Kandy Fic...Kirsten in rehab, Her thoughts and Sandy's thoughts after he left...
Kirsten's POV:
As Kirsten looks for her diary, she can't stop thinking of what just happened. It wasn't major but her husband was going to suspect someone. "Ahh! There you are" As Kirsten opens it and begins to write the date...
September 8, 2005...It's me again, obviously. Sandy was just here before. It was so great to see him. I feel so alone in rehab that I just love to see him come. Even though things were strained before, I think rehab has really turned things around for the better. I'm just scared I'm going to let him and the boys down. That's my worst fear of leaving this place. I mean, I know I have cravings sometimes but I don't want to risk my family. They're way too important to me. I'm scared of losing the most important people in my life. I almost have because of this problem. Oh I have a group meeting in 5 minutes. I'm sure I'll be writing this later..So bye!
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Sandy thinking to himself on his way home from visiting Kirsten...
As he takes a left to get back onto the main highway to head to Newport again, Sandy can't help but feel discomfort about Kirsten.
I hope Kirsten realises she can come home at anytime. Me and the boys have been a complete wreck without her. Her progress has been amazing since the beginning of the summer. It actually feels like the spark is back in our relationship. It's like a beginning almost. Corny I know..I just love her so much. I hope she knows that..I hope that isn't why she doesn't wanna come home? No that couldn't be it. I'm overthinking things way too much. Wow. I'm back in Newport already. I just got another call from Seth. Ryan just went and visited Trey. There'll be some tough things to explain to Kirsten when she gets back. Oh theres the road and up the drive way I go. As I go to turn the car off I say "Adios to Greased Lightning" .. Grease always helps me when I'm in a situation I feel the need to think about things. And Sandy walks into his house...
