"Fuck it." Emma walked back inside and turned up the sterio as loud as it could go to Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne. She pressed repeat and threw herself on the bed. After a while she got that journal of hers and burned ripped it to peices and dropped the peices off of the balcony like confetti. She went back inside and took a long hot bubble bath.

Jays POV

He woke up around two. Sitting up and he looked over at Mia. He decided he couldn't leave Emma worried and he got dressed and went home. He couldn't find his shirt so he was just in jeans and shoes. He stumbled through the dark elevator and finally made his way to his floor. He could hear the music from the end of the hall. "Is that from my apartment?" He opened the door and sure enough it was. The music was blasting from his bedroom. He ran in there and shut it off. Emma sat up startled.

"Where have you been!" She yelled turning on the light. She noticed he didn't have a shirt on. Jay didn't say anthing.

"I know you know and I know I was wrong. And if you want me to leave just tell me, but if you've been with someone else...I...I'll..." She stopped and started to get dressed. While she was in the bathroom pulling her hair up and washing her face Jay looked at the scenario from her eyes, "A mistake. It obviously didn't mean anything, she was still with him, she didn't leave him for Sean or anything...and it was tearing her up inside, and, he had kinda been with Mia before...so Jay went inside the bathroom with out knocking and took Emma's hair brush out of her hands and ran his fingers through her hair. She started crying and his eyes slightly watered. "I was at this girls house who lives on the top floor..her name is Mia...we didn't have sex, when I learned you'd had sex with Sean I freaked."

"Sean and I didn't have sex.."

"What are you talking about, but your journal?"

"Sean got me off with his hand. That's it. We barely kissed."

"Still...Emma we were living at his house..."

"Well I felt you hated me for a while...like I was a burden and you wanted someone else...God I am sorry Jay. I know I am a big screw up. And whoever Mia is I'm sure she's better to you than I ever could be.."

"Actually no, Mia has her flaws, she married too. And she's clingy and obsessive."

"Married?" Emma said with a laugh. Jay just nodded his head.

"Crazy I know. Emma I forgive you, if you forgive me for makeing you feel bad. We've been through too much to throw it all away." He wrapped his arms around her and she buried her face into his bare chest. He smelled like sex and another girls perfume. "Just promise me you'll never speak to her again..." Emma said sniffiling. Jay whispered "I promise." And led her to the shower.

They washed their sins away and crawled into bed together. They didn't have sex, barely kissed. Jay just held Emma close and she didn't take this moment for granted.

Ok I realize this is HELLA short but you know I'll update asap. lol i update constantly because i am home schooled and always bored. xoxo enjoi