Olivia's Worst Nightmare

By Pandy Roxy Chick

Disclaimer: I don't own any body from SVU but I own anybody you don't recognise.

A/N: I had the Idea that Olivia is at home and puts on a CD and she listens to the first song then remembers what happened goes to the last song. Italics are flashback or dreams in this chapter they are flashbacks.

Chapter 2-The Flashbacks

It has been a week since her attack the captain gave a couple of weeks of. She spent the week mainly moping around the house just watching TV. So Olivia decided to put on a CD.

SONG

Maybe I was wrong

Maybe I'm to blame

I though I'd see you

It would be the same

But when I look at you

Don't know who I see

Is it someone new

Or just a memory

Days drift by

Sometimes I cry

I never really understood it

I always thought that you'd be there

Was I crazy?

Crazy

Sometimes… it's so unfair

Don't know where I am

Don't know where is home

Don't know much at all

But it ain't much fun alone

Guess I'll work it out

What else can you do

Maybe life goes on

With one instead of two

Days drift by

Sometimes I cry

I never really understood it

I always thought that you'd be there

Was I crazy?

Crazy

Sometimes… it's so unfair

And was I crazy?

Crazy

Sometimes… it's so unfair

FLASHBACK

"Let me go! Help! Help me!" Said Olivia

Olivia gets dragged into the ally-way.

"Let me go you bastard!" Shouted Olivia.

The perp gagged Olivia with her scarf that she was wearing.

"Let me go!" Said Olivia in a muffled voice while trying to struggle out of his grasp.

"You look pretty." Said the perp while raping Olivia.

"Help! Help me! Arrgg!" Shouted Olivia still in a muffled voice.

Then he ran out of the ally-way. Then threw a plank of wood at Olivia. Now she was knocked out. When Olivia woke up she rang Casey.

"Hi Casey it's me Liv. I need to talk to you. Can I come around?" Asked Olivia in a scared voice…

PRESENT SONG
My heart is like a river

My heart is like these hills

They never change

I never change

And I never will

You called and I came running

You cried and now I'm here

So hold this faith

Accept our faith

These are little fears

We have enough to guide us

We have enough to last

We're not alone

We never were

You and I aren't lost

Oh hold me very tightly

Hold me fast and strong

I am your love

Won't stay from you

You and I belong

My heart is like a river

My heart is like these hills

They never change

I never change

And I never will

Then Olivia turned off the CD player. Then got her badge, gun and car keys then drove down to SVU. When she got there she went to the door of the captain's office and knocked.

"Come in." Said Cragen.

Olivia opened the door and went in to the office.

"Olivia! You shouldn't be here. Why are you here?" Asked Cragen surprised to see Olivia.

"I wanna come back to work because I can't stand being at home alone. I had a flashback earlier." Replied Olivia.

"It is ok you can come back but you have to stay here you can't go out to the crime scenes. Ok?" Said Cragen.

"Ok. What can I do now?" Asked Olivia.

"You got any paperwork to do?" Asked Cragen.

"Yeah. I have paperwork to do." Replied Olivia.

A/N: Tell me what you think. The first song I used was 'Am I Crazy' and the other one is 'My Heart Is Like A River'.