#7 has you got size fat?

Raabs PoV
I woke up the next day with a splitting headache. Arghh that's the last time I try to drink away my problems. I thought as I threw up in the toilet. I lent back on the bathroom wall and flushed the toilet. How do I get my self into these messes? I brought my knees up and placed my head between as I was hit by a wave of nausea.
'Knock. Knock'
"you done yet?" it was Rake "yeah" I replied as I struggled to get up.

Not wanting to have to deal with the guys or have to talk to Toni, I stayed confined in my room. It gave me a lot of time to think, but it didn't solve anything... in fact I just felt worse.
At about five Penny wandered into the room. She sat by my feet on the bed.
"Are you okay"
"do I look okay?" I snapped, "well do you want to talk about it?" she asked, seemingly unbothered by the fact that I had just snapped at her. But come on, I look like a train wreck and she saw what happened yesterday! Of course I'm not okay!
"NO! And I certainly don't want to talk to you"
"You don't want to talk to me, or you cant because Toni is my friend?" she asked, she sounded calm, but looked kind of hurt.
I sat up, "Both! I can't talk to you because your best friend has fucked everything up! Band I don't want to because it's partly your fault!" I was really angry and it was true. If I had never found out about penny, if I'd never met her, then none of this would have ever happened.
Penny jumped up off of the bed and was shaking with anger; "You can't blame this on me! I didn't tell you to like Toni! I didn't tell you to forget about Jessi, who I didn't even know about. You know, I had to talk to Ryan to find out that you proposed to Jessi, how fucked up is that? Your just as much to blame for this mess as anyone else"
Deep down I knew that she was right, but I wasn't going to let her know that, and I was far to angry at that moment. "Just get out of my room! Actually just leave! Go back to England! I regret ever meeting you! I'm glad my parents gave you up! I'm glad you have no one left but Toni, you two deserve each other"
Shit! That was the only thing I thought as Penny burst into tears and ran from my room. I flopped back on my bed. I shouldn't have said those things

Penny's PoV
I ran to the guest bedroom that Toni and I had been sharing. I violently pulled out my suitcase from under the bed and started to grab all the clothes and anything else I owned and shoving them into the bag. It took about 15 minutes because I was in floods of tears and hiccupping the whole time.
I swung my bag over my shoulder and made my way downstairs, I dropped my bag by the front door and grabbed my mobile to phone for a taxi. Still crying. It was hard trying to dial the number while shaking violently. I threw the mobile against the wall opposite and sunk on to the floor next to my bag, with my head in my hands. I heard laughter come from the pirate bar below and some one coming up the stairs.
"Penny? What's wrong"
I looked up to see Toni running towards me, a crate of beer in hand.
"I...I..." I couldn't speak, my breathing was awkward and I had started hiccupping again. I just pointed to my bag.
She got the idea, "You're going home?" I nodded, "Okay, I'm going with you." She dropped the crate, smashing all the bottles, and ran upstairs to back her things.
The noise attacked attention from Glomb who was also in the Pirate Bar. He came up and when he saw me he grabbed some tissues.
He sat down beside me, "you're not getting my shirt wet again." I smiled slightly.
Toni came flying down the stairs. "Glomb. Good you can drive us to the airport"
I grabbed my bag and Glomb helped me up.
I was clam enough to speak now, "we need to leave the guys a note."

After writing a short note to the guys, which we pinned to the front door, and a very quiet drive to the airport, Toni and I climbed out of Glombs truck.
"Thanks Tim." I said as I lent in the window to give him a hug.
"Yeah thanks Tim." added Toni who also gave him a hug.
"It's okay. You two phone me when you get home, just so I know you're alive okay"
"yeah sure." answered Toni, and with that Glomb drove off.

Bams PoV
"Where'd the beer go?" asked Ryan, who was sitting on the balcony watching DiCo and I torment Vito.
"I sent Toni and Glomb to go get some." I answered as I slapped Vito's head.
"Well, where are they then?" he asked as he pulled down his shades to look around, "and where's Penny"
"Oh, Penny went to talk to Raab like half hour ago." answered DiCo.
""And the beer?" queried Ryan.
"Dunno, lets go see!" I answered.

"THE BEER!" screamed Ryan jokingly as he fell on his knees in front of the smashed up bottles of beer. Dico and I simply laughed.
I looked around for any signs of Toni and Glomb, but instead I found a note on the door. I ripped it off. "Dear Gang..." it started.
"Hey Guys listen up!" I ordered as I waved the letter.
I" Dear Gang,
Toni and I want to thank you for looking after us, for taking us to Russia and just being great.
But we have to leave. You can thank Raab for that. You Guys were great, but Raab... he needs to sort out how he feels and he said some mean stuff to me. So we're heading home. We'll miss you guy's loads.
Lots of Love,
Penny and Toni xxxxx"/I Once I finished reading out the letter, silence filled the room. I couldn't believe it, they left... and we were going to make them apart of the crew!
"I can't believe it Pen- They left!" said DiCo in disbelief.
Ryan shock his head "its all Raabs fault... Should we go get them?" I thought for a moment, "no... We should let them have some time to themselves, to calm down. Then we should take Raab and make him apologise to them"
The other two nodded in agreement.
"I could really use a drink." moaned Ryan.
"Me too." added DiCo.
"Look at us! We've known them... what? A week and a half? And we're all depressed about them leaving! How sappy are we!" I said, I didn't like feeling like this. They were good friends, and I missed them already... I hated it.
"They were great" said DiCo as he wandered down into the pirate bar.

