:The Eternity You Desire:
Bayb-Munki: Finally the ending…that you've all been waiting for!…but remember there is the sequel! Lol I hope you enjoy this chapter…and thank you soo much for RnR please continue…the sequel will be posted soon.
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Ending
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TomoyoShe had heard about the news of Sakura's reawakening and how the doctors were deciding to do it differently this time. This time, there were going to be no more lies, only the truth. Tomoyo looked up at the room and slowly turned the knob. Sakura was sitting at her bed looking out the window with Miaka reading to her a story. Tomoyo walked closer, "Sakura, Miaka," she said softly. The two girls looked up towards her.
Miaka smiled sadly at her while Sakura's whole face lit up, "Moyo! I missed you so much!" Tomoyo hugged her once best friend while tears welled up in her eyes. Sakura touched Tomoyo's hair gently, "You cut it, it looks fantastic on you." Tomoyo smiled, "Thanks Saku-chan." "What's been happening all these years?" Sakura asked happily. Tomoyo looked up with sad eyes and held onto her best friend's hand tightly, "Sakura I have to tell you something."
Sakura's whole face fell, "Did something bad happen? What's going on? I already know about you not swimming, Mia told me." Tomoyo shook her head, "But do you know why I stopped?" Sakura looked confused, "Because of my accident?" Tears were now streaking down her checks as Tomoyo looked up, "Not only that, but because I couldn't handle the guilt! It was because of me you were in that coma Sakura! Do you know why Syaoran was late that day! Because I had held him back! He was with me that was why he was late! And…and…the people were right. I did stop swimming for a guy. I ended up falling in love with Syaoran when I was getting to know him. I didn't mean to and thought that if you guys got together the feelings would stop. But they didn't…they didn't."
Sakura looked at her friend in shock, "You're not finished are you?" Tomoyo shook her head furiously, "No me and Syaoran dated. We just broke up this morning." Sakura froze and all you could hear was a loud impact. Miaka covered her mouth in shock. And Tomoyo sat there frozen. She had now a large red mark on her left check. "Get out!" Sakura yelled taking back her hand, "Get out!" Tomoyo quickly got out of her seat and rushed out of the room crying. Sakura was now bawling her eyes out, she looked over towards her sister, "Why?" Miaka hugged her sister tightly, "Shh." Sakura shook her head, "No…I understand…it really isn't Moyo's fault. But why does it hurt so much Mia?"
Miaka didn't say anything but watched as her sister hugged herself tightly in comfort. "Why did it hurt so much when she told me that they were in love with each other? Why did it hurt so much to know that Tomoyo and Syaoran had found happiness in each other?" Miaka just held onto her sister tightly as the tears streaked down her checks. Miaka knew this was for the best, Sakura was bound to find out, and the sooner the better. And even though the pain was painful now, in the end it will all get better.
Eriol
Surprised at the sudden happenings he decided to go and visit Tomoyo to find out what was going on. He looked around everywhere at her workplace and found her boss, Naoko on the rooftop. "Where's Tomoyo?" he asked forcefully.
Naoko raised her glasses, "How would I know?" Eriol growled, "You're her boss, please tell me." Naoko smiled sadly, "Going to find herself. She's at a place where she can finally be happy." Eriol looked at the woman sadly, "She's gone." Naoko nodded, "She did what was right, even though it was hard."
Eriol nodded and slowly walked away. Naoko looked up towards the sky smiling as she held a white sheet of paper, "Arigatou Daidouji-san." On the sheet of paper were the divorce papers of the Yanagisawa's.
Sakura
As the days past, Sakura had decided to ignore Syaoran and work on getting better. She wanted to prove to everyone that even without their help she can make it through. Tomoyo never visited again, and Sakura didn't really mind. This was her turn to start new.
Syaoran
Syaoran had tried to talk to Sakura, but Miaka had told him what happened with her and Tomoyo. Although he always kept his distance, he always watched in the background, wondering what he should do. Tomoyo hadn't come home for a long time now, and a lot of people were wondering where she was.
