:The Eternity You Desire:
Bayb-Munki: Finally back again! I missed you all so much…and I have to say…lol even though I DO have a lot of assignments… writing clears my mind…so I shall continue…updates won't be as fast…BUT for sure…I'll try my best! Also sorrie…a lot has happened which is why as you noticed…I hadn't updated…a lot had happened…and so just please enjoy.
Thanks: twiliging-star1, Rushi Star, Kitty Meow-Mix23, theatreofwar, youkaigirl64, moonshadow, Crayon Eater Aya, cherrydreamer
Bobo Suger Bugeta: originally? The show had it so that the character that was awake got the guy at the end…instead though I wanted the girl in the coma…so that's really the onli major diff
Disclaimer: The story line belongs to KGNE although there are some changes…and also the ending will be mind. The characters belong to CLAMP and… whoever the creator of FUSHIGI YUUGI is. And…that's it!
Chapter Three
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Syaoran lay restlessly on his bed. His arm was wrapped around Tomoyo. She was soundly asleep beside him. His mind kept swirling to earlier that night. "I just wanted you to tell her the truth," the words kept going through his mind. The truth, should he tell her? He looked over to Tomoyo, could he tell Sakura that he now loved Tomoyo. He took a breath while slowly getting off the bed. The truth, Miaka was right, she deserved to know, he shouldn't be leading her on. He shouldn't.
After that night, it had become awkward for the two to mention going to the hospital again. So from time to time Syaoran would go to visit Sakura herself while Tomoyo would wait at home. Every time he went to see her, he would always see Miaka. Although there was always a small smile on her face, it was out of sadness, he knew. He knew he should tell Sakura the truth, not keep her hiding in the past. But every time he saw those lost emerald orbs he got lost in them all over again.
He had thought about telling her multiple times, but each time he stopped short and changed the subject. He had decided to come visit her again. It was about his fifth visit in two weeks. Although he knew Tomoyo was jealous, he felt he had to visit her. If it hadn't been for him, Sakura would still be her happy self and not stuck in the hospital bed like a lost child. She would've been writing stories by now, and become a wonderful children's author. But it was his fault, it was because of him that all her dreams were shattered. If only he hadn't been running late that day, if only.
He walked through the front noticing the two usual nurses, Mei Lin and Kaori. Mei Lin's long black hair bounced as she walked towards Syaoran, "Ohh, you came back! You've been coming a lot lately!" Syaoran nodded, "Yep!" Mei Lin was actually only six years old. She was working here as a wish before she died of cancer. Kaori walked closer towards them smiling, "She's recuperating quite well since you've been visiting her." Syaoran smiled, "That's good." Kaori nodded, "Kaho-sensei is almost done, so you can just go straight ahead." Syaoran nodded, "Thank you." Mei Lin bounced closer, "No problem!"
He slowly walked down the long white hallways towards Sakura's room. He took a deep breath, him and Tomoyo haven't been doing too well lately. They have grown apart after they had came to visit Sakura. Tomoyo was more timid now, and cautious. Because of that Syaoran had…he had felt the tension between them and always came home late. He tired to ignore the conversations on them moving out. Although he knew it was good for a change, he didn't want to. He wasn't ready not. Not quite yet.
He saw the doors and grasped the knob tightly. Why was he so nervous? He was unsure himself but slowly turned the knob. Sakura sat there by her windowsill. It felt like she rarely moved from that spot. She turned when she noticed him enter. "Syaoran-kun!" she said while smiling brightly at him. Syaoran smiled back, "How have you been Saku?" Sakura continued smiling brightly, "The doctor says I've been healing really well." Syaoran took her hand in his, "That's good." Sakura nodded her head, "It's all thanks to your help Syaoran. I don't know what I would do without you." Syaoran smiled and wrapped his arms around her slim body.
She looked up at him, her emerald eyes shining with hope, "Syao-kun lets make the promise." Syaoran looked at her, "The promise?" Sakura frowned slightly, "You don't remember our promise…" Syaoran quickly shook his head, "No that's not it…how about we make the promise when you get better." Tears welled up in her eyes, "You don't want to make the promise with me anymore."