Toni's PoV
Penny and I sat outside Heathrow airport waiting for my parents to pick us up. ON the flight penny had told me about what Raab had said, and then we had preceded to bitch about him.

Penny had gotten dropped off at her flat and I had gone to stay with my parents for a while.
At home I sat in the guest bedroom (which used to be my bedroom.), it was October and their was a storm going on outside. I sat at the window watching the lightening.
Raab can be such a dick... he didn't need to say that stuff to Penny. That was horrible, Raab means a lot to her. Look at me, trying to act like I hate him. I still like him. A lot. Even though he is a jerk.
I hugged one of my teddies and stared out of the window. A tear ran down my cheek.
Are we ever going to see them again?

I woke up the next day, and laughed at myself when I saw my reflection in the mirror. I had fallen asleep before I had taken my make up of, and it looked even worse from where I had been crying.
I slowly walked to the bathroom and washed my face. Wandering downstairs, I remembered I should find a job. But never again, shall I work in a supermarket. I only worked there because I was going to go to university, but I had changed my mind. I got good grades in my A-levels though, so I might be able to get a decent job.
When I was dressed I drove up town to the job centre, where my aunt works. She looked pleased to see me. I was there for about an hour and she got me an interview, for a photographer position at some magazine. I did photography at college, so I wasn't bad I guess. The interview was in like, 2 weeks.
I went home and started searching for my photography portfolio. I started panicking because I couldn't find it anywhere. I ended up having an argument with my mum. Oh, my life just gets better and better.
I decided to phone Penny.
"Hey, how you feeling?" I asked as she answered the phone.
"Like crap, you"
"oh, the same. Have you spoken to Tim yet"
"yeah; he said the guys miss us." she told me.
"Cool. What about Raab?" I asked hopefully.
""Hmm, well Tim said he just looked pissed off and has locked himself in his room since then." she answered.
"Do you think he feels bad then?" I asked.
Penny sighed. "I don't care at the moment"
We changed the subject and I told her about my interview. She was pleased for me.
After that I looked for my photos again and this time I found them. Yay! And they weren't bad.

Penny's PoV
When Toni's' parents had dropped me off, I walked straight to my flat, luckily it was on the ground floor... I hate heights.
I unlocked the door and wandered around my flat. Nothing had changed, although I couldn't really expect it too. I dumped my stuff in my room and decided to whip up some dinner, with what ever was in date in the freezer.
A storm had started out side, so I turned off all the lights. I sat by the window, eating some toasted bread... it wasn't very nice, the bread had been frozen and I had to defrost it quickly. I sighed.
I watched the storm. I watched as it made families run for cover in their homes. I sighed again... it hurt so much to be on my own. Toni was my only real friend, and Raab was the only one in my family that had wanted to know me, but had changed now. I didn't want anything to do with me.
I put my empty plate on the table and reached into my pocket for my mobile. God damnit I had forgotten I 'destroyed' my phone. I got up and grabbed the home phone, and dialled Glombs number.
ring...ring
"erugh...hello?" answered a very tried sounding glomb.
"Hey Tim, its me penny. Sorry I didn't reliase you were asleep, I forgot about time differences." I said.
"No, no it's okay." he sounded more awake." so you guys okay, how was the flight"
"it was okay, and we're fine." I answered.
"Really?" because Raab told us about what happened, it didn't sound too good, and he's not very popular at the moment." said Tim.
"oh, well i dont care." i said, actually i kinda did, he was my brother. "How did the guys act when they found out we had left"
"they were all upset. We all miss you two." answered Tim. "oh yeah, when raab told us what happened DiCo had a massive go at him and then Bam was like you little fucker and Ryan just got drunk... None of us knew before, that you were family less"
"ooh, okay... I really miss you guys." I said. "Did Raab mention Toni"
"well, he explained about everything, he seemed kinda sad she left." said Tim.
"i guess thats a good thing... look i'm gonna go know, i'll speak to you soon"
"okay, see ya." said Tim.
Click
After phoning Tim, I had nothing else to do, so I just went to bed. I laid in my small uncomfortable bed hugging my pillow.
I hope Raab didn't mean everything he said... I really like having him as a brother... I held the pillow closer to me as I thought about all the fun times I had with the guys.
I smiled as at thought about DiCo, I think I missed him most... him and Glomb, but for different reasons.

I woke up the next day quite late due to having nothing to do. I spent the whole day, gloomily walking around my flat...well, until Toni phoned, I was happy for her, she got a job interview. That was all that had happened that day.
hmmm... I guess our lives are going back to how they used to be...