"5 minutes late Emma!"
"Mom I know and I am sorry, but Manny's clock was 5 minutes off."
"Oh it's fine."
"Good." Emma said going down stairs to her room. She was so frustrated and didn't know what to do. She know in her heart that she couldn't have lived the fantasy life forever with Jay. She tried so hard to make things work but her in-curable teenage ways and instincts held her back. She kept making one mistake after another. What she should have done is never gotten into that van with him. Then she would have never discovered his sweet side and he wouldn't have either. He'd still be having fun everynight and she'd still be getting good grades and she'd still be in the enviromental club which she still loved to death even though she's tried to deny it. She layed on her bed and closed her eyes. Eventually she fell asleep.
Jay.
"Hey what's up?" Alex said as she opened the door to see Jay standing there with his arms crossed and his eyes all red.
"Can I come in?"
"You look high."
"Shut up." He said walking into Alex's rather smoky house. "Where's the fire?"
"Kiera's cooking."
"Ah."
"So.."
"Okay. I'm torn between too life altering decisions."
"Pretty big words for a pretty big punk" She said playfully shoving him.
"You gonna listen or what?"
"Yeah."
"Montreal with my aunt, or ghetto apartments kinda by here bymyself."
"Here ofcourse!"
"No you gotta think about it. With my aunt I'll live a normal life, I'll go back to school, start college blah blah blah. Here, I bum around town and.."
"Stop. The only reason you wouldn't stay here is because of Emma. Dude don't let that hold you back."
"Well.."
"Listen, it was so hard for me to get over you, not so much the fact that I loved you, but how used to you I was, you know?"
"Yeah, we kinda had a routine going on. Smoke. Drink. Fuck. Party. Race. Fight."
Alex and Jay laughed and nodded together in unison.
"It was chill while it lasted. But then I turned gay, well I was always bi, that's something I left out because I knew you'd get a hard on and want to do some kind of three some."
"Yeah you are right about that."
"But you know I like being friends now. It's cool."
"It is. Thank for being there for me."
"Don't get mushy."
"Shut up." He said with a laugh.
"Ok, here's what I think you should do, let Kiera and I move in with you in your apartment. We will pay half the rent. I mean you lived at my house pretty much for so long, it won't be bad. As long as you don't try and seduce my dike ass..." They both laughed.
"That's...not that bad of an idea. Stay where I am..I guess with you and Kiera there the place will be decorated different and won't remind me of Emma.."
"Yeah. You comfortable with Kiera?"
"Yeah she gave me some great advice last night. How old is she?"
"She's 19. (ok i dont know if i siad she was 19 before or not so dont get on my case about it!). She works at a super fancy restuarant downtown and makes good money. We were going to get a place together soon anyways."
"Okay, let's do it!" Jay said opening his arms and giving Alex a hug. Hesitantly she hugged him back.
2 weeks later.
Emma has gotten her mind off of Jay. She's been hanging out with Manny and Darcy and Chantel alot doing girly things and they have helped. She still can't help but cry some nights over Jay but that'll pass...so she hopes.
Jay and Kiera and Alex live in Jay's apartment together. Kind of an odd situation but it works. They are all good friends. They can trust eachother and dont' have to worry about going behind eachothers backs to fuck eachother or anything. The place isn't as artsy and modern as it was before. Now it looks like a frat house but smells better. They like it that way too. They have parties everynight that don't get too out of hand. They are having a lot of fun. But Jay still can't get his mind off of Emma. He hasn't even been with a nother girl since Emma and Kiera won't stop trying to throw girls at him. He just shrugs them off like they are yesterdays garbage.
OK I AM FREAKING OUT! lol i hella accidently didn't save the VERY ending so i have to write it all over again! DAMMIT! But I will tonight hopefully. If not tomorow because I am really tired from writing all day. I am such a dumb blonde I can't stand it#! (im not even blonde but i am a natty blonde : lol )
SO BEAR WITH ME. YOULL GET UR GREAT ENDING SOONER THAN SOON AND EVERYONE READ MY LATEST FANFIC TITLED: ALONE AND PROBALY FOREVER, ITS ABOUT ELLIE!
LOVE. EMILY