Have You Got Size Fat? #8

Raabs' PoV
"Raab you little fucker!" Bam shouted, bursting into my room.
"what now?" I asked, tiredly.
Bam shoved a piece of paper in my face, "read this"
I took it, and I couldn't believe what I was reading. But we have to leave... we'll miss you guys loads. /I I just stared at the piece of paper. They left because of me.
"What the hell did you do?" Brandon asked. He looked really angry. I sighed and explained about the argument Penny and me had, had, and then about the situation with Toni. DiCo started shouting at me, I'd never seen him look so angry.
I couldn't just let them go back to England. "Come on! Lets go get them!" I tried to go, but they held me back.
"No, not yet" said Bam.
"Why not?" I said, as I struggled to get past them "Raab, calm down. Dude just stop." ordered Ryan.
I sunk onto the floor and buried my head in my arms, "why not?" I asked, my voice was muffled.
"we're going to leave them to calm down for a week or so. Then, there's a better chance that they'll come back." said Bam.
"Yeah, they're probably so fucked off with you right now, there's no way they'd come back." I heard DiCo say.

This week has been the worst, no one had really been talking to me, just giving me dirty looks, and so I just locked my self in my room. I wondered how Penny and Toni were doing. Would they even forgive me? I was scared, what if I went over there, but they never wanted to see me again? Ugh. Just Ugh.
I wonder when we're going anyway?
Bam burst into my room again, "we're going tonight so get ready!" He told me. Then he walked out again. Well that was weird...

I just slept the whole way there. No one was talking to me anyway, so there was nothing else to do. I wanted to see the girls right now, but it was the middle of the night. I hate time differences.
The next morning DiCo woke me up really early, and roughly pulled me up. "Get ready!" He ordered.
I shoved on any old thing on, and we drove to Penny's flat first.

Penny's PoV
Some one buzzed my flat, I sighed and put my breakfast on the floor. 'People always disturb me at the most annoying times, I mean I hardly ever get visitors but they always come just as I'm about to get into the shower or watch my favourite TV show.' I muttered darkly as I walked to the receiver by the door.
"Hello"
"um... hey, its DiCo." DiCo? I let him in, and when I answered the door DiCo, Bam, Ryan and Raab were there. I hugged them all, well I didn't hug Raab, and then let them in.
"what are you all doing here?" I asked, surprised.
"Raab came to apologise, didn't you Raab." bam said, nudging him. I led him to my bed room and shut the door.
"I don't know if you want to forgive me, but I feel really bad about what I said, and I don't know why I did that. I really care about you; I mean you're my sister. So if you want, do you wanna start again? I'm really sorry Penny"
I looked at him and I could tell he felt really bad.
"I forgive you." I said. He smiled and looked so relieved. He hugged me and said sorry again.
"I suppose I better go se Toni now." he said

I drove the guys to Toni's house. I think the guys were trying to talk to me, but I was lost in my own little world. I knew that Raab really did feel bad... but did he feel bad, because I'm his sister, because the guys were so angry with him, or because he actually cares... maybe all three. I dunno why he felt bad, but I knew that I was never going to be really close to him. I knew we were never going to be exactly like brother and sister.
I knew that when he said those things to me, back at castle Bam, that he may be sorry he said them... but there may also be a spark of truth in them... me coming along did cause all of these problems... As I pulled up outside of Toni's house, I decided not to be so negative, and just see what happens... at least I get to see the guys again, I did really miss them.

Raabs PoV
Man, that was so scary, but she forgives me! I hope Toni does too. Penny took us to Toni's house, but her Mum answered then door, so Penny introduced us.
Penny led up stairs to Toni's room and knocked on the door. She answered and looked shocked.
"Oh my God! What are you doing here"
The guys stepped back and Toni's smile faded as she saw me.
"Can I come in?" I asked.
She stepped aside, so I guess that was a yes. I closed the door and sat on the bed. I don't know why but my eyes started filling with tears. I was just so worried, tired, and I felt so bad and it just got to me, I guess. I sat on the on the floor, and then covered my face. I felt Toni put her arms around me.
"I'm sorry." I mumbled. She squeezed me a little as a reply. I wiped my eyes and looked at her. "Will you come back to West Chester?" I asked.
"Yeah of course." She was still hugging me and I realised I was clinging to her arm. I needed her. We just sat like that for a while, and then some one knocked on the door. Penny peeked in.
"Can we come in yet? We're just standing in the hallway"
"yeah, sorry." answered Toni. We got up off the floor and sat on the bed. We sorted out when we were going back, which was in a couple of days. Me and the guys decided to head back to the hotel but Toni grabbed my arm, as I was about to walk out of the room. She closed the door.
"Thanks Raab." she smiled and hugged me. I put my arms around her and kissed her head. She looked up at me, and our faces slowly got closer. I felt her breathe on my lips and my heart started to beat faster. Our lips touched and that was it. I could only think of her. It felt so good, I forgot where I was, who I was with, it was only her and me.
Then Ryan came in and pulled me away.
"Bye" I shouted as Ryan pulled me down the stairs.