Tomoyo
After leaving the hospital she decided on one thing. She had to leave. Tomoyo no longer had to worry about Sakura or Syaoran. So what was keeping her behind? After a week had past, she heard about the progress that Sakura was making through Miaka. After that she got a plane ticket for England.
Miaka
Miaka tried her best to balance out her sister, school, and swimming. With her sister's new attitude towards healing, Kaho-sensei encouraged everyone to help her.
Sakura
Sakura held onto the wooden bars tightly. Raising her left foot she took one step forward. At the end you could see Miaka happily cheering her sister on. "Come on you can do it onee-chan," Miaka said while looking at the doctor beside her for instructions. Sakura was sweating heavily but she raised her right foot and took another step forward. The doctor smiled at the improvement, "Good job, you can rest now."
Sakura shook her head furiously, "No, I have to do this." Sakura raised another foot and placed it down. Miaka looked at her worriedly but didn't say anything. "You shouldn't force it," a strong voice commented behind her. Sakura turned around, shock clearly on her face.
"What are you doing here Syaoran?" she bit out bitterly. "Why are you avoiding me?" he asked her sadly. Sakura had tears in her eyes but she held them in, "Why do you care? You liar!" Syaoran held onto her tightly, "I care about you Sakura." Sakura looked up at him sadly, a sad smile made its way on her lips. "Okay, we have to talk," she said softly as she allowed him to place her on her wheelchair.
Syaoran
He was surprised but glad she had started talking again. "Stop here," he heard her angelic voice. They had stopped right in front of the ocean. The sun was shining brightly above the two, and the waves were brushing peacefully.
"I heard Tomoyo came by to visit," Syaoran said softly. Sakura nodded her head, "Yeah…I hit her." Syaoran looked at her startled, "Why'd you do that?" "Because…knowing that you were with her made me unhappy," Sakura admitted as a single tear trailed down her check.
"Gomen," Syaoran said as the wind blew on her long auburn hair. Sakura didn't turn around instead she pushed her wheelchair forward. She held onto the railing at the side and pushed her body up. Slowly, she stepped forward down the steps towards the sand. Syaoran stood there frozen, wondering if he should help her or not.
"Sakura," he mumbled softly. He watched as she continued almost making it down completely when she suddenly stumbles. "Sakura!" he rushes towards her but she gently pushes him aside. "I'm okay," she says and continues to walk on the sand.
Finally the water was able to touch her feet. Syaoran noticed her weakening and quickly rushes to her side, "Why did you force yourself like that? The doctors said you shouldn't push yourself too hard," Syaoran said while holding her tightly towards him. Sakura looks upwards, her emerald eyes glowing, than suddenly she places her lips over top of his.
She suddenly backs away, no longer facing him as her eyes watered up again. "I thought we could stay friends, no matter what happens…but I guess that isn't true," she said while slowly turning back towards him.
Syaoran places her back in her wheelchair.
"I loved Tomoyo," Syaoran admitted softly, "I think she was in pain the whole time we were together. Even though we were together, my heart was always elsewhere. I was always too busy wondering if this was right, that I didn't even realize the pain I was putting her through. Not until the day that she left. I want to help her…but it's already too late. She's gone now."
"It's true…three years have really past," Sakura said while looking out towards the ocean, "but nothing we do can ever replace the time that we have lost. And during those three years, you were living time that I didn't. Experienced things I'll never get to experience. The Syaoran-kun I'm in love with, is the one from three years ago. And that person is gone now."
Syaoran was shocked as those words escaped her lips. What was she trying to say? "Gomen…for all the pain I have caused you throughout these three years," Sakura said while taking a deep breath, "But…I'm okay now." Tears slowly began to fall down her milky white skin.
Starts Song Hoshizora No Waltz (Waltz of the Starry Sky)
wakaregiwa no samishisa wa
ano koro kara kawaranai
mata ashita aeru no ni
hanaretakunai no
The loneliness of parting
is always the same.
Despite being able to see you again tomorrow,
I don't want to leave.
