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Gippal's pov
Rikku's pov
# Baralai's pov Thanks again ffpanda, I found a lot of errors. Lol I guess I was tired.)
I had to go back to Gippal's apartment, because I forgot my stupid scarf. When I walked in I saw Baralai still standing in the same spot he was five minutes ago when I first left. I walked over to him and decided to comfort him or something. Before I could say anything the door opened up again. In came Gippal and Wedge. Gippal had placed his arm around Wedge's shoulder. I stopped, and began to pray, Please Yevon don't let this turn into a big fight. Wedge laughed looking at the two friends who frequently could be found inside Gippal's home. "What do they live here now or something?" The two cracked up laughing while Baralai collected his things and made his way to the door. "Baralai why don't you stay for a while?" Gippal asked, he still had no idea that it killed Baralai to see him like this. "Yeah, why not stay and play with us for a while?" Wedge said bursting out into laughter, but it was only him this time. It took every ounce of strength I had not to drop my mouth open. "Cred." escaped my lips. Baralai looked at the two men. His eyes where full of anger and he pushed thorough them, making his way to the elevator. "Baralai?" Gippal said walking out of the room to try and talk to him. The elevator doors opened and Baralai quickly got in closing the doors only a second before Gippal could board it. Wedge looked at me confused. "Was it something I said?" I shook my head no, "It's not your fault." When in all actuality it was, I wanted nothing more than to scream in his face and just get everything out in the open, but I know better than that.. Things would only get harder. "You know Rikku..." Wedge began to talk bringing me back to the real world. "I can't help but find myself, attracted to you... I think I may love Yo.." "NOOOOOOOOO!" I screamed at the top of my lounges, this can't be happening it was like something out of a soap-opera. "Oh my God, I can't believe you just did that!" I fell to the ground with my head in my knees. Things just went from bad to worse... Gippal entered the room looking at the two of them. "What's wrong?"
Wedge looked at me and shook his head. "I have no clue, I told her that I love her and she is now having a mental brake down." My heart skipped a beat, please tell me this is a bad dream. It must have showed on my face because Wedge quickly asked, "What's wrong?" I walked into my room and slammed my door shut. Hurling myself onto my bed I felt like I should never get up again. It was pathetic, but my life had lost all meaning. When my door opened I knew it was Rikku. I had locked it, and after all no one could have picked it but her. "Leave me alone." I spoke the words like a wounded animal begging for it's life. She shut the door and laid on the bed next to me. "Don't worry Wedge left." I berried my face deeper into my pillow. "He probably thinks I'm a friggen loser now." She rolled me onto my back and bent over my face, her hair fell around us making it like a private channel. "No, he wanted to check if you were ok, but I told him that things have been hard for you lately." She made an odd face. "Then he said something about it must have something to do with your clothing, or something like that." I could not help but crack a smile at this, but it faded quickly. "I just don't understand what's going on anymore." She frowned and put my head in her lap. "Me either." We sat there for at least an hour in silence, she just ran her fingers through my hair. "I'm sorry." Rikku finally spoke. "It's not your fault. You can't help who you love, nor can you help who loves you." I sat up after imparting my wisdom on her. She hugged me from behind and cried a bit, as she spoke. "Things will work out. I promise." I stood up and smiled. "Let's not waste another moment, wanna grab something to eat?" Rikku got off my bed and started laughing. "Do you ever think about anything besides love and food?" I walked out of the room laughing. "You forgot sex."
#The elevator moved so slowly. It seemed like I had been in it for ten minutes just going down three floors. "I should have walked..." I wiped my eyes removing the few tears that I could not hold back. The doors opened and right as I walked out I bumped into Wedge. "Hey, what is with you guys? Is something going on I don't know about." I was so angry at this point I didn't know what to do, Wedge continued. "I just told Gippal that I love Rikku. Now he stormed off into his room, and Rikku is trying to talk to him." He pushed me over the edge. "You have no clue at all!" I pushed him, violence was the answer for once. "You must be blind! You don't even have half a brain!" I kept pushing him until he hit the wall. "What are you talking about?" Wedge was slightly frightened to see me violent. "Damn you!" I left without another word walking so fast it was almost a jog. As I walked the streets I kept seeing the "of so happy" couples everywhere I looked. Yevon was rubbing my face in this. I walked past a club that was known for it's gay activity. A man saw me and stated, "You should smile more, I bet you have a beautiful smile." I shook my head, I was not in the mood to be happy, nor to have five cent pickup lines used on me. The man followed me and placed a hand on my shoulder. "Let me buy you a drink at least." Maybe a drink would help... I turned back to him and nodded. "That would be nice." He grinned and led me into the bar...
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