you're not too heavy." He nodded and lay his head down on her shoulder, trying to catch his breath. She gently stroked his back, worried about him. After a few minutes he was fine, but very tired. He rolled over laying beside her on his back now. She looked over at him "Thank you Genki. That was wonderful" she cuddled up to him. He smiled weakly, but warmly.
"I'm glad you enjoyed yourself Holly. Thank you for trusting me." She looked at him in concern.
"You used all your energy to please me didn't you?" He nodded, "Then I think we should get some rest" She went to get up and put her clothes back on but he stopped her, pulling her back down. She looked at him confused. He whispered to her gently.
"I want to sleep with you like this. I want to feel your skin against mine while I sleep if you will permit me that." She now understood and smiled, blushing.
"I will permit you that my love" She laid herself in his arms, pressing her body to his and wrapped her arms around his neck. He smiled and kissed her gently, before snuggling up with her.
"Good night Holly, sweet dreams" He smiled to her, she smiled back snuggling with him before replying.
"You too my love, you too" She lay her head against his chest, taking comfort in his quickly pounding, strong heart. Then she fell asleep in his arms, he did the same after kissing her forehead.