"I'm fuckin leavin...I'm fuckin leavin your ass behind..so don't fuckin ask me..oh no baby don't fuckin ask me...to move in rewind...chance after chance...time after time...i'm sorry baby, but you just aren't mine..."
Emma sang softly as she walked to the bus stop. It was cold, it was dark, and it was late. She didn't know how Sean would react when she landed on his doorstep. She planned on staying at a hotel not his house, but she wanted to be with him..but what if Sean had a new life, a new girlfriend, Ellie and him never even really broke it off..what if they are talking. Emma's mind was racing. She finally got her seat on the bus and would be there by morning...
Jay;
"It's fuckin boring..."
Then Jay got an idea...Sean, Sean's been home long enough. He and Jay could get a place together outside of Toronto or something. He decided to pay Sean a visit first thing in the morning. He grabbed the only blanket he had and drank some Brandy before he passed out on the cold hard wood in the little empty house he used to call home.
MORNING;
"This will be ok..." Emma knocked on the door lightly. Sean's mother answered and recongnized her and let her in immediatly. Sean wasn't home but his mother said for Emma to wait in his room, and that it'd be a nice surprise. Emma felt like shit, she went in the bathroom and brushed her hair and put on some clean jeans and a black wife beater and went in his room and layed on his bed. His room was bare, and small. He handle a candle on his bedside. His bedspread was black, the walls were white. It was so plain..so Sean. Emma was thinking how stupid she was for being here but she stayed anyways. After a while she fell asleep...
Seans POV this is a new one! lol
"I'm home!" Sean's parents were in the living room watching t.v. "Sean get me beer while you're in there!" Sean sighed and got his father a beer.
"Sean you have a visitor..."
"Who? If it's Conrad why did you let him in!"
"No no...just go and talk to..her."
"Her? ... " Sean hadn't met any new girls in Wasega. He'd thought about Ellie...and even Emma, but girls weren't on his mind really.
"Just go..." He shrugged his shoulders and went to his room. He saw a lengthy blonde lying on his bed, although he only saw her back side, she was laying her on side facing the wall, he knew it was Emma...
"Emma!" He shook her to wake her up. "Emma! Oh my God! Emma I can't believe you're here!"
Sleepily she opened her eyes. "Hi."
"Hi? That's it!" Emma sat up and Sean wrapped his arms around her, he held her tight, close to his heart. Emma embraced him back and when they let go of eachother Sean looked her in the eyes and said, "You are more beautiful than ever..." She looked down with a blushing smile. He lifted her chin and said, "I'm so happy to see you you know.." She nodded and started to cry. "Emma what's wrong..." She shook her head and got up off the bed. Sean stood and embraced her once more. She buried her face into his chest and cried her eyes out.
Just then as Sean was holding Emma and telling her that he cared for her and that everything was going to be fine the door opened, Sean and Emma both turned to see Jay standing in the doorway. "Hey Jay's here too!" Sean let go of Emma and went to shake Jay's hand and give him a hug. Jay and Emma were just staring at eachother in shock. Sean noticed the tension.
"Oh come on I've seen you guys get along before...well somewhat. You two are my best friends, shake hands and let's enjoy our time together!" Sean had no clue...
Jay felt unbelievably uncomfortable, and Emma did too. Emma took a deep breathe and said, "Why are you here Jay?"
"Hey is that any way to talk to one of Sean's friends?"
"He's right Emma."
"Quit the act, we should just tell him."
"Oh...well that's no big deal okay. Emma gave me head at the ravine and I gave her an std and that's it."
"Oh my God..."
"What!" Sean looked at Emma. "What!"
Jay started to laugh.
"Jerk!" Emma lunged at Jay and he fell on to the bed. She sat on top of him and started hitting his chest.
"Emma! I told you I didn't like it this rough!"
"Fucking jerk! I fucking hate you! Just when I though.."
"No! You came here to get some dick Emma! You can't deny it!"
Sean was about to stop Emma when she stopped, still sitting on Jay she tried to catch her breathe.
"Anger and passion are like one..." Jay put his hands on her hips. "Remember how good this felt.." He bucked his hips a little bit and Emma almost instantly cummed. Sean was so shocked by all of this he almost left his own house.
"Stop! Ugh. Stop! What the hell is going on around here! God Degrassi drama get's crazier and crazier!"
Emma got up and dusted her self off. They scooted away from eachother but still sat on the bed, Sean sat between them.
"Jay and I went out..we even lived together for a while.."
"Until Emma fucked Alex and her friend..."
"No until Jay...became a complete jerk and did coke!"
"If I was such a jerk would I have beat the shit out of Chester until he was half dead for hurting you!"
"What...you...you did that?"
Sean listened closely, this was better than a soap opera, but he hated the fact they'd hooked up and stuff. In his eyes Emma was his forever.
"Ofcourse I did..."
"Well you are always drinking and even though you act like you respect me you are always pulling bullshit comments out of your ass that really hurt..I'm not a slut..Alex got me drunk, and ( she started to cry) and Chester raped me...and with you..I loved you Jay..I..I can't believe you. I need to go."
Emma got off the bed and left the room.
"You, are an asshole, and if you don't go after her, I will.
Jays POV
Jay was about to get mad, when he realized that...he couldn't let Emma go like this. He was a jerk..and even though his pride would have a dent in it he went after Emma.
He ran out the door and saw Emma going downt he road with her duffel bag on her arm.
"Emma!"
She turned to see him, and he saw tears in her eyes. He felt bad..thank God he was sober for this moment. She stopped in her tracks and let him catch up to her.
"Emma. I.."
"Whatever remotley kind thing you could say right now won't matter, because you will just be an asshole later!"
Jay tried to hold her hand and she jerked away from him.
"I don't even know what to say alright! God! I mean...I don't even know what I mean, or who I am or anything! And I know I have a drinking problem but how could I not! And to top it all of, my mothers dead, and I am responsible for that Rick guy dying and...all that."
"And me almost getting shot..."
"And I passed out STDS like candy bars..I am a shit bag. A regular Hogart, and you are Emma Nelson, Green Peace, someone who actually has something going for them...so maybe Cameron and you should be together..and I should just get out of the picture.."
"Why do you label me so much? Why do you label your self so much? You...aren't a shit bag, and anyone who has been through as much as you have, would be a little off. People still think I belong in a straight jacket..Jay I love you, I fell in love with you, and I never fell out of love with you. I was just hurt, but how could I not be. We both made mistakes...and I'll try..no I promise to not make anymore."
Jay started to say something but she stopped him with a kiss. Jay returned her kiss by opening his mouth and they were soon makeing out softly.
"Emma I'm so sorry.."
"We are both sorry. I just love you so much.."
"I love you more than you could imagine.."
Jay grabbed Emma's bag and her hand and they walked back to Sean's.
"You guys..are unbelievable.."
"No you are unbelievable, for not even calling Elly, ever!"
"Don't get on my case about that, because Elly hasn't called me either."
"You wanna go now Em? We gotta find a place to live."
"Yeah."
"Later Sean, nice seeing you, we'll h ave to..hang out sometime soon."
"Yeah yeah yeah..."
"Seriously. Em I'll take this out to the car."
"Okay."
"Well..we didn't really get a chance to visit..so maybe some other time? I drive now so you don't have to worry about a bus."
"That'd be nice, yeah I'd like that."
Emma gave Sean a hug. He kissed on her cheek and she left.
"Things..get weirder and weirder."
ps. song by me 3 lol