Sakura shut her eyes, trying to find the words, "Syaoran-kun…" Syaoran stepped beside her, "Yeah?" "Watashi…watashi…you remember the book Mayauru no Okurimono?" Syaoran nodded his head. Sakura smiled sadly as tears trailed down her soft pink check.
sotto watashi wo dakishimete kureru
shiawase wo mamoritai zutto
Please, embrace me gently.
I want to protect this happiness forever.
"That is the story of our meeting," Sakura said so softly that he barely heard. "Nani?" Syaoran asked looking at her confused. He watched as the tears continued to fall down her emerald eyes.
manatsu no seiza ni terasarete
futari chiisaku tonaeru
himitsu no kotoba oshiete ageru
ne, omajinai shiyou
Illuminated by the midsummer constellations,
The two of us recite in small voices.
Will you teach me secret words?
Let's make a charm.
Sakura smiled sadly, "Mayauru the fairy lost her memories and was living alone on a hill in the forest, by chance a lone girl went there and they became friends."
A memory of when Sakura and Syaoran were at the bookstore appears. Sakura and Syaoran reach for the book at the same time.
"The girl called many others and they all became friends and played."
A memory of when they took a picture onto of the hill appears of all four friends, Tomoyo, Eriol, Sakura, and Syaoran.
itsumo aruku kaerimichi
tsunaida te wo hanasenai
kono mama itai keredo
toki ga sugite iku
On the way we always walk home,
We're unable to separate our connected hands.
I want to stay like this, but
Time keeps passing by.
"Because Mayauru wasn't human, she aged slower than the rest. The children grew bigger and bigger."
A scene with Syaoran working appears, Tomoyo working, Eriol going to college, and lastly a picture of Sakura lying in bed."
"…and forgot about Mayauru. In the end, the only one remaining was the girl she met first. Demo… the girl grew into an adult and couldn't play with Mayauru anymore." Syaoran clenched his fists tightly as Sakura continued with her story. "Even as she grew older, the girl couldn't forget about Mayauru and came again."
yozora ni egaku yume wa hitotsu dake
anata no hoshi ni naritai itsuka
There is only one dream painted in the sky;
I want to become your star, someday.
Sakura finally smiles again, "So Mayauru gives the sad looking girl a present." "A present?" Syaoran asks softly. Sakura closes her eyes gently, "Words of goodbye."
yasashii hitomi wo miteitara
naze ka namida ga afureru
hajimete no setsunasa wo shitta no
...anata ga suki
If I look into your gentle eyes,
For some reason, my tears overflow.
You knew my initial pains.
...I love you
Sakura opened her eyes again, and stared up at the open, "Until than, humans didn't know parting words. Mayauru was a fairy of goodbyes. She was forgetting that, because it was painful to have nothing but goodbyes."
manatsu no seiza ni terasarete
futari shizuka ni inoru no
sunao na kimochi no mama de
issho ni iraremasu youni
Illuminated by the midnight constellations,
The two of us pray in silence.
With such honest feelings,
We can stay together like this.
"The girl, now an adult learned the words of goodbye from Mayauru. Knowing the words of goodbye, that girl was able to become the kindest person in the world."
hikari ga umareta no ima
futari no kokoro no naka ni
Light is given life, now
By our hearts.
"That is our book of meeting, let's say goodbye with a smile. Okay?" she said while finally turning around to face him. Syaoran stared into her emerald eyes, seeing the sadness but didn't say anything. She was right, they needed some time apart. Tears welled up in his eyes but he ignored them.
Syaoran turned around and slowly walked away as the tears trailed down his checks. Sakura smiled sadly as she continued crying, "Good luck."
Bayb-Munki: dun.dun.dun.dun! lmao aren't you sad…that made mi cry…when I watched it on the anime…yeah…I reallie wanted to put that in…coz…I unno that wuz actually my favourite part…so anyways…sequel coming soon! So please update! And I'm not sure if you want it attached with this story…or if I should make it separately? If you guys don't say anything I'll just attach it. Anyways…so that's the first part…they all seemed to have somewhat separated eh? Well…I have to go to shanghai soon …buhh…I promise you guys I'll update the prologue before I leave…only because I have such faithful reviewers! Arrigatou!
