I am sorry for the 'abrupt-ness' of this chapter, but I wanted to clu everyone in on what had been going on in the lives of theother CSI couple before Sara was in the hospital.
Before they found out about Sara, Greg and Tara had been taking their relationship further and further. To take things back in time a little bit, this is a tidbit of what happened while Sara was in Chemo.


Point of View - Tara
"Greg, I was going to tell you this the other day before your cellphone rang, but I- I-", I paused. I had played this moment over and over in my head, planning exactlywhat I was going to say, and how I was going tosay it. But now, the words would barely come to me.Si I just did it, beforeI even had time to think about what I had in fact, just done.

"Ithink I love you.", I said as I bit my lower lip anxiously, nervously awaiting an answer from him.

I couldn't Believe I just told him what I had kept bottled up inside of me for so long. I hadn't been able to say it, but this time it practically jumped out of my mouth.

I wished he would say something instead of staring ate me in awe with those big puppy-dog eyes.

I wished he would break the silence I was beginning to hate so passionately.

He opened his mouth finally and spoke words I had been dying to hear for so long.

"I know I love you. I have never been in love. I have never been so happy just to sleep next to someone. I have never felt the need to hold a girl, just so she can be near you, so you can be near her. I like that feeling. I like it a lot."


Point of View, Greg


"I love you", I told Tara as we ate the dinner that I cooked for her and me.

"I love your cooking. And you're a nice bonus! I feel like something's wrong though, and I can't put my finger on it. You know?", Tara replied to me jokingly but with a glint of concern in her voice.

We sat on the couch lip locked for a few moments, and then we laid down.

I stared into her eyes as we talked, taking in all the emotion they showed me. I love her so much, but I felt like we needed to get away, just us. I wanted time to get closer to her. I wanted to be with her forever. We needed a vacation, but I couldn't leave Grissom. He needed me there because he was already short one CSI. I sighed.

I thought of Sara a lot lately.

I worried about her every night because she hadn't told us where she was. I snuggled closer to Tara and we talked for awhile.