Toni's PoV
Well that was a good night. He looked so sweet when he was crying, I had to forgive him. I didn't think he was the type to cry though, I guess he really was upset.
The kiss though, oh my. It was nice. It was better than nice. It was like- I don't know. Different to any other first kiss with some one. I know it's just a kiss, but it means so much.
I got some breakfast and when I went back up stairs, I had a message on my phone. It was from Raab. I hello, hope you're okay. I was just wondering if you wanted to do some thing today.xxx/I Oh course, duh! I text back saying that I had to pack, considering we were leaving the next day, but he could always come over after. I hope he can come over. Then I realised I hadn't told my parents yet. Ooops.
I rushed downstairs and into the living room, my mum was there.
"Hello mum, I'm going to America tomorrow." First thing I say to her in the morning is that, haha.
"What? Well that's short notice! How long for?" she asked.
"I don't know, a couple of weeks I think, and I was only told yesterday. Its a free trip though." I pointed out.
"Yeah, that's alright then. Well you better get to packing"
I ran back up the stairs and as I entered my room, I heard my phone bleep. Yay, he texted me back.
I yeah I'll come over in like, an hour? Can't wait to see you./ Aww. Oh, crap. I haven't told my mum about Raab and me yet. I ran back down stairs.
"Mum, you remember Chris who came over yesterday, don't you?" I asked her.
"Penny's brother"
I nodded, "well...um... he's my new boyfriend"
"Oh, well he seems very nice." She smiled at me. I guessed she approved, which was a good thing.
I got dressed and started on my packing. I don't know how long were even going for, so how much was I even supposed to pack?
About 20 mins later some one knocked on my door. I bounced over and opened the door. It was Raab.
"HI!" I said, as I hugged him.
"Hello. Wow, you're really cheerful today"
I shrugged, "is that a bad thing"
"Nooo"
I carried on packing, while he just sat on my bed talking to me. I found it easy to talk to him about anything, it was great. He told me that we were staying for three weeks, unless we wanted to stay for longer. Cool. I finally finished packing and it was only 2:30.
"Do you wanna go out for lunch?" I asked Raab.
"Sure." He held his hands out and I pulled him up. He quickly kissed me and I led him out of my house.

Penny's PoV
the next day I was a lot happier than I had been all week. Not just because Raab had apologised, and I had got my brother back, but also because I missed the guys so much.
I spent most of the day sorting out which clothes I was going to take, I finally decided on talking all of them, since I had no idea what the guys were going to end up doing to me, or my clothes.
At about six, just as I was about to have a shower, some one buzzed my flat. Why do people always visit when I'm busy, not bored
"Hello?" I asked into the intercom.
"Yarr! Let me in! It be Brandon"
I laughed, he sounded like a gay pirate, "Alright come on in."

"Come on! Come on!" Said DiCo like a 5 yr old, as I opened the front door.
"What? Where are we going?" I asked.
"Oh, well, Raab's taken Toni out on a date. So, Bam sent me to pick you up to take you to a bar, where we shall meet the others." answered DiCO, "Ryan, was complaining about not having any beer, that's how comes we're going to a bar"
"Okay, let me just get my stuff."

"Penny!" Ryan jumped up and ran over.
"Why are you always excited to see me?" I asked with a smile. DiCo and I had just walked into the bar, Ryan began to lead us to were him and Bam were sitting. I sat between DiCo and Bam.
"Ryan, you didn't answer my question." "Sorry...hmm, I dunno why... it just you're really funny, I mean you really smart, but you're blind, you cant see what's right in front of you." answered Ryan with a wink.
I just sat there with a really confused look plastered on my face. What on is this guy on about? I thought to my self. I looked at Bam and DiCO, they too looked really confused.
"What you on Dunn?" asked Bam while he shook his head.
"You'll see." answered Ryan in an 'all knowing' tone of voice, he drank some beer and then changed the subject, "now what shall we talk about"
While Ryan was still as sober, or as sober as that man gets, he had this stupid grin on his face, like he knew something. Luckily, it wasn't long before Bam and Ryan were drunk.
"Why aren't you drinking?" I asked DiCo.
"Cos, I gotta drive, and I cant talk to you if I'm drunk." He answered, "I might have a few when Toni and Raab come"
"I think they're cute together." I said.
"Look at me! Look at me!" Shouted Bam, I turned around to see him playing with his belly button and giggling like a 3 yr old.
DiCo started laughing, "Oh, how I wish we had a camera"
A little later, Toni and Raab turned up, for some reason that upset me a little, I liked talking to DiCo... what's going on with me?