Syaoran's heart tightened as he watched the crystal tears fall down her soft pink cheeks, "No that's not it," he said wiping the tears off with his thumb. Sakura looked up with hope, "So you'll do the promise with me?" Syaoran nodded, "Yes the promise." Sakura's whole face brightened.
Like the stars shining in the sky,
Our feelings won't disappear,
Even if our hands become separated,
The two of us won't ever forget this.
Sakura smiled when they finished, "I'll always love you Syaoran." Syaoran opened his mouth to say something when he noticed someone walking in. "Onee-chan, how are you feeling?" Syaoran looked and saw Miaka with a plastered smile on her face. Syaoran looked away in shame. Sakura smiled happily, "Syaoran did the promise with me!" Miaka looked over towards him, "Did he? Onee-chan…mind if I have a talk with him?" Sakura frowned, but quickly smiled again. "Okay…I'm tired anyways…but you promise to come tomorrow right?" she asked cutely while yawning. Syaoran nodded, "I'll come tomorrow."
Miaka and Syaoran walked out when they were away from the door she shoved him towards the wall. "How long do you intend to keep lying to her?" Syaoran looked away, "It's the best for her." Miaka shook her head, "She deserves to know Syaoran! And how about when she does find out! How do you think she'll react than!" Syaoran stared at Miaka, "It doesn't matter…I can't do it now." Miaka started backing away, "You're just a wimp Syaoran!" She started running away. Syaoran leaned against the wall, thoughts running through his head.
A soft ring tone was heard knocking him back into his senses. He reached into his pocket taking out his cell phone, "Hello?" "Syaoran…it's Tomoyo…they told me you aren't at work today." Syaoran froze, "Sorry." He could hear her sobs lightly over the phone, "Why are you lying to me Syaoran…why?" Syaoran took a breath, "Would you have allowed me to see her if I told you?" Tomoyo froze, "…I…I don't know." Syaoran sighed, "What is it you want Tomoyo? I'll be home soon."
"I…I think maybe we should move out. Please? I can't stand living in this apartment anymore," he could hear the pleading in her voice. "Fine…" Tomoyo stopped crying, "Thank you…I made dinner…for you." Syaoran nodded, "I'll be home soon, don't worry." He quickly hung up the phone, and slowly walked down the hallways.
When he arrived home Tomoyo was sitting by the table, with apartment books in her lap. "You awake?" he asked softly walking closer to her. He watched as Tomoyo slowly stirred, "Syaoran…you came home." Syaoran nodded, "I told you I would." Tomoyo smiled, "You want to look for an apartment? Or do you want to eat first?" Syaoran just shrugged his shoulders, "I'm really tired, how about we just go to sleep." Tomoyo looked up at him, rage bubbling inside of her. "God Syaoran! This is all about Sakura isn't it? You're always 'tired' after visiting her! You never have time for us anymore! Our relationship is falling apart! The only time I actually see you, you're always asleep! God it's like you're too busy for me, but not for her!"
Syaoran clenched his fists, "Don't talk about her like that!" Tomoyo stood up staring at him, "God! She was gone for three years! What are you thinking? You have to repay her for not being there for her for all these years!" Syaoran stared at Tomoyo, his amber eyes hardening, "So you just don't want me to see her anymore right? Fine than…I won't." Tomoyo sat down frustrated as Syaoran walked over towards the bed and hid under the covers. Tomoyo didn't dare move from her spot. She was shaking from rage…and right now she was just plain afraid. They had never argued before…never.
Bayb-Munki: Sorrie for the short chapter…I promise you the next update will be longer…but …I don't think I'll update until my exams are over…I'll try though…I'm only able to write this…because I'm sick right now lol so yea…hope you enjoy…oh here's what you can expect next chapter
Syaoran never visited Sakura again after that fight, but he rarely comes home now too. Entering depression Naoko decides to take Tomoyo out to have some drinks. When things get out of hand…who better to save her than…Eriol?