Raabs PoV
This girl is so great! I wish we went out earlier, but she's worth the wait. We went out for lunch, it was nice. We saw a poster for some fair, there was nothing else to do in her town, and so we decided on the fair.
We stayed there for a couple of hours it was fun. I won this dinosaur teddy thing, so I gave it to Toni. We were walking along, holding hands, when this clown walked a little too near me.
I squeezed Toni's hand.
"Ow." she yanked her hand away.
How hard did I squeeze it?
"What was that for?" she asked.
"Uh... nothing..." I was still looking at the clown though.
She followed my gaze, "Oh I get it you're afraid of clowns." she teased.
"Shut up!" I couldn't help it if I was. Oh Jesus Christ, it's walking right up to us. I tried to pull Toni away, but she just grinned at me and sated where she was. Fuck this, I'm going!
"Toni lets go!" I panicked.
"Why"
"You bloody well know why!" Too late, it was standing right in front of me, grinning in my face. I screamed and ran. I saw people laughing at me, it was so embarrassing. I heard Toni laughing too, how nice for her.

"He was screaming like a little girl!" Toni burst out laughing.
We were at the pub with the others, we came after we left the fair. And now, every one was laughing at me.
"Aaaw, you know I'm only joking." she said, she hugged me and I hugged her back.
"I know, its just embarrassing"
"I'll shut up now." she smiled.
Toni ordered a Barcardi Breezer, but when she got it, DiCo took it away from her.
"You have to drive." He said, taking a sip from it.
Toni just shrugged, "Oh well"
Hours later, we stumbled out of the pub, Toni helping us to the car. I guess we all had a little too much to drink.

Penny's PoV
I woke up early the next day, I had to catch a taxi to the airport and meet every one else there.
I must be going crazy... I was so confused as I sat in the back of the taxi, trying to figure it out. I cant really like him? Can I? Is this what Ryan was on about? I rested my head on the window. I really need to talk to Toni
I had to wait half an hour for the guys at the airport, why are they always late
the flight was long and boring. I was sat with Bam and Ryan, who were both asleep due to hangovers. DiCo was sat with Toni and Raab, much to his disgust.
"EWWW! Stop it!" I heard him whine from behind, "Not in front of me!...ugh, I HATE new couples"
I just laughed at him.

Once at the airport, we walked to the pick up area.
"GLOMB!" I dropped my bags and jumped on Glomb, "I missed you"
"I missed you too Penny, now please climb off of me." Laughed Glomb.
"Why didn't you come to England?" I asked.
"Because I actually have a job." He replied as he put our bags in the boot, "Now, every one in the car"
I actually really missed Glomb, he was like a brother. Its sad to say but I found it easier to talk to Glomb than to Raab, maybe because Glomb always had time for me.

Toni and I put our stuff in the room we had occupied before. We were about half way done, with the unpacking, when Bam came in.
"Hey, Hey! My mum wants to say Hi, she missed having you two around, she's downstairs"
"Okay." Replied Toni, as she left the room. I finished folding a T-Shirt before following, Bam had waited for me.
"So, what's up with you and Glomb?" He asked as we walked to the stairs.
"Nothing, I just missed him. He's the one I can talk to easily." I answered.
"Oh, yeah, I can see that now. He was always around when all that stuff was going on... well you know, you can talk to any of us guys." replied Bam, as he jumped the last few steps.
"Okay, thanks" I smiled.

As I walked into the Kitchen, I was pulled into a tight hug by April. "Finally normal people!" she said. I just had to laugh at her.
"You'll soon realise Penny isn't normal." Said Toni. I gave her an evil glare, "Joking" she added.
"How was England? I take it everything is okay now?" She asked. I nodded, "Yeah everything is just great. Especially with Toni"
"Why?" April asked, interested. Toni grinned.
"Her and Raab are dating." I said. Toni just blushed.
"What have you got yourself into." Joked April. We talked for a bit longer, and then I went to unpack.
DiCo ended up helping me, it was supposed to be quicker, but it took longer. Toni went to go find Raab, I was kinda glad, because it meant I was alone with DiCo.
"You nervous about tomorrow?" Asked DiCo as he sorted out my T-Shirts.
I looked up from the floor, where I was sorting socks. "Why would I be nervous"
"Because the cameras come tomorrow, you and Toni are going to be initiated into the CKY crew!" answered DiCo excitedly.
"Now I'm nervous." I laughed. I turned around to put my socks in the draw behind me.
"Haha! Underwear"
I spun around to see DiCo 'sorting out' my underwear.
"I knew it was a bad idea to let you help." I said as I pushing him jokingly. "You can sort out my trousers"
DiCo pulled a sad face, "Trousers aren't fun"
I threw a pair of trousers at him and stuck out my tongue, "You don't deserve fun"
"yeah I do! I'm a good boy!" He said just before he jump on me, to wrestle me. Haha, I won. Although I think DiCo let